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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

wad a painful wk..=/
but almost its over..
at last.

tests + chinese prelims next wk le..
oh mannn..
boringg!!
if e test is aft sch..how will i get e energy to study 4 e next test e next dae?
dun get it. damn.

i love my chinese results.
i didnt sae i l0ve chinese.
i still hate it.
alot.

went 4 e prize giving dae ceremony todae..
i was jux going crazie when there's someone to clap 4..=/
alex was crapping all e wae.
abt mi being overweight..
abt shaving..
abt dis tcher in swimsuit..
abt breaking a soft bone..
wahsae.
but it helped kill boredom alot.

i was pointing out all e -Ee-s in e booklet to alex..
hehehx. =P overfascinated.
it was realli warm in e hall..

went to e busstop aft it with a few otherss..
den went 4 dinner with samuel..
saw zhang laoshi..
we were jus sitting bside her..

got home aft dinner le..
studied chinese agn`
oh YUCK.
YUCKKKKKKkk.
I HAV A DISTASTE FOR CHINESE.

another dae..
did homewrkk..

rot.
lunched.
slept.
tuitioned.

made mee hun kuay..
dinneredd..

continued with homewrkk..
samuel den helped mi with e virus..
den i disturbed samuel.
being kind as usual..
i put down e phone cox he got amaths test tml..
=P ermx..
sorrrry..i didnt noe u nt yet finish studying..
sorrry~

no one's home now..
i am nt scared.
i shall go eat.
harr..
=/
oki i shall nt.

last nite was BAD.
but thank god its all over..
ppl dun sad le k..
being sad is unhealthy..
hai mi got headache dis morn..=/
but i`m soo fine now..
=)

went for tuition..
had chinese test..
boring.
i broke e silence during e test with a dble sneeze..=/
sooo damn funnie..
seeing e ppl jerk when i sneeze..
HAHAHx.

met mum at j8 aft tuition..
shopped.
met sis..
dinner at swensens!!
yummmmmmmm..
soo full now..
hehehx..
eat n eat..

we den went to -best- to buy a mini steamboat..
den went to action city..
saw e mani wu gui-s.. =))
big medium small..
saw e blue n pink astro boys oso..
soo cute.
mum was jux in love with e red pigs.
hahhahax.

we den went to talk neoprints!
HAHAx.
niceee.
diff. feeling frm taking with frens..
damn funnie..

i carried e steamboat all e wae home..
woah. heavy.

now here i am..
scanning my com..

2nd public apology:
SORRRRY to e ppl i affected with e virus..

imisssamuelrightatthismoment

DUN ACCEPT WHAT I SEND
PLSSSSS.
DAMN E VIRUS.
ARGHS.

PUBLIC APOLOGY:
SORRRRRY to the ppl i affected..

I HATE TODAE.
HELL WITH IT.

whenibleedibleed.
isntsomeonemissing.
istheresomeonemissingme.

going virus scan now..

DAMN BORED
FREAKG BORED.
jux now still got andrew to b bored with..
now he's offline!

lessons damn boring todae..
half aslp during emaths..
shut down during amaths..
chem was co0l. =P
dead during physics..
didnt meet mrs ngiam aft sch..
was supposed to see her..
to0 bad.
i didnt.

chinese test was gd.
but was bad.
culd hav done much betta.
DAMN.
i`m nt in a gd mo0d.
nt then. nt now.

got home quite earlie with yunting..
slept.
slept.
msg.
slept.
tv-ed.
here i am now.

wonderful dae todae.

sports dae todaeeee!
no lesssonss...
but tons of homewrk.
damnn.

was supposed to meet jean n yl at mac at 7..
yl was late..=P
trying to chiong my physics..
but in vain.
darns.
1 demerit pt..

nva was i so interested in e contigent b4..
=/ hahahx..
flag oso soo nice to see..=)

e running started so0n..
run run run..
gd job 4e2 runnerss!!
hongkit..its oki k..
k.

=))
mrbumblebee was sitting with my klass..
hahahax..
-would someone jux slap mi..=/
saw samuel runningg!
hahahahx.

lj jean yl yt samuel and i went to kfc aft dat..
chicken agn!!!
yummmmm.
yumm.
yum.

we den left 4 home le..
yt with yl..
lj with samuel..
jean with mi..

i got home and slept aft a gd bath.
shiok.
got up and studied chinese le..
sick of it now..
chinese stinks. =/

inlovewithabigbuzzingbumblebee.
ehh..alliteration! all with e -b- sound.
hehehx. =X
wuld someone jux come slap mi..=/

got jersey~
blueblue de..
its alrite..
but its DAMN BIG for mi..
i got a -LARGE-
mannnn..
quoted frm yunting: "exposed."
hahahhax..
my no. is wrong..
but i accepted it le.. =P

its sports dae tml~
4e2 runners run faster k..=P
hahahax..
jiayouuu!!

sorry samuel..
hai you go home so late..
public apology:
SORRRRRRRRRRY.

its jux tues..
how boringg..

mon's lit test wasnt gd..
dun realli noe how to ans e qns..
cham`

aft sch was spastic..
with jean..
hahahx..
rain agn`
caught in it agn`
with jean agn`
=P alll ur fault!
rain jinx~ hehehx

waited for samuel~
hehehx..
i had company of cox..
did gong han`
cho0nwei was utterly shocked by my chinese..
ehh got so bad arh =X

hekming n samuel den went to buy spray paint..
while i walk with jean to e busstop..
seperated.
but thankgod..
seperated jux for a lil while..

didnt plan to meet..
but we did. =P

mon nite was BAD.
scary`
freaking scared.
honestlie i still am now.
very`

todae..
lessons..
false fire alarm sounded..
tot culd miss lessons..
but chey`

aft sch..
lunched with yiling n jeannn sistaass~
got back to sch..
i did physicsss!!
finished e wrkbk stuff le..
yeahhh`
sooo proud of myself..
hehehx..

did abit of tys and samuel came at last`
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
=/
and so0n...
i was home~

finished emaths..yeahh`
how happie..
left out qn 17 though..
tough.

getting jerseys tml..
pray it`ll b niceeee..
yea it will b..
soo going queensway tml..
dats it.

thurs is sports dae`
jiayouuu!!
yeahhh..i will b watching u. =Pp
how creepie..

woke up..
thinking of wad i dreamt of last nite..
they sae when u wake up den mux hurry recall..
=X HAHAHx

read e UNSEEN aft breakfast.
fell aslp..
woke up for lunch..
slept again..
den tuition`

boring boring boring..
hahahx..
oki nt dat bad..
effective`

watched tv..
ate chicken wings..
den ate vege rice..
and beeho0n soup..
chicken wings..
den swt potato soup..
and fruits`
yummmmmmmmmyummmmmmmmm.
"10 course meal" quoted frm prof. ee.

watched nkf show..
watch watch watch..
abit boring la..=/

so here i am`
another tough wk..
lets move on!
4e2!! we can make it de!!!!!!!
we alwaes can.
tml getting jerseys..
hope everything wuld b fine..

Li sth jie's songs are realli nice..
bro bought his album..
and i`ve got to hear it`
soo niceeee..=)

todae is soo nice..
it`ll recharge mi 4 e next wk..
hehehx..

LATE!! horhorhorrr..=P
but its oki`..
i`m willing to wait..
wait till e sky drops..=P

ate fried chicken!
yumyummmm..
veges suck.
jux like cailaoshi..
nono..
i mean dat vege old woman..
yuck`
puiiiii`

tried completing lit essay jux now..
TOUGH!
i oni can write how e slatters precipitated e tragedy..
define tragedy.
how confusinggggg..

i jux cant stop being distracting..
so i was disturbing him..
hehhex`

=))))))) i love todae..
i am bias.
i oni love daes spent with him`
hahhax..ho0t mi!!

i see a motivation in life.

iloveyou.
lalalaaa~

blo0die ass.
stop ur freaking narrowminded shit..
dun b such a moron.
a donkey head.
wadeva u call it la..

morn assembly was WONDERFUL!
its all on our klass..
beautiful 4e2.. =)
go ahead..
tok ur talk..
honestlie..i dun care..
u are alwaes claiming dat we are wrong..
so be it..
if u think dat wae..
i heck care.

wahh every fault is on us now..
how nice..
we get shit jux for being honest lil kids..
yes yes..i shall tell lies now..=)

wad abt e chanting nonsense..
i can hereby sae dat e ppl on my side didnt..
we honestlie dun like dat joke too..
but its oki..
u claim dat its all us..
thnku so much..
u jux suck.

4e2!!! remain strong!!
who's afraid of you coming to my klass?
not us.
go to hell..

a reflection is to reflect on how we feel abt e matter..
and nt to lie and write it e wae u wan it to..
its OUR reflection..mind you..

and i blieve dat reflections are meant to b confidential?
ur quotes in ur horrendous speech todae..
arent they frm us?
be original..
and pls..buck on on ur lang..

and YOU. teaching us is a BIG disgrace..
i see i see..
wadeva? happie tching us den..
may u eat hell.

come on..
4e2 will nt b afraid of anithing..
be proud of us..
we are honest and we blieve in ourselves..
i`m sure we will b strong.

BRING IT ON!

(dun comment if you duno wads going on)

todae is a boringg piece of sh*t..
sh*tty..

started off alrite..
still luffing and toking..
still singing with mitchell..=/

den aft recess..
during CE..
i started feeling weird..
*nauseous*
realli feel like puking everything out..

feeling soo dead..
aft sch..
everyone left one by one..
yunting oso got gym le..

did physics wrkbk and wanted to leave le..
stupid jerald tricked mi into walkin..

ate opp..
ban mian nva taste so bad b4..=/
samuel den pei mi to bishan..

theres amaths test tml..
haven studied 4 it..
hais..
dun feel like going sch tml..
but i shuld..

hhk sick..
get well so0n brotherrrrrrrrrr!!

why cant i jux vomit everything out..
den everything can b fine le..
damn it.

lastly..
yixin!! jiayouuuuuuu!!!

m0n..
yunting didnt attend sch..
flu bug`
i was rottin 4 e whole dae lorr..
den e ms ow thing..
scold scold scold..
do reflection..sick of it`
got a freaking headache..
took geog test..
practicallie falling aslp thru it..

artclub..
was feeling weak n tired..
drew n drew..
but my dae was den brightened by samuel..
he was waiting 4 mi =)

tues..
yunting's backk!!
hehehx..
usual lessons..blahblahhh..
got back physics paper..
you guessed it..
i failed agn`
yeahh. how nice..

was feeling gd abt it agn..
my dae wasnt dat gd either..
i dun like it..
i can let go of my dislike once in a while..
but pls. it's mine..
so ask b4 taking?
get it??

went to e lib with kw aft physics ssp..
he taught me amaths..
yea it helped..
but it was a bit here n there..
i need to practice bahh..

saw jac n yip..
missed e 2e3 daes..=(

my dae was brightened agn`
with e same reason..=))
poor thing got "o-ba-cut" by his right eye..
=P muahahahaa~

wed..
todae..
went 4 2.4km run..

got married to colleen..
HAHAx. =P

no yunting to run with mi..
soo sad..
ran lor..
boring run.

damn sian..
nt in e mo0d todae..

but samuel was swt. =)

went to 7-11 with yl aft dat..
tot i lost my hp..
but i didnt..
hahahax`

thank u gekccho0 4 being soo kind..
yl n i to0k her umbrella to e bus88 busstop..
got wet..
soaking like hell..
to0k 88..yl alighted so0n..
left alone`

missed jac n canthini..
went home with them last time..
msged my wae home..=)

and still msing. =)

i lack motivation to move on..
dead.
energy drained off..
boringggggggggg`

nicee dae`
josephine woke mi up todae with a phonecall =X
he tot i was running.
hahahx. tupid cupid`
forced myself to get up..
changed. and left`

reached there..
all in pe attire..
i wasnt.
hahahax.
josephine oso`

pooor siewho0n..
i`ll go COMPLAIN if she is disqualified.
damn weishu.
hahahhax..

so e heats went on..
and ended..
went 2 mac with carena tx hekming alan yingxian..
aft their bath.

met up with jerald ian and alex..
went to serango0n mrt to meet sh..
went to clarke quay to meet siewho0n..
andrew was late so we left.
cox we were late alreadie..
to0k a cab down..
wad a short dist lorr..

we ntered e theatre..
SOOOO dark lorr..
felt like a blindman..
was practicallie grabbing on to tx..
hahahax. she oso =P
sat down..njoyed play..
NICE!!!!
but my seat was cold.
colleen sat bside mi..
and she was aroused by e -priest-
ya..he was sooo cute..
hahahahax =X

during QnA..we wanted to ask 4 his no..
HAHAHHAx.
he was DAMN cute..HAHAHAx.

aft e play we had a song singing session..
maoying's bdae!!
edward was swt. soo swt.
reallirealli`

siewho0n hen sharon mitchell alex hhk andrew joseph edward jerald kw delin and i walked to e mrt station..
met e rest in e mrt train agn..
ate at pizza hut..
nt filling de..

pooor yunting msged mi telling me she`s sick..
pooor girl..
get well so0ooon k..
slp more!

we den walked ard..
showed andrew wad i wanted 4 my bdae..
hahahx..RMB HOR!!

den to0k neoprints..
i was bending in front..
den muscle pain..so i ended up nt in e pic 4 a few times..
den when time to cho0se e pics..
SOO IDIOTIC.
damn u. =/

rmb neoprints.

aft delaying here n there..
i left with jerald..
followed him to see guitar stuff 4 a lil while..

and we met e rest agn =X
hahahax.

and dis time we realli left 4 home le..
to0k e train..
and showed him e neoprints..
HAHAHHAHAHAx.
DAMN FUNNIE.
DAMN.
u noe when u put e pic in ur wallet..
e print will get stick to e plastic cover..
ehh..so tough to xplain..
nvm`
HAHAHx.

ask mi to show u if u`re interested to noe..
ahhahax.

soo here i am..
at home..
i miss samuel.
see i`m soo honest.
i feel like i`m tokin to myself..

=/ stop it.

so e wk is almost over..
napfa ytd was fine..
xcept e jump..
2 more cm to a -C-
plss..let mi retake!!

lessons are damn borin todae..
and jean made mi soo jealous with her free periods..
baddddd =P

i to0k a lo0k at e score sheet for e debate..
wth.
we were close..
we realli can win de..
but i did my part le..
e judges were DAMN DAMN swt =))
thanks ppl for e support once agn`

-ransom letter is being played on radio now-
i miss e holder of my ransom letter`
hahahax`

i`ve got no speed. no confidence. no experience.
and i noe she can do betta den mi..
sry guys.

tx n i got nuts..addicted to whacking yuting..
whack him den runnnn..
he`lll chase..
den mi n tx fight with him..
HAHAHx. siao.

tok alot with siewho0n todae..
nicenice..
soo peaceful..
it was jux us in e klass..
jean n yiling n edward sistaas had art..poorthings`

may tml b a nice dae..
going there with sh..
watched 12 nite play..
duno if i shuld go to NY in e morn..
thinking thinkingggggg..

happie 8th mthsary to mi n him =))
hehehx.

so todae is de dae..
horrid.
damn scaryyyy!! =X
debate.
culd hav done betta..
we culd have won..

why melville dun hav chairs to sit on arhh..
nt fair`

damn touched frm e wae de band clapped n cheered =)
sooo touched when jerald asked e qn..=)
so touched dat yingxian belinda n jerald came to give us rebuttal pts =)
soo touched when i saw joseph gripping hongkit grippping edward..
when we were waitin 4 e results..
soo touched when jean was clapping 4 mi..=)

hahahhax`
see..i wasnt realli focused =X

we culd have won` =P
derekk!! give us false hope..hahahx
but actuallie i was thinking alike`

yeahh i was de bex speaker!! but gautam oso`
hahahx. its okiiii~

gdluck to e rest who moved on..
burgess..we are still de champians k~
yeahhhhhhh =D

sooo gan dong when brother andrew and hhk was trying to cheer mi up..
NIGGER LOVERSS!! muahahahaaaaaaaa`
quick sae i`m racist. =P
i miss brotherho0d.

yeahh samuel is proud of mi..
hahahhax`

so dats it.
we are the winners =)

happie 8th mthsary to mi and him tml..
hehehx..
yaa everything went quite rite todae..=Pp
becox it was de eve..
HAHAHx.
you rock. but i rock MORE` =)

tough tough time`
=/

oki nt dat bad la..
but i`m nt in e mo0d..
pekcek.
mayb can vent it all out during debate..
hahahx.

ytd artclub..
oki lar..usual slacking..
den went to e busstop with lj yl n samuel..
den came ttx n syl..
53 came..i went home`

todae..
physics test is NUTS.
e mcq part is a KILLER.
ohmann.
failure is findin mi agn`

am i dat bad?
why am i alwaes e bad one..
so e sterotype of girls is dat they shuld listen to "boss"..
and talk less..comment less..keep everything to themselves..
mux follow to wad e guy wans..
mux alwaes b bhind him..
be e gentle fluffy rabbit..
e one who begs him 4 4giveness?

i AM NOT dat kind..
=((
its oki no one wil understand..
e pain when ppl keep telling u dat u`ll bad.
i`m alwaes bad. bad. bad.
arghs.

control ur relationship b4 touching on mine.
jux maintain urs k? dun affect mine..
i dun like it`
u noe i wont like it..den y tell mi?
will u b urself soon? pls b`

if i`m a big burden.disgrace or wadsoeva..
tell mi. i`ll stop being there`

=( fear of losing u`

gone to lo0k 4 fritz haber~
wahhh gastric pain..
duno y..
i ate dinner le lehh..
hais.

thurs debate.chamchamcham`
we haven discuss much..
no rebuttal stuff
omg.

yiching! i`m slipping into sad blog entris agn~
hahhahax`

woke up..
missing ytd..
ate..ermx..4get wad i ate le..
watched -huan bao xiao zan shi-
hahahx i bet u duno wad show is dat..
some kiddy show for lil kids..=X
to teach them abt e 3Rs
reuse. recycle. reduce`

slacked..
lunched..
did half my speeh..
had tuition..

aft tuition..
finished speech!~
wooooolala~
=X

-interrupt-
there's a beautiful song on e radio now!!

=D nice.

aft dat i ate oreo os in chocolate milk`
watched zhen qing..
bathed..
to0k dinner..
here i am`

samuel has been with mi all dae.
hahahahax`

=)))))))
hehhex.

tuition..
alrite bah..
made a new fren =P

aft tuition..
waited..waited..waited..
waited..waited..waited..
waited..waited..waited..
samuel appeared aft 1hr..
hahhahax`
wad a swine =P

went to amk lib..
borrowed 2 bks..
1st time in e lib so late..
hahahax..
dun hav those noisy ppl..
(xcept mi) =X

obscene pic in e bk..
damn funnie lorr..
dis native was dancing...
one hand on his breast..
and he was jux wearing a small piece of striking orange cloth..
hahahhahax. its damn funnie.
oki i`m dirrty..can? =P

had dinner aft dat..
den headed home le..
late 4 home agn..
but it was for a gd reason...
hahahhax =P

*sniffff*
hahhahahax.

thankyou samuel 4 wasting his saturdae on mi..
=))

oki i`m so full of nonsense agn todae..
shall stop now..

going tuition so0n..

=)))))))))

hahahax.

happie april foools'!!!!!!

i cant seem to get online..
ahhh..
msn mux b playing some trick on mi =X

didnt head home aft sch..
lazii`
was luffing and luffing n luffing all e time..
hahahx.=X
ttx larrrrrrrrrrrrr..
siao char bor.
hahahhax.

was singing n singing as well..
to0 bad if u didnt hear mi singing a chinese song with sooo much emotions todae..
hahahx.. st loves hearing mi sing =P
tx introduced herself n mi to e sch's cam..
hahhax.

parents dae was alrite actuallie..
e talk was entertaining..
was sitting with yunting yl jean yoyo ian..
den went to mac with yl n jean..
thank u yoyo 4 letting mi get my fo0d 1st`

i was still singing n singing..
hahahax. i was luffing like some idiot as usual..
everything seemed funnie..

songs sang todae:
"shadows bleeding thru e lite; where e love once shined so bright"
-almost here-
"i see u lo0kin at mi, like i`m some kinda freak..everybody see..y dun u do sth~"
-do sth-
"wo yuan bian chen tong hua li..ni ai de na ge tian shi.."
-tong hua-
"lonely` mr lonely`"
-lonely-
"so u stole my heart..and left mi a ransom letter.."
-ransom letter-

hahahahx. wonder why i list them out =X

headed backk..
my parents n sis were bored to death..
walking ard e sch =X

hope hekming's finger is alrite..
it was blue when i saw it..

mrs ngiam told mi sth which made my dae..
here goes...
i`m nt in sdl.
hahhahahax..
realli rrealli..
jux 0.2 more in my average grade and i`ll b in..
thank god.
=))

tuition tml..
e time to improve chinese..
blah`

sick of researching on e net 4 e debate le..
so will b heading down to e lib tml..
bo0ks are more interesting..
=)