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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

I am feeling tired, I am not sure what kind of tired but just tired. Emotionally, physically, psychologically. Maybe all of the above. People tend to get tired once in a while. I am now. Perhaps it would be better if I had no feelings at all. My days would be much better. No needs, no wants, no desires. There is nothing I want to do or anything I want to say. There will be no loneliness, no jealousy, no hatred, no anger, no sadness at all. Even though happiness will be gone, perhaps its would be for the better. If everybody has feelings taken away, all of us will go about our daily routines without a care. Zombified, but satisfied. We will be contented with life and not seek for anything better.

This will never happen. The world is black. People are cold and heartless. Who cares about you, I care for myself and thats it. This is how the world evolves and there's nothing we can do but go with the flow.

Blogging is good for people to voice out their inner self.

Fuck off. I am NOT happy. Totally pissed. Do you think you know me very well? Just shut up. All of you just dont know me. You dont know what I do at home, who I mix with, you know NOTHING about me. So here's a piece of advice, just shut those traps up. All of you are nothing to me. I dont wish to have you to teach me what I should do. Dont act like you are SO smart because to me, you guys are just trash. A pile of rubbish. Dont be so proud of what your kids have now, they are just lower primary kids. Good in maths and science, HA. You are just being narrow minded. If your kids are not getting full marks in primary school, they are just plain lousy. Crap. Get out of my life leeches. I shall prove you wrong and make you kiss my ass soon. Just you wait. OH. You are not even worth my ass.

I woke up at 10am+, bathed, changed, had breakfast, and left home. I went to Bishan interchange to take bus 53 and I met Andrew! Then I saw Carena as I was getting off the bus at Serangoon. She didnt see me though.

Waited for about 5mins and Samuel arrived. We took the MRT to Sengkang. As it was still early and we werent hungry yet, we went to the library there. =D After that we went for lunch. My uncle was actually at compasspoint all this time.

I made Samuel take the LRT with me to my Aunt's house. I wasnt familiar with anything at Sengkang at all so I had to have someone with me. =/ Samuel brought me all the way to my Aunt's house reluctantly. Hehee. He went back after that.

It was my cousin's birthday today so we had cakes to eat. My uncle all the way from Norway baked them. Cool eh? =D So, I just played with kids kids kids. Hah. I am the matured one there. Beyond believe? Believe it.

Soon it was dinner time. We had pasta. OH yes. While I was about to have dinner, MR SAMUEL EE CHIN ANN CYCLED TO SENGKANG! with Li Jian. Hehe. I shall make myself happy and assume that he came for me. =/ I would really love to rush down to meet him again but it was dinner time so I couldnt.

Audrey and co. are at Nicole's house. I WANNA GO TOO. But, I was at my Aunt's house.

I would really want to go down to Marina Bay to accompany Jean just now but I could not. I would really want to go down to Orchard with Jean too, but I could not. I could have done so many fun stuff.

I am free tomorrow while everyone else goes back to school. Oh well, I need to find my own activities again.

Jean will certainly shower me with empathy now.

My Mum is nagging, nagging, nagging and this goes on. Maybe she's scolding. Cant differentiate, thats why I got rid of Amaths. She is just trying to find someone to let off steam and unfortunately, she has chosen yours truely. It is my honour to get to opportunity to hear all her nagging. Blah Blah Blah. Thank you so much.

My relatives just left not long ago. Oh well, it went alright. Most of the time, we were at the playground playing catching, or like they say "ice and water" or "freeze and melt". We were running all around the place, sweating like mad dogs. It was good exercise: better stamina, muscular legs, greater speed. Perfect. Who wants to play catching with me everyday so that I can keep fit?

So that is all for today. I wonder what will happen tomorrow.

I shall remain silent for the rest of today. I'm just tired.

But of course, I will make an exception..
I will talk to Samuel later. =)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
Yet again, the festival, when you see kids running around, relatives gossiping, hear chinese songs that make your hair stand and have the need to act friendly to strangers, Chinese New Year. But, of course, this is the time to get more money, through red packets and gambling, and it is the time to wear all your new clothes. =D Once again, happy lunar new year. Enjoy.

I had to wake up very early yesterday: 7.15am. Everyone at home were rushing around. We left our house at about 8.30am and headed for the temple. After about half an hour of praying, we went to grandma's.

Seriously, I dont know what have I been doing for the whole of yesterday. I was: eating, walking around the house, playing with little kids, playing Bejewelled, taking pictures, smsing. I was doing all those for the whole of the 1st day of Chinese New Year. Sounds fun to you? Think again. Maybe only the smsing was fun, especially smsing Jean and Samuel. =D Jean was cheering me on while I gambled. Isnt that so sweet?

My relatives will be coming in about an hour's time. I wonder what we will be doing later. My uncle will be bringing VCDs. Cool. At least there's something to watch.

I would really love to go down to Orchard with Jean. Seriously, I would certainly go out with her if I am allowed to. But, I doubt my Mum will allow.

I shall go bathe again. Keep myself awake when my relatives come later. Heh. Tomorrow will be much better, I hope. =D If everything goes well, I will see him tomorrow! Hopes.

Went back to Zhonghua Yesterday. I miss school a lot. I miss everyone there. So sad that Ms Ten isnt in Zhonghua anymore. =(

Met Yi Ching at the Zh bus stop and waited for Regina, Colleen, Yiling, Jerald, Alvin, Ting Xuan, Siewting to arrive. We entered school together. I tihnk it is ridiculous that they didnt allow those wearing slippers to enter. Blah. Act high class.

Roamed around and met teachers for a while, then we proceeded to the hall for the concert. The concert is still the same. Same performance, same gay stuff, etc. But all of us watched it anyway. It was nice being around with so many familiar faces.

After that my classmates and I went for lunch with Mrs Ngiam and Mr Koh. There were: Siewting, Yi Ching, Regina, Jerald, Colleen, Siew Hoon, Audrey, Nicole, Carena, Hazel, Mitchell, Andrew, Delin, Kai Wen, Hong Kit, Joseph, Edward. I hope I didnt miss out anyone. It was a blast. It felt good dining with them at Marina Sq's Sakae Sushi. Our table ate more than enough. The buffet was worth it. =D

After lunch, I went off to meet Jean and Yiling. We went to the Esplanade. Romantic eh? I love being with both of them a lot. We were so comfortable with each other's company then Jean had to leave to meet her friends. Reluctant to let her leave. Heh. It was kinda sad seeing her leaving in the train to Marina Bay while Yiling and I left in the train that heads to Bugis.

Yiling and I went for more shopping. Felt more like window shopping though. There isnt much that we had to buy. I bought a belt for $5.90. Its a cool black belt with a lil ribbon on it. =D

We talked about stuff. Then Yiling bought an upsized meal at Mac. I ate fries. I shouldnt have eaten them. My sore throat is back again. This is bad. I still want to eat my pineapple tarts tomorrow.

Reached home. Talked to Samuel over the phone. I feel bad being so naughty. I am really a spoilt brat. I always think about how I feel only. Seriously, I think I am an emotional wreck as well. I am always blowing things up, even if its just a small matter. But, sometimes, I dont know how he really is feeling.

Just for this blog entry, I waited patiently for almost an hour already. Blogger cheated me. It said it will be under maintenance for 30mins. LIES!

I AM SO HAPPY. (The following might make you think I am not straight. Dont worry, I am still with Samuel.) I went Far East Plaza with Yiling. I got my new pair of shoes! I am so satisfied. Yiling was supposed to meet Jean and Li Jian at Taka to find Yun Ting. I decided to surprise Jean so I went too. When Jean saw me, I knew it, she loved having me there. Upon seeing Jean's reaction when she saw me, I didnt regret going along with them.=D I MISS JEAN SO MUCH. I am THIS serious. I'll be seeing her tomorrow.

Lunching with 4e2 tomorrow! Then I'll go meet Jean and Yiling for more shoppping. =D I cant wait. I am very excited for tomorrow. Not only do I get to lunch with 4e2rians, and not only do I get to see Jean and Yiling, I get to see Samuel too! =P

Went to J8 for a little while with Jean and Yiling after alighting at Bishan. Walked around. As we were takign e escalator, I heard a familiar voice calling my name. It was....MITCHELL. =D

As we were looking at the new orange plush toys, familar voices again! EDWARD NICOLE JOSEPH! =D

Singapore is so small.

Just heard from Nicole that she and the rest wont be going tomorrow. Sigh.

Samuel will be calling me soon. =)

Yes, your eyes are not fooling you. This is a new blogskin. The earlier has some problems so I was forced to change the skin.

I washed the toilets this morning. They are sparkling clean now. Come and see them. I am so proud of the results. The toilets are ready for Chinese New Year.

Not going shopping anymore. No new shoes! But its okay, I shall wait for another day. I am a very patient person.

I've got nothing else to say. I wonder if Timothy faked school again today. Heh. I'm chatting with Yi Ching now. When will the results be out? I am getting panicky already.

I have finally finished cleaning all the windows in my house. I feel good. Even though I got slightly injured during the process, it feels good to complete this mission. =D

But, my mood wasnt really good throughout today. No worries, everything is fine again. I may be bad tempered, but after a while, I can forget about everything and take as if nothing happened.

Been having flu for the past two days. Viruses love finding me. Get lost. I will fight you till the end!! It will not dampen my mood for Chiense New Year. I still want to eat all the pineapple tarts. I still want to go shopping for my shoes tomorrow. But, that will only happen if I am recovered by tomorrow. Yes, I believe that Mr Virus will find someone else to attack soon. You might be his next target. =P

My black goldfish is injured. He was so naive and innocent that he thought that he was thin enough to go under the rock and come out in one piece. He did come out in one piece but his right side is a little injured. Poor blackie. All because of his pure innocence that led to his wound. But, dont worry. He looks quite fit now, able to swim around like nothing happened. He looked so hurt when he was stuck under the rock. His eyes were like watery and pining for someone to save him. It was fate that I saved him just in time. He looked at me with the grateful eyes. Fishes have feelings.

Sorry to Yiling. She called me at the wrong time today. I was cleaning the windows and asked her to call back later. When she called back, I just took my medicine and was lying in bed already. Sorry!

I am going to wash the toilets again tomorrow. I hate washing toilets. Get me to wash another 3 windows and I will do it willingly. I just hate washing toilets. The hair, all over the place.

Now, I am going to brush my teeth and wait for Ee to call me.

I went to the dentist just now by myself. My dad drove me there. It was very kind of him as I did not like travelling alone. I was 5 minutes late.

There was a new assistant in the clinic. She is pretty, with that China doll haircut. It suits her really well. After having my mouth stretched and pulled around, I was done.

I proceeded to the counter to fix my next appointment with the lady. The lady told me that the Olevel results will be out on the 10 of Feb. That was what she heard. 10 feb. Thats very soon. At least I get to enjoy Chinese New Year before that. Goodies, Hongbao money, flaunting of new clothes.

Off I went to visit Yunting, who was working at Taka. She took her half an hour break with me. We walked around and sampled many different Chinese New Year goodies. She knew the people working there so it was easy to get samples to eat. The pineapple tarts were superb. Heard there was cheese in those balls of pineapple paste. One word: Yum. One more word: Expensive.

Then I walked to Far East Plaze to visit Belinda. She was working there, selling clothes. Too bad the clothes there were just not meant for me. Those were for ladies on the matured side. See, totally not for me. But, I bought a broach there for my Mum. It's my Mum's birthday today. We celebrated her birthday at Pariss some time ago.

I went home after that.

I took my lunch in front of the television as I watched Mtv after Mtv. Being a very filial little girl, I helped my Mum wash the kitchen floor. It wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. I had to kneel down on the floor and wipe it with a rag. My knees hurt now. Blue-blacks. No worries, I'm fine.

After all that washing, I helped my sister with her homework. I wrote a speech for her. It is for her audition for her CCA. Troublesome.

My sister and I just sneaked into my Mum's room while she was sleeping to pin the broach on her handbag. I think my Mum isnt aware of it. She'll be surprised when she uses that handbag during Chinese New Year. I hope she likes it. It is a red rose made of leather. It is beautiful to me.

Okay, thats it for my oh-so-proper blog entry. I cannot take it anymore.

my mum woke me up soooo early today..
9.30am..
"wake up!! we're going aljunied to buy pok pok.."
i got very confused..
wad in e hell is that???

my dad drove us to aljunied..

and we bought it.
it is e crackers u find in e yu sheng..
u noe..
during cny u will play with food in a big plate..
den shout out all e chinese phrases..
ya dat yu sheng..
i wonder why my mum calls e crackers that way..
so obscene.

den off we went to PS..
wanted to buy craft materials..
my mum wanted to make flowers..
but while shopping for e materials halfway..
we got lazy..
so we decided to jus buy flowers instead of making them..

wanted to go to chinatown..
but as we were heading to e mrt station..
we saw this beautiful plant that was on sale..
it is a potted plant that has red fruits growing on it..
e red fruits are small and round..
and e plant only costs $8..

we bought it.

carried all e way to j8..
went to ntuc to buy ingredients for e cny feast at my hse..
on e 2nd day of new yr.
i carried ALL of them..
so amazing, how strong i actually am..

after shopping at ntuc, we headed home.
bought a red/gold banner on e way back..

upon reaching home, my mum got excited abt hanging e banner up..
so we hung it up immediately..
we placed e beautiful plant bside e tv..
sweet.

i den swept e floor..
had maggi mee lunch..
and we went downstairs to buy pepsi..
SO HEAVY.
and i carried e many many cans of pepsi!
see i am strong~
hahahax..
reached home, mopped e floor..
and here i am at last..

i shall go take an afternoon nap lata..
kinda sleepy..
my mum robbed me of 1/2hr of my slp this morn..
i culd have woken up at 10am instead..
grr...

went to nyp and sp open hses today..
after i've been to tp..
nth realli attracts me le..=/
oki i am biased.

met hm and zb at sp..
hahahhax lazy to type e names..

sp is DAMN far.
DOVER!
woah.
nono..its a no way for me..
adult fare IS very expensive..
thk u to all e bus uncles =D
i will bring more 55cents out next time..
hehehx`

went for lunch den to toa.p lib..
sth BAD happened on e way to e lib..
oh well..
mayb its isnt bad ba..
see if anything happens in e next few days ba..
hope nth happens.

read bk after bk there..
i read abt spore..and india..
and e simplified version of 12th night..
it made e story sound so easy..
and we took so long to complete studying it..

went for dinner..
den took 88 home le..
some misunderstanding that shuldnt happen..
its ok..
we are alright le..
of cox. =P

oki off to read yiching's blog! =D

went to temasek poly open hse today..
took bus 969 with samuel there..
den met up with yl after a short while..

visual communications is DAMN cool..
after seeing e works of e students, i'm damn tempted to get into this course..
this IS wad i wan to do..

but..
will i have a bright future after taking this up?
damn.
i hate making decisions..
grrrrrr..
is jc better?
will my results be gd enough?

oki nvm..
went to tamp. mall after that..
i did a gd deed today..
i made samuel happy agn..
hahahahahax..
feels very very gd.
all i had to do was......
play at e arcade with him..
=/

it was amazing very fun..
hahahax..
so exciting.
shot zombies at hse of e dead 2..
den shot sharks at some ocean game..
I WON SAMUEL AT THAT!!!
i am so proud of myself..
=D
i lasted longer in e game..
heh heh`
den played e smack e red green blue buttons game..
hahahahx..
oki fun-filled.

lunched..
den we went shoppppping.
hahahax..
toys galore.
kids nowadays are soo fortunate..
great variety of toys..
nt fair.
i didnt get such BIG cooking sets before..
now got microwave oven de..
so realistic..
how nice if i was still that young..

went home after that..

i dont want to go to a totally new environment without samuel.

layered my hair agn jus now..
mm..
i think e auntie cut too much of my fringe le..
its kinda short..
nvm..
10more days to cny..
still got time for my hair to grow..
GROW!!!

after my haircut this morn, i started cleaning e windows..
argh..
spring cleaning~
SO TIRING.
my mum said "one day one window"
sounds alright..
but lata she said she meant "one day one set of windows"
and today i had to clean e set of living rm windows..
LIVING ROOM!
oki yea..but i still managed to clean it all..
=D i'm good.

my hand very suan..
cox need to stretch to wipe e outside of e windows..
my hands nt very long lo..
and my mum disallowed me to use e stool..
yea..in case i fall off..

oh ya..e only intructions she gave me was: Dont Fall Off.

thats it for my morning..
i wonder wads going to happen in e afternoon..
nothing?

met yl at bugis mrt at 1.15pm..
shoppping..

searched high and low for this new shopping area..
ICON.
found it after quite some time..
it was raining as well..
thank god i had e umbrella..
i'm sure to get a headache if i get caught in e rain..
right..
and i am having a slight headache now..
damn.

found ICON..
small area..
6 storeys high..
small shops..
but there were some cheap stuff there..
nt bad..
but it was a pity that some shops werent open..
and those shops usually contains stuff that we want to get..

saw a lot of cool stuff..
reminds us of jean..
=(
i miss jean..
i miss going out with jean..
i miss going shopping with jean..
i miss jean tempting me to buy everything..
i miss jean coming up with weird stuff with me..
i miss jean getting crazy because she cant make decisions..
i miss making soap with jean..
JEANNNNN...
e world is spiritually empty without YOU!!!
=D hehehx..

yupp..
went to bugis street to shop as well..
cheap stuff..
great bargains!!
yl is gd at bargaining..
heehhex..
bought a clutch each..
if jean was there, she will get one too..=(
yl bought shoes too..
niceeeee..=D

walked ard...
den went to j8..
i decided nt to get those shoes..
i'll save for my red nike bag..$82.90..
its damn b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l..
oki time to save..
i think..

went home in bus 88 then..
i was nice to miss all my buses so that i can take 88 with yl..
hehehx..

waiting for samuel to reach home =)

washed e toilets today..
my mum supervised me..
scary..
i was washing e toilet and she was jus outside watching me..
hahhax..
i was an exhibit again.

my mum said that i was too gentle with e washing..
hahahax..
amazing.
someone is telling me that i'm TOO gentle..
i take that as a compliment..=D
yupp..
but i did a gd job with e toilets..
its sparkling now..
come my hse see if u dont blieve..
=P

yl called me as she was bored..
after talking for some time..
i decided to go pay her a visit..

lunched den took bus 88 to hougang..
no adult fare today..
i paid 55cents =D
dont tell e bus uncle..
he was so kind to let me pass with jus 55cents..
he didnt even say anything.
i doubt he even suspect anything..
hahahax..
its gd that i look so young..
SBS bus drivers rock.
they help me save money..=D

oki i feel bad.
i'm like cheating them..
oh nooooooo..

might be meeting up with belinda tml..
she needs to wrk badly..

i think i'll go j8 to get my shoes..
i think i will..
den i can cancel off another item on my shopping list..
=D

should i cut my hair??????????????

out e whole day today..
my legs hurt.
=/

went for republic poly open hse..
its in woodlands..
mmm..
doesnt seem to b a place for me..
but e magic tricks were cool!
e guy so li hai..

oh ya..
i am using e adult fare for my ez link card le..
SOOO EXPENSIVE!!
cnt bring myself to tap e ezlinkcard whenever i alight..
arghhhhsss..
freak!

shoppping and more and more shoppping today..
met quite a few ppl today..
mmm..
my prisch friend who kept looking at me soo cheekily when she saw samuel with me..
and colleen..
and samuel's 2 classmates..
and my 2 4e3 friends =D
hehehx..
yupp..
quite a lot for a monday eh?

pls remind me i owe samuel money..
I MUST RETURN THE $15`
or is it more? =/

yupp..
nth much today..
cox its all SHOPPPING.

oh yes.
samuel is one super patient guy..
how many guys will shop from 2+ to 8+pm..
and its shoppping for MY stuff.
=D

washing e toilets tml..
oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...

in a wrld w/o you..
i'm always in hunger..
i need your love to make me stronger..
i shine like a candle in e dark..
when u tell me that you love me.

hahax..
some westlife song..
sooo..
make my hair stand =X

went out ytd..
watched wallace and gromit: e curse of e were rabbit..
nt bad..
e rabbbbbits were soooo cute. =D
watched e 12.15pm show..
1st show in PS..
w0ah. e place was so life-less..quiet.
initially, in e theatre there was a small family with us..
den they left half way..
soooo..
e theatre was OURS.
1st time watching a show like that..

yupp..
jean asked me out..
i would have said say yes..
but..
wad a pity..
i was with samuel le =P

went for lunch..
off e look at art pieces at e esplanade..
how nice if e visual art space is filled with my works next time...
w0ahhhhhh..
imagine.
think BIG`

ate cotton candy..
ice cream..
choco..
this is wad i call LIFE..
filled with sweetness.
who cares if i'm having a cough..
or i've jus recovered from serious gastric flu..
=X

followed samuel back to yishun..
he had wushu..
waited for hekming to arrive..
den i left in bus 852..
i love bishan interchange.
it is so much less confusing..

oh yaa..
jean and i are meant for each other.
hahhahax..
=D
but she'll b busy studying next week le..
oh well..
that means.......
no time for ME!
i'm sure she'll make time for me..
hhaahhahax..
or elseeeee..

oki..
staying home today..
changed e bed sheets jus now..
i postponed my wash-toilets-duty..
dont feel like washing them today..
actually..
come to think of it..
when will u feel like washing e toilets?

went job hunting with belinda agn..
mmm..
nt much actually..
its more of window shopping..
hehehx..

belinda looking for clothes ma..
tough shopping with her..
wad i like she doesnt..
wad she likes i dont..
seriously..while shopping with her..
I MISS JEAN.
hahahhax..
at least when i take something off e shelf jean will go "NICENICE!! BUYYY!!"
den what she likes i find them nice oso..

guilty of nt being with jean today..
hahahax..
i fetch u another day k..
promise!
=D

thanks to belinda..
i've made up my mind.
I SHALL GET IT.

mm..
actually i dont have to find out the answers to those qns..
the answer is simple..

-i will just know.

how do you know if someone really cares for you?
how do you know if someone really worries for you?
how do you know if someone really wants the best for you?
how do you know if someone really trusts you?
how do you know if someone really bothers about you?
how do you know if someone is really affected by what you say?
how do you know if someone is really missing you?
how do you know if someone is really thinking of you?
how do you know if someone really wants to be with you?
how do you know if someone really needs you?
how do you know if someone really means what he/she said?
how do you know if someone really tells the truth?
how do you know if someone really hopes that you were there?
how do you know if someone really wants to help you?
how do you know if someone is really willing to sacrifice for you?
how do you know if someone is really looking forward to see you?
how do you know if someone really wants you to be happy?
how do you know if someone really agrees with everything you said?
how do you know if someone really likes your company?
how do you know if someone really doesnt mind the way you look?
how do you know if someone really likes you the way you are?
how do you know if someone is really in love with you?

seriously.
how would you know?

food for thought.

i've RECOVERED.
*crowd cheeeeers*
mmmm..
so where shuld i go tml?
hehehehx..

today is crafts day..
made a bdae card for yl..
den painted my shoes..
mmm..
i think if i wasnt under medication..
everything wuld turn out betta..=P

haiyoo..
jean arr..
pls dont fall sick k..
e feeling sucks.
BE STRONG.
we still got loads of shoppping to do together!!
dont let mr virus enter you..
he's evil!!
he'll harm you..
especially mr gastric flu virus..
he's BAD.

oki this is e after effect of medicine.

i think this is one of e worst time..
i shall sae i was SERIOUSLY sick..
damn xing ku..
oki shall nt sink into self-pity..

oki i lazy 2 type with one hand le..
on e phonee~

i am nt ok YET.
still quite giddddy.
at least there's no more puke.
ehh i hope.

i've been sleeping all day since ytd ytd..
so plus today, i've been sleeping for 3 days.
amazing how much i can actually slp when i'm sick...
w0ah.
i tot i saw e doc this morn..
but i actually went ytd.
i really tot its this morn lor..
where did all e time go?

i've been tortured by virus for 3 days le..
let me go ba..
mr virus..pls leave..
mmm..ya. =/

ok la..actually it isnt THAT bad..
oki it is.
nono it isnt..
its just that i cant move ard too much..
cnt hold my bowl of porridge for long..
lazy to open my mouth to talk..
didnt eat much..
oki its almost like i didnt eat for 3 days =/
lets see..

1st day: 2 pieces of bread + one bowl of porridge
2nd day: (mmm..i mus think..) shuld b 2 bowls of porridge
today: one bowl of mee sua and one bowl of porridge..no dinner yet.

as samuel said..
after i recover i mus eat more to "bu hui qu"
erm..it means replenish..=/

pls. make me recover by tml..
i wan to go out de!!!!

why mus i fall sick on this day..
i waited very long for this day la..
argh.

having gastric flu (as what e doc said)
giddy. vomit-ish. stomachache. fever.
yup thats wad i am going thru..
soooo many medicine to take..
there's white tablets la..
i hate white tablets..

to0k my medicine jus now and i puked.
frm e colour of e puke..
it looked like my dinner ytd..

oki this sucks.
i mus wait till e next time when samuel is free to go out..
supposed to b out with yl n jean tml..
but i doubt i can go..
sucks.
i am sick at e wrong time..

oki thats all abt me..

happy birthday yiling and yiching!!!

went back to sch ytd for their cca orientation..
i miss art club a lot.
hahahax..
a lot of us went back too..

went to orchard with jean after that..
lunched at mos burger..
e burgers damn tough to eat..
hahahax..
messy affair.

den our usual routine..
shopppping!
hahhahax..
=D
we bought stuff. =P

rainy day today..
rain and rain and rain..
i'm so cold now..
i am actually covered with my blanket now..
brrr..

feeling kinda sick..
feel like puking...
den got e dizzy feeling..
arghhhhs..
and my stomach feeling very weird..
=(

cnt. i mus go out tml de..
ahhh..

i'm like sick here..
but my whole family is having karaoke downstairs now..
its 3pm and i have nt taken my lunch..
dun feel like eatingg..
mum cooked curry though..
but i feel even more pukish smelling e frangrance of e curry all ard e hse..
hai..

i'll b ok by tml.

new blogskin..=D

went to e temple with my mum ytd..
loong wae there..
bus to j8..
den mrt to cityhall..
changed e train and took to tanah merah..
den took bus 14 to e temple..
woah.
but it was worthwhile..
praying my ah gong ah ma lehh..
=D

went to bugis after that..
mum had to buy cosmetics..
shopped for a lil while den we went for lunch..

left for yishun while my mum left for home..
reached yishun..
took bus 804..
2nd stop..
saw e fruit stall den alighted..
so i wandered ard to look for kfc..
chickenfeet.
found it so quickly..
hehehehx =P

muel was there =D
in his uniform..
sooo cute.
ha.

we went to yishun lib..
small but nt bad la..
found bks to borrow very quickly..
read kiddy bks agn..
and left for home shortly..

thats all for ytd..

was in great pain this morn..
so much pain that i was breaking into cold sweat..
freaking pain.
u cnt blieve it..

but once e medicine got effective, i got ok immediately..

muel told me he was here.
wad a pleasant surprise..

but i had to leave for some stupid interview..
waste my time only..
shuldnt have gone for it..

rushed back home after that..
muel was waiting for me =D
he left for home soon as he had wushu after that..

he cycled all e way here lehhh..
=DD

waiting for monday!

went to audrey's hse on new yr eve~
countdown party!!
we didnt realli countdown in e 1st place..
hahahhax..

playing cards..
making a lot of noise..
we even had to sae our names in e opp way for one of e game..
hhahax..
sounds dumb..
but it was rather fun..
thrilling.

audrey's mum had a hard time keeping our volumes down..
sry!!
we were just to engrossed in e game le..
hehehex..

playing truth or dare half wae..
den hazel said "6 more mins arh"
and audrey's mum popped into e rm saying "HAPPY NEW YR!!"
hehehehhx..
so ok it was e new yr already..
2006 was welcomed lidat.
it was kinda sad though..

oh ya..
audrey nicole carena hazel ed hhk andrew hen siewho0n xiangfeng and i were there..
it was good company..
=D

went home with carena and andrew in a cab..
andrew paid for it..
i still have e change with me..=P

went shoppping with sis on e 1st day of e yr..
den met up with parents n bro for MORE shopping and dinnner..
dinnner was shiok.
hehehex..
i am on a super gain weight prog..
rule 1: eat eat eat
rule 2: exercise!

stayed home ytd..
ate shui jiao..
yummm...
i love it when my mum cooks shui jiao..
i helped in e making process~ =D
ate alot ytdd..
had kfc for suppper..
it was suppsoed to be goood..
but e stupid man gave us e wrong package..
so there was only ONE chicken drumstick..
arghhhss`
but we paid e lesser amt for more foood..
hahahhax..
my dad was like "jus eat jus eat!"
den e kfc callled up..and my dad said "oh izzit? we started eatin already~"
hehehhex`

i finally did some exercise today..
praise me.
i went swimmign with my parents after fetching my sis to sch..
so i had to wake up at 6.30am even though i have no sch..
swam so much i left e pool feeling weird..
it was freaking cold la..
i didnt hav to nter e pool to feel cold..
hahahax..
i had to shower after swimming..
there's no hot water de..
C.O.L.D

went to eat $2 laksa for breakfast with my parents..
den after going home for a lil while..
i went touring ard spore just now..
first to bugis..den hougang..woodlands..yishun..bishan.
follow my dad as he go deliver policy..
went to hougang for some interview..
i hate it when they sae they'll call..
when they WONT.
=/

going belinda's hse tml..
job hunt.
i'm so glad i found someone to go through this with..
thanks to audrey's recommendation..
i'll b having another interview tml..
may they wan me.
=P