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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

I just watched the Tyra Banks show and I think...

She's so FAKE la. Today's show was on girls with an eating disorder since very young. Being a top model, I really dont believe that she doesnt maintain her weight and figure and perhaps go on diet when she's getting out of shape. Her legs are thin and slender.

Oprah is so much better and I think Tyra should go away. Little girls watching her show will have the thought of losing weight already. This is just wrong.

Agree with me.

I want the dress. I want the blouse. I DONT CARE. I AM SO GONNA SPEND ALL MY ANGBAO MONEY IN THAT SHOP.

I LOVE MY CUTE BOYFRIEND.
Hahahahaaahahaha...

siao.

I'm so thankful to have him. =) The sacrifices he makes just to make me happy. The trauma he went through just to make sure I had company when I did my Lit essay in school. It felt like we were studying in the same school again. How we would wait for each other after school and how we used to study in the classroom together. We even recalled how we used to hold hands on the bus back home. =X

But of course, all good things have to come to an end. I've been made a very happy girl today. =)

I still love Khar and Tiying. Hahahahaha.

Ultimate noise maker.

=))


4E2'05, 4E2'06, 4E2'07! All from Art Club! hahahaha.


Jia Ci, Yi Teng, I


Some of the survivors. =/


Jac and Yueying


Stylo Yixin. Her ART is like WOAH.


Sistersss


sisterssss (ignore my face)

HERE'S PRESENTING,
MR JONATHAN NG'S COUSIN,
MY SEC3 CLASSMATE,
TIMOTHY!!

And so, the chinese new year celebrations is almost ending. Time has just gone by and school starts again tomorrow. Smiled when I looked back at Friday, the good old days just flooded my mind. The past when I would look forward to going to school to see 4e2, Jean and Yiling, SAMUEL. Then came Saturday, steamboat lunch and reunion dinner with the whole family at Serangoon Gardens. Sunday came and left so quickly and all I remembered was playing with kids and eating and eating and eating. Monday brought me to buffet lunch at a random aunt's place with strangers streaming in and out. But the day ended with quality time spent with Samuel. How I wished time would stop just for us again. Today is Tuesday and my mind is filled with questions and reflections.

Why is time passing so quickly? Is it true that when you are having fun, time will take advantage of it? But, am I really having fun? Seriously, what is fun? Is sitting and stoning by the television, fun? Is smiling at people you dont really have the reason to smile to, fun? Are all the red packets worth the effort you took to smile?

This Chinese New Year just didnt have that excitement and happiness in it. All I was thinking was "Damn, school's coming back." and "How I wish I could spend this holiday with Samuel only." Call me a dork.

Tell me what am I going to look forward to tomorrow? And tomorrow? And tell me, why PE lessons exist? And tell me, how many more days to Block tests?

Thankfully SiewHoon is going to save the day by organising a gathering this weekend. =D

I dont want to study for the stupid geog test on Valentines day. FAIL IT! FAIL IT! FAILLLL ITTT!

Reading programme at the Spastic Organisation was not bad. I had fun. =) But there were a few moments of silence in our group, which made Khar and I quite nervous. Our group was filled with guys and we were the only 2 girls and we were the facilitators. Scary. But quite thankful that the guys are nice. Maybe only nice guys do voluntary work. =/

After that I met Samuel to go to YJC's carnival. So crampy and so life-less. No live band performing but only 2 students from the Chinese orchestra playing. Hahaha. But it was really nice to see familiar faces. First we saw Joseph playing soccer, then we saw Edward selling whipped potato, then Yuting and Andrew. Andrew gave me chocolate pancake. Hahaha. Yuting sold nice cheese hotdogs. Then after touring around and around, we left. Upon leaving, we spotted Hanshen. He actually walked pass us, without recognising us at all la.

Next, we watched Blood Diamond. So many black men, they all looked the same as me. Maybe Chinese people look exactly the same to them as well. =/ Quite a sad show actually, especially when the son wanted to shoot his father. But its really heartwarming when the white man and the black man worked together in the end.

The day ended just like that. I want the weekend to last forever~~

V'day and Chinese New Year approaching!! I really hope more will go back to Zhonghua this coming Friday. Quite sad to know that some are not going back. Its like the friendship is going to be forgotten soon....

School was really different without Ah Khar with us. Tiying and I were practically dead and zombified, especially during the last 2 lessons. Even in the 1st lesson of the day, we were like sleepy already. AND!! We had to run 2.4km run without Ah Khar!! =/

My stamina sucked like &*(^%#$. I've become so lousy. Running used to be a breeze to me but now its like TORTURE. Oh man. I hate this feeling.

School is tiring and draggy. But this week, I had fun hanging around PS after school. Tuesday was YMCA plus shopping, Wednesday was shopping. Oh man. I saw 2 jackets I like la. Makes me feel uncomfortable from head to toe now. I have financial problems now. =/But I WANT THEM! AH!

Lastly, I'm looking forward to this busy weekend. SO much to do, SO little time. V'day preparations, studying for geog test and spending time with Samuel. I'm glad things are getting back on track. We talked happily over the phone last night. Hehhee. I guessed I had so much to tell about the day, yesterday. =)

May things carry on smoothly and may everyone be happy.
Happy 30th mthsary! =D

I CAN HANDLE THIS.
I CAN HANDLE THIS.
I CAN HANDLE THIS.
I CAN HANDLE THIS.
I CAN HANDLE THIS.

I am doing my Geography tutorials because I want to score well because I want to earn big bucks in the future.

ALL THE WAY!

Today's CIP was screwed up. Hahahha.
Damn are there a few irresponsible people.
How very irritating can that be?

Picture post.














Jean says: bye, thanks for visiting this beautiful blog! HAHAHA.

Tuesday was our dear AH KHAR'S BIRTHDAY! =))
Thankfully, our messy plan turned out a success and ah khar was surprised and shocked indeed. So thanks to us, Ah khar has made friends with the principal and the Soupy Place auntie. Hehehe.

This week practically just swished by, without me noticing. Its like can you believe it, tomorrow's FRIDAY! It has been a tough 2 weeks for me. Contradictory feelings. Sad, but angry, but numb. Seriously, I never felt so vulnerable before. I felt like I've become an island of my own. What I am thinking in my mind and what I am doing is totally different. I appear all smiley and cheerful most of the time, then when I start to slip into my own world, tears just flood my eyes. Oh well, I'm all better already. Everything's geting back on track, I hope. I'm not sure how long can I put up a brave front, I might just crumble up soon.

Dont worry people if you didnt notice how bad I was feeling inside, I'm just too good at hiding my feelings. If I tell out how I really feel, I will just make myself go weaker. Nevertheless, I must really thank Timole for being a confidante. Maybe its because I dont see him so I can relate my thoughts to him. But it didnt help when he ended school at 10am today and mine ended at 530pm.

I must get a grip of myself. I cannot lose control. I may have failed Math, fought with the boyfriend many times, battled econs over and over again, had my cries as my lullaby every night, but I am still alive and kicking. I will not be beaten so easily.

Okay, maybe things are not as bad afterall.