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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

I must be calm and composed. Calm. Composed. Calm and composed.

I hate to admit this but, uni students have a fucked up attitude.

Yes, what was I saying. I must be calm and composed. Oh and refined.

*breathe*

PONYO IS SUPER CUTE.

Today is a great day. AS/CT with Carissa, Pearlene and Shiping is always fun. I'm so proud of Carissa for volunteering to be a Champion in class today, so that we can all be in the same project group. HAHA. And thanks for the pretty rose today. =)

Peer helping duty was damn fun also. Taboo-ed the whole hour. And I totally suck at it.

Then I decided to give myself a break to watch a movie with Samuel. "ponyo~ ponyo~"

Okay back to stats. I'm blogging for the sake of leaving Stats aside for awhile.

I guess talking out works.
Works wonders for me, cause after all I'm I in DISC personality test.

I'm glad we talked things out, put points across, shared opinions. But we will never have a proper conclusion, we just stop agruing halfway cause love overcomes all odds eh?

THANK YOU TOM, SHAUN, QI, JING, GS...HAHAHA. fuck, I never thought this will happen.

I'm usually very private about my relationship. My closest friends wont know anything too. I think if ever one day when I break up with him, everyone will be in shock.

But of course, when you appear sad in a mass convo with many people who are very concerned, its hard. So thanks to people in the convo. I feel so loved. =) Talking it out and having so many people backing you up and supporting, its great emo therapy. Much better than emo songs.

Relationship is a BITCH.
Sucking out my heart and mind.
Im so sick and tired.
I feel like shutting up, but I just cant.

I think Im great at solving my own problems.

I feel way happier alr. =)

Of course, thanks Timothy. The love guru. HAHAHHA.

When you grow, you just have to handle more.

I just realised how this Sem is bigger than it looks. I think I kinda like it like that. I have so much to think about. So little time. I like being preoccupied, makes me feel that Im living my life and not just idling away. Makes me feel like my presence everyday has an impact on someone or something. Boy, I sound weird.

Should I bleach a few strands of my hair? I need change.

I still need shopping desperately cause Im growing out of the clothes in my closet and it pisses me off.

Im blogging in chunks. I guess Im tired.

I need more support from you. More care and concern. More attention. More pampering. More sensitivity. And maybe I can get more love from you, all these will be solved. I need to feel good about myself but you make me feel otherwise.

BA BI BA BI BOOOOO. WHY MUST I TAKE STATS? YOU KNOW I REALLY DONT LIKE MATH AND I REALLY DONT LIKE LOOKING AT NUMBERS. I HAVE NO SENSE OF NUMBERS AND I CANT COUNT PROPERLY. I HAVE NO INTEREST IN PLOTTING GRAPHS AND I CANT BE BOTHERED ABOUT DISTRIBUTION.

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MATH IS DAMAGING MY MIND BODY AND SOUL. I NEED TO STOP DOING STATS AND DO FUNNER THINGS.

Whoever thinks leggings/ stockings are out, IS OUT. HAHAHA. Hell of a bitch I am.

Skipped Uni Y potluck for Titans bbq today. Wonder if I made a good choice but I wouldnt know also. But it kinda struck at me that I am going to in my twenties this year. They were still going "Cannotdrink,underage." OMG. Since when was that.

Im so mean but when people drink, its kinda funny in a weird way. Seeing them go red, seeing them become quiet. I somewhat pity them cause I totally hate that feeling of being warm and nauseous. Blame it all on blood circulation and metabolism rate, cause when you feel ultra warm and red, its super uncomfortable and embarrassing. Oh well, its part of growing up.

And I believe if I grow fatter one day, I will get to occupy a bigger space in a car if many are being sandwiched at the back. And I will have more fats to cushion. But I think today's sandwiched car was the most sandwiched so far. HAHA.

Okay stats tutorial tomorrow. Swear.

WHEREISMYPOUFYBLACKDRESS?????
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Is independence or reliance better?

Samuel and I are unlike most relationships. I think we are both independent people with our own stuff to do. I've not seen him for awhile alr. Its fine but just weird. Why do we have so much to do?

I'm a type of person who like to fill my weekly schedule to the brim, even before the week starts. But he's the type of person who likes to wait till hes sure theres nothing else happening on this particular day, then he asks me out. Makes me feel like a last minute thing and the last on his list. He will have his own reasoning for this. He has his reasons for everything.

Basically, I wont wait, but he wont hurry.

I'm always on the run, but hes always taking his time. Polar opposites may attract, but times like this, it just gets frustrating. Oh well. Its time for me to take the neutral stand, tired of being the active one.

2009 is a really busy year.
I guess I'm still young I must push myself.
Its time I do something big in my life again.

Im falling ill but I cant let myself fall now. I have things to do.