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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

Listening to 'Stripped' on 98.7fm now, and I feel like being drunk on the bittersweetness of coffee. Take me to a quiet Starbucks now and I'll be happy.


JUST TAKE ME AWAY~~

Perhaps I made my earlier post sound quite sad, but actually, I'm really pleased with my results (except GP). Hope all my H2 results can go up by 1 grade (assume that my geog has one more mark) by the A levels and all will be AWESOME.

I must now JIAYOU more for my Math and GP.
I must not be complacent.
I WILL START DOING WORK TODAY!!!


Hope Audrey's bday surprise will turn out fine. Its a very risky project.

CONGRATS TO SCHOLAR TIYING! =D I'm going to steal your lit papers, so BEWARE.

To everyone else, dont give up. This is just NOT the time to let all your hopes crash upon you.

Saosin just knows how to pull on my heartstrings and take me to another dimension. =)))) Brilliant. Go check out Time After Time by them, it just lifts me up into a singsong mood.

All that I need now is MORE strawberry cheesecake icecream from B&J, MORE chilling at Cafe Del Mar, MORE food and laughter, MORE study-out-sessions, MORE sipping of Caramel Macchiato by myself, MORE dressy days, MORE skinny jeans and look emo days, MORE pitch black, MORE presents, MORE timeless shopping, MORE time with the one who brings all the LOVE in the world, to me.

Talking to yourself works miracles.

If you are feeling angry over your results and simply hate the world and its beings, skip this post and go somewhere else.

To be open with the truth I feel inside, I'm not happy with my results. I got back Geog, Math and GP. GP was horrendous, I bet my score is lower than yours. Mr Tong will be disappointed cause I AM. AHHHHHHH. I hate big drops. Last time was my Econs, and now GP. From a beautiful B to a sucky S.

I must move on and forget about this traumatising experience, forget about my essay that was totally irrelevant, forget about this damn teacher whose handwriting was unbearable but still blamed mine instead, forget about the disrespectfulness of this damn teacher for treating my paper like a drawing paper, forget about EVERYTHING. I WILL SCORE A B FOR GP FOR ALEVELS. B, HERE I COME!!!!!!

Okay, dont remind me about anything cause I've forgotten it all.

Math was fine, feelingless. Wonder if I should be happy that I had about (only?) 10 marks worth of careless mistakes in my pure math section. The same phrase goes, "I could have done much better." I WILL GET AN A FOR MATH.

Geog was good. But the thought of others getting B when I could have enjoyed the glory by getting 1 more mark, pains me. PAINS ME. I WILL GET AN A FOR GEOG!!

Tomorrow will be a better day. YA, RIGHT.

I know, I know, I should be studying at this moment in time. Having econs case study tomorrow, lit paper the next day and Hgeog paper on the following day. But I cant control myself, I'm unlike Thomas Becket, able to resist the 4 tempters. Just let the tempter of the internet talk to me and I will succumb to it. =/

Prelims will be over soon. 3 more days and I can be free for a lil' while. Looked at the post-prelim activities that the school has planned for us and I realised that Alevels will be here soon. Its ironic how soon it will come but it is still long before it is gone.

Too much literature and boy do I hate Pride and Prejudice. Audrey! After prelims go rent P n P VCDs, I'll stay over at your house to watch all of them. Hahaha. I swear I will read all my lit text before the As. (Ya, I've not finish reading almost all of my books.)

Okay, I'm off to embrace Becket and his death in the Cathedral.

Oh, and planning for activities after prelims during prelims is brilliant. The thought of going out and leaving my room of notes is so encouraging. It makes me want time to pass quickly, whether I'm prepared or not. =D

BYE BYE PRELIMS, HELLO FUN AND LAUGHTER (Okay, abit too early for this but I dont care!)

It is during times of mugging that I realised how much I've lost touched with the people who once played a big role in my life. Sometimes, it is not just the present that counts. It was the past that shaped me to who I am now.


I swear that after my As, I will meeeeet up with every single one of you. =)

Review for Prelims so far:
TERRIBLE.
GP: I think my essay is quite off.
Econs essay: everything just went TOTALLY wrong. period.
Math: I CANT INTEGRATE. And thank you very much, so much of integratn came out.
P geog: I thought it was alright but the more I recall, the more I think "NO! NOT OKAY!" Esp my atmo essay and the 3rd and 4th DRQs. I studied F-hard for atmo soooooooo...argh.

AHHHH.
I must cover up losses with Hgeog and Lit. But I've lost the drive and I cant wait to have it all over and done with. To answer Tiying's qn yesterday after geog, "YES its alright to fail for prelims!" =/ Can we all fail tgt? hahahahaha!

OH MY GOD.
So disgusting.
disgusting disgusting.
how can such a thing happen.
so digusting so damn disgusting.

sing with me!
disgusting disgusting.
you are a big piece of disgusting shit.
oh oh oh DISGUSTING.

Slap my face
and I will still say disgusting.
Slap your face
and you will still be disgusting.

Oh oh ohhhhh.
DISGUSTING.

Polar cell, Ferrel cell, Hadley cell...
May the 3 cell model come out as an essay question again. =D Then Mr Jonathan Ng will be my favourite favouritest teacher.

I'm very greedy. I love days when I can study with them and still meet up with him. How nice if everyday can be like that. Then I can study happily and rest happily too, without guilt.

Oh well, my break time is ending. 15 more mins to slack.

I was made for loving you baby,
you were made for loving me.

Boyfriend buys you mian for me. =/

Long time since we took time from our lives just to spend time with each other. Samuel has been busy with his school activities and I've been busy trying to mug. And so, since its really difficult for me to get to see him, I really appreciate it when he takes time out intentionally just to find me. Like when he waits 3 hours just to fetch me home from tuition and when he trys his best to rush down quickly so that he can fetch me home from Bishan.

On top of that, who will actually grant you permission to be mad at him for nothing, just because you feel stressed out? =)

Okay, so we caught a movie at Vivo ytd. The rat that cooks. (I cant spell the title) Its quite a cute show but if you get irritated with kids easily, dont watch it. The theatre will be filled with kids, kids and just KIDS. But they were quite cute ytd, especially the one that wants to sit in the front row. I guess she just wanted to be closer to the screen to look at the rat. =) Realness in lil' children.

Oh and we met Jerald and his sister before the show. Its not fair that everyone notices Samuel before me all the time. =/ "I saw you first..Samuel..then I saw the one beside you..." who happens to be me.

Okay, and so the day ended, reluctantly. Doubt the next time we get to dress up and go out will come soon. I will take time out to wait in RP for Samuel after my As. =)

Oh, and I want to have my wedding on a BIG SHIP.
To Samuel: I'm serious. =D (I hope I wont change my mind again)

Going back to Zhonghua was a great choice. I really miss my 2nd home, the place where I found many friends. This is truely a place where I belong to. =) I'm so thankful to have friends whom I still feel really close to despite not seeing them for so long. I'm so glad that Andrew and Hong Kit still remember and cherish this friendship we have. They are really the ones who walked me through my whole sec sch life. Without them, perhaps I wont be the person I am today. Ha. Sounds corny but unfortunately, its true. =/ They made me feel appreciated and needed. And not forgetting, if its not for them, I might not even know what life with Samuel would be.

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