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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.





Wednesday, November 30, 2005!
HandWritten on; 12:09 AM

oki bball is nt on thurs..so..
good luck for friday, sat, sun, mon..
yupp..dun let my bad mood affect you..
mayb it wont even affect u..

Tuesday, November 29, 2005!
HandWritten on; 11:04 PM

i`ve completed mission impossible..
i actuallie finished packing my rm!!!
jus dump all e bks into a big box..
and throw all e thrash into big red plastic bags..
it was done quite quickly actuallie..
no big deal~
i`m jus too great.
=D

help my mum n sis take out e luggage frm e storerm..
wahh it was in e deep end of e storerm..
i`m energy-less now..
but i feel like e man of e hse..
hahahx..
doing all e tough work..
carrying heavy stuff down e stairs..
sweating like a man..
amazing how mighty i can be..=D

after all e packing and stuff i gain 2 cuts.
its pain k..
stupid CME bk..
it scratched me..
hahahax..
i duno where e other cut came frm..
nvm jus cuts..

hope i wont b bored frm sat to tues..
yiling might visit me..=)
i`ll be a super nerd and stay in e lib all dae..
mayb i can go shopping by myself..
den buy a whole lot of nonsense without anyone tellin mi that i`m wasting money..
hehehehx..

my sister is reading behind me now..
woah..
she's reading kiddy bks..
marykate and ashley..

my mum is bored..
hahahahx..
she wants to go j8..
but we postponed it till tml..
we`ll b there for lunch den some shopping tml..

mmmm..
samuel playing bball tml..
GOOD LUCK.
may u last till sunday. =)
see i`m nice.

!
HandWritten on; 12:39 AM

one more thing to add abt ytd..
ee chin ann and i went to e lib after dinner..
and we read some jokes bks..
there was this particular joke that left us laughing away..

which dinosaur borrows sarah's clothes?









ans: try-sarah-tops
(doesnt it sound like a name of a dino?)

laugh.

!
HandWritten on; 12:11 AM

i`ve watched harrrrrry pottttttter =D
yeahhhhh~
it was c o o l..
but e guy dat looked e best died..
hahahx..
some parts of e show were kinda thrilling..
like some horror show..
but it was NICE.

watched it with samuel ee chin ann..
e tomato lobster..=/
oki i must write this here..
he was THIS red..
=D
nth bad abt it..
i wan to have red face also cnt..
hahahax..=D
tomato lobster..

i wonder what his reaction will b if he reads this..

he jus got his hair cut..
one wrd: nice.
i must cut my hair too!
=P

went for my dental appt jus now..
kinda disappointing..
2 to 3 mths time den can take them off..
wahhhhh..
dentist said that my upper lip is quite short so i mus close my mouth more often to get e muscle to grow..
another option is to get 2 more extractions and my teeth will move back even more..
but that will take another 9 mth to 1yr..
seriously..
i dun wan..
but i dunoooo..
whyyyyyy..
why is my upper lip shorter den it is supposed to be..

oki shall stop sulking..
but this sucks.
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo disappointing..=(
now i noe..
my mouth issnt normal.
hey that makes mi unique...
oki wadeva.

went shopping with my mum n sis..
walked arddd..
nt bad ba..
got buy some stuff..

i`ll b home alone frm next sat to tues..
how exciting is that..
my bro and i are on e same side..
no rules at home when my parents and sis are overseas..
how great can that be..
i can mop e floor without using any water..
or mayb i can mop e floor without squeezing any wter out of e mop first..
or mayb I CAN NOT MOP E FLOOR!
hahahx..

ppl just ask mi out..
i`ll b there..
hehehee..
who's wans to slpover?
hahahhahx. =D
p-a-r-t-y
but i mus do e hsehold chores..
anyone wans to help?

that day lynn asked me: "is samuel handsome?"
i said: "ehhhhhhhhh..ok la.."
but now i think i will sae: "OF COURSE!"
HAHAHAHx
oki i wonder why i like to talk so much nonsense here..=/
slap me~

jean will b back sooon.

Monday, November 28, 2005!
HandWritten on; 12:57 PM

i must watch harry potter todae..
hahahhax...

siewting is asking me to work at her hse for 50cents per day..
hahahahx..
drink kopi money..=/
belinda accepted it out of total boredom..
hahahax..
i`m left with 2 days to imitate e sound of e high pitch bird..
as long as i reach that pitch i will nt hav to pay st for sakae's money..
coool.
but i`ll nva reach it..
hahahx..

i`m so tempted to cut my hair agn..
but i scared lata i complain e next few wks..
den i wont go out..
isolation.
cut? dun cut?
but i promised st nt to cut my hair until we gget back our results..
see who's hair grow longer faster..
hahahax. =D

thank you st for sending me songs!
my empty com isnt so empty now..
ya right..

waiting for lunch..
den i can go out le!
wo0ho0ooo~

packed my cupboard this morn..
guai rite?
its realli empty now..
gave all my clothes to my sis..
she was so =D

going to e dentist tml..
i`m so xcited wheneva i have dental appts..
its like..
I`M GOING TO TAKE OFF MY BRACES SOOON!!!!!
my dentist said before CNY i can take them off le..
cny is like end of jan?
omg.
my heart is pounding against my ribs..
my lungs are tight..
my veins all choked up..
I AM SO EXCITED. =D
pls dentist. dun give me false hope..
samuel's xcited too..HAHAHAHx.
"excited for you. the new you" as what he said last night..
i`m sure all of u are excited as well..
cheeeers!
i can eat faster..
hehehhex..
omg. i`m gettting super excited now.
jitters.

~breathe

hehehehx..
i`m practically smiling to myself..
i`m going to take off my braces..
HAHAHAHx..
you cnt imagine..
i`ve been wearing this thing for almost FOUR YEARS!
amazing how time flies..
and i`ll b getting rid of them so soon..
*smiles like a bloody idiot*
heheheheeeeee...
what if e dentist wants to take it off tml?
OMG.
HA HA HA HA. =D =D =D
den i`ll b smiling at everyone on e streets..
i`ll go door to door visits to show u my pearly whites..
=/
i mus go for whitening first..
hahahahx..
next time when i take pics i wont look like i have tooth decay..
i wont have wires all around..
i wont have vege stuck in my braces..
i wont have to dig with my tongue until it bleeds..
i wont have ulcers..
i will be FREEEEEEE..

oki.
fullstop
enough is enough..

xD
(may jean b back soon)

Sunday, November 27, 2005!
HandWritten on; 10:28 PM

my com is faster now..
oooo..
no more pop outs le..
shi0k.

just reached home nt long ago..
went out with lynn jus now...
NICEEEEEEE.
we were practically talking all e time..
no silence at all.
neverrrrrrrrrr~
looong time since i last met and we still hav so much crap to sae..
hahahax..

went to taka for dinner first..
funny how we can keep on talking and nva find a seat..
a kind family asked us to go buy our food first den come back..
they'll leave e seats for us..
how sweeet.

talking abt e past.
and our pri6 frens..
yupp..
*swt memories*

went to heeren next..
i brought my very 1st neoprint with me..
it was taken with her..
hahahx..
we look dorky last time..
it looked more like a formal photo den a candid one..
hahahx..
so we decided we had to take a new one..
veryyy veryyy enjoyable taking pics with her..
laughinnn all e wae..
we took our wedding photo..
and a ghostly pic..
e green lady at e backgrd looks kinda creepy..
but everything was great.

she den suggested to go to e esplanade..
so we went.
missed e 1st train..
tooooo many ppl le..
waited looong for e next train..

reached there and we had a romantic walk..
hahhhax..
and ate "ah pek's icecream" that costs $1..
sat by e river and talked..
laughed..
=D

continued walking across e bridge thing..
den we went to fullerton hotel..
ehhh spelling correct ma? =/
shuld b..
we looked totally idiotic acting high class..
hahahax..
walked through e turn ard and ard door..
wadeva u call it..
you know..de door that keeps turning..
den mr bean will jus keep going round with it..
haiya.
thats e door.

crossed half e bridge and decided to go off..
walked to e mrt station..
took e train..
chiong in to get a seat..
hahahx..so auntie..
we were ntertained by e lil boy in e train..
wadeva dumb faces lynn made he will follow..
he quite cute la..
only a bit disgusting..
he dug his nose..hahhhax..
oki jus a lil boy.

walked to e interchange..
waited for e bus..
both of us live in bishan..
but too bad we had to take diff buses..
my bus arrived first..and off i go..

wad a nice outing..
memorable. =)
lynn's my best fren k..
hahahhax..

!
HandWritten on; 12:13 PM

johor trip was fine..
fooood was superb.
serious.
i had like 3 baby lobsters for lunch..and many more..
an auntie there said that i look lower sec-ish..
she added: "she's so young lookingg!!"
haiyaaa..
jus sae i look small..
ha..

still got other fun stuff..
but mayb because its jus a one-day tour thats y i felt that it was fun..

i watched chicken little in e coach..
duno how e driver got e DVD..
mmmm..=P
i think e show's nt bad..
i watched abit here n there..
was half aslp all e time..
i only heard chicken little singing "i am e champion~ no rm for losers cox i am e champioNN~"
hehehx..cute.

ended e dae with a super gastric pain..
how niceee...

i had roti prata for breakfast jus now..
nicee..
but there is a price to pay after eating gd fd..
i had to wash e toilets..
ha..
b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l morning becum lidat..

so i scrubbbed..wipedd..cleanedd..
tiring k..
i washed e toilet bowls..
HAHAHx..
i feel disgusted now. =/
oki it was a gd experience..
there was hair everywhere..
thats e worst part of it all..
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWw.
oki stop!

e computer man coming lata..
reformat my com and duno do what..
may my com regain its speeeed.

going to be out for dinner lata..
6 at bugis.
oki i betta rmb..
i wonder how lynn looks like now..
=D i`m kinda xcited.
oki i get excited easily..
who ask me still so young..
sometimes i wonder..
when will i grow up..=X

may i be able to watch harry potter on mon..
yes. i am SUPER LAGGING.

Friday, November 25, 2005!
HandWritten on; 5:26 PM

i`m bored..
samuel is slping..
slping..
slpingg..
very tempted to call him to wake him up..

exactly one more mth to xmas!!
=D

i typed a super long blog entry ytd..
and my internet went bonkers..
it was a looong thank you blog entry..
to 2e3..to4e2 and to certain ppl..
damn..
i`ll write it agn sooon..

yeahh going out with lynn this sunday for dinner!!
my prisch best friend..
hahahx..
its been a real looong time since i went out with her..
i`m realli looking forward to it THIS much..=D

sorry eric for nt going SP open hse todae..
sooo damn far..
and who goes super far all alone de..
nt me..
no wae..
hehehex..
hope e open hse went fine..

oki lets start talking abt last night..
i continued reading -pig tales-..
while msging lynn and eric and yunting..
den samuel called..=)
it was v.noisy there..
but e malay neighbours sure had a gd choice of party songs..
before playing those party songs they had pcd's song on as well..
nicee~
but nth was nicer than.............
ha..

i forgot what we talked abt agn..
serious.
after e call i went to slp..
i was slpy enough to fall aslp..
at abt 5+ or 6+am i got up abruptly..
LIGHTNING!!
i wanted to close e window in my slpy mode and suddenly a SUPER BIG AND SCARY lightning flashed across my window..
i jumped back into bed..
HAHAHx.
oki too much details agn..
i managed to close e window though..
msged samuel..
soon it started raining there as well..

10+ my mum woke mi up to swp n mop e floor..
to0k bread and water for breakfast while watching rugrats..
and i swept n mopped..
samuel was eating "very nice meepok"
that was exactly wad he told me in his msg..

i den finished reading my bk(yeahh!)
lunch next..
curry noodles..
watched madagascar..
den i went to slpp..

thats all.

i`m going johor earlie in e morn tml..
leaving home at 6am..
sooo earlie!
but will b home at 10+pm..
there will b lobster lunch..
seafood dinner..
shoppinggg..
and..
visit to fruit farm..=/
ha..
nvm i hope it`ll b fun..

samuel isnt waking up yet..

Thursday, November 24, 2005!
HandWritten on; 6:59 PM

i`ve finally decided to wake up..=/
3 cheers for my self control and discipline..
hip hip hurrayy..
hip hip hurrayyyy..
oki this is getting too dumb.

went to tampines mall to meet samuel ytd..
at 630..
but i met up with jean n yl instead as they were there too..
before that..
i saw this fish shop and e fishes were damn pooor thing..
i think e tank is too cramp or so unsuitable for them..
they werent moving at all..
heartache~

walked ard tampines mall with yl n jean..
walk walk walk..
samuel arrived..
yada yada..

ate at long john..
same combo agnnn..
its e cheapest afterall~

den we left for yl's ah ma hse..
went to a fitness corner on e way..
it was cool..
nva seen such a cute one before..

went on walking..
den we took bus 17..
dble deck bus..

i think yl was slping den jean was reading her bible..
isit?
culdnt see much frm e back..
den my father msged me..
samuel wanted to reply to my father's sms..
hahahx..
oki too much details..

arrived..
walkedd..
reached..

left agn with yl n jean..
walked ard like lost sheep..
hahahx..
wanted to go to e beach but we just didnt know how..
so we walked ard e shops..
ard n ard..
and rested at e coastal sands resort reception counter..
smsssedd..
talked..

met samuel and a few others as there were out to fetch yj..
they walked in front..
den we spotted these family of cats..
so we stopped by..
everyone seems oblivion of our absence..

admired them..
they were SOOOOOOOO FREAKY CUTE.
1 papa cat, 1 mama cat and 3 lil kittens..
mama cat "roared" at us when we looked at them..
hehehhex..
e kittens were under a van..
one on e tyre of it..
they were all sooo small..
they sat like rabbits..
hahahahaax..
you wuldnt understand how very adorable they were..

i think we looked at them for a very long time..
i was tryin to connect with e kittens..
talked talked talked to them..=X
samuel tot i was nuts.
i believe they understood wad i said..
hahahahhax..
oki stop.

den we went for a walk..
i got alot of mud on my shoes..
i got ********k-ed..=D
hahahahx..
go figure.
got tired so we headed back..

we were washing our shoes at e tap by e pool when yl popped frm behind..
she was out alone as jean was already FAST aslp..
fast..
as in in deep slp and as in she fell aslp quickly..=/

waited for gc and kp..
hahahx..
lazy to type e names..

went to cheers..
EH! i forgot to talk abt e eating part..
before samuel n i went for a walk we went to eat..
met jean lj yj at cheers..
bought cup noodles..
felt dumb walking back with e hot noodles in our hands..
so samuel n i just sat down to eat..
oki thats it..

back to e main topic..
yl bought tomyam noodles and we went to sit with barney to eat..
there was a barney thing going on at downtown..
we went back after that..
sat on e mattress while watching everything dat was going on..
e reading of ppl's hp inbox..
e giant caterpillar (kenny) =X
and e slping beauties..

too noisy and samuel went outside to slp..
quite cooling outside so i went out too =P
didnt slp..
nt nice for a girl to sprawl on e bench and slp in e open when e neighbours were still chatting outside..
wasnt feeling slpy anyway..
watched samuel slip into slumberland..

he got up..
yada yada..
walked..
rained..
back agn.

went for breakfast..
no prata..
no big breakfast for me..
jus toast with eggs and tea..
how traditional..

went home after that..
samuel took e bus with me to e interchange..
being nice i decided that i should take bus 88 all e way back to bishan by MYSELF.
=D wad a nice girl i have been..

fell aslp in e bus..
but woke up lata as samuel msged me..
(too much details agn)

sore legs.
heavy eyelids..
having e chills..
and i managed to struggle back..
applause for me~

reached home at abt 10+ and i fell into deep slp..
my mum woke me up to tel me my sis's psle results..
amazing.
1st in e family..
Astar in chinese..
HAHAHAx.
amazing.
hey i got an Astar for my eng then hor..=P
she broke e 235 curse in e famile..
oki nvm if u dun understand..
=D
and i fell aslp agn..

got up..
took my lunch..
and went back to slp..
i slept so longgg.
i cant believe it..

samuel must be having fun now..
its ok..
4e2's chalet will come soooooon!!
i heard frm kp that its kinda haunted there..
oh well..
it will nt dampen my mood for it..
nt yet. =D

Wednesday, November 23, 2005!
HandWritten on; 3:00 PM

yeahhh i`m going out lata!!
=D at last.
i`m freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.
agn~

i must watch harry potter..
its like everyone has watched it alreadi..
i`m lagging..

went to sch just now..
nth much actually..
was talking awae..
sat bside lulu..
she ate right in front of ms loo..
by e time i shook her hand she popped e swt into her mouth le..
hahhaax..
daringgggg~

it was raining when we left e sch..
walked up e hill as yunting n yl's buses were there..
to0k 853..
alll e wae to yishun..
hahahx..
oki i had nth betta to do ma..

and i took 852 back to bishan agn..
hahahahx..
sounds sooooooo dumb..

got home..
lunchedd..
and here i am..
wanted to bathe but everyday at this time there will b no water..
as in e shower will nt spray much water out..
oki nvm..
nt enough water correct le..

and so here i am..
wondering wad shuld i do next..

perhaps i shuld go slp..
but i just finished my lunch only..

oki wadeva.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005!
HandWritten on; 2:18 PM

lets talk abt ytd..

slept at abt 4 am in e morn..
culdnt fall aslp..
msged yipp (my butterfly suga)..
she's still so nice..
hahahxx..
talking to me despite e wee hrs..

got up at 10+..
msged st..
asked if we were going anywhere..
-speed msging-
it was like 2 secs/ msg..
amazingg..

i then decided to go to st's hse..
bathed. changed. left e hse.
board a cab..
see how lazy i am..
it caused me $5+ or was it $6?
oki it was a super waste of money..
i shall nt take a cab for e rest of this mth..

simon lane.
and i left e cab..

it was drizzling..
got into st's hse and belinda wasnt there yet..
so we watched some chinese horror show..
was kinda fake but st seems scared..
hehehehx..=P

touched e magnificiant grand piano that caused a bomb..
it was so heavy to lift e flab up..
i ate bbq potato chips and belinda arrived..
we went upstairs and belinda used e com..
she made a maple acct for me..
st and i just talked nonsense on e bed..
ooo..e bed..=/

we talked abt what we shuld do for e rest of e hols..
who wants to bbq at st's hse??
if you wan plssssss tell us..
we are dying to find sth to do..
hahahx..
we were talking abt going on day tours as well..
you know..e vege farms..mushrm farms..
we reckon that there will b many old folks..
and that we had to put this big sticker on our shirt..
so we cancelled this idea out.

belinda was -bao ga liao- ytd..
she did everything for me..
user id..
passwrd..
she created everything for me..
thankuverymuchh~
i didnt even have to move to get a maple acct..

and poof! i got an acct..
started off my killing snails..
belinda was laughing at how noob i was..
hey i AM a noob.
kil kill kiilll..
lvl up..
blah.
i`m lvl6!
laugh all u wan..
hahahahax..=/
snails are idiotic.

st went to bathe and we soon left for heartland mall..
st's bro came along..
he wanted to buy com games as he was rotting as well..
he left and we went to take neoprints..
its a gd wae to waste time..
(and money)

i wonder why they love to bully me so much..=/
my hair was pulled and my face was squashed..
imagine who i will look like..
hahahax..
oki dun imagine..
it was filled with alot of laughter though..

off we went to sakae sushi..
eateateat..
green tea is alwaes e best part of eating at sakae..
we ate more than enough to cover e cost..
hahahx..
off we went to buy st and belinda's tutor's present..
they were meeting her at swensens lata..

we saw 2 zhonghuarians..
they looked really shy..
hahahax..

i was thinkin of buying xmas cards..
oki mayb i shuld..

den we went walking ard..
looked at CDs..
and i decided that they were a waste of money..
so we left e shop empty handed..

(this blog entry is to help me waste time so bear with me)

walk walk walk..
and we decided to go back to st's hse again..
i was nice and i followed them back...
up e hill agn..

watched tv..
every channel sucked.
but st and i managed to watch it anyway..
belinda went to use e com agn..
she came down lata and we talked nonsense..
5.45pm and we left e hse..
they were off to meet their tutor and i went home..
took 153..
den 13..
lucky e buses didnt take long to arrive..
or else i`ll rot to death..
long time since i took a bus alone..
pampered. =P

reached home..
took dinner..
watched channel 8 and channel 5 at e same time..
i have 2 tvs in front of me..
dble vision =P

when harry potter ended i almost fell aslp watched -wu cu cai hong-
family came home..
they watched harry potter..
i wan to watch harry potter too!!
i wan to watch kingkong..
i wan to watch just like heaven..
ehh i think there's somemore i wan to watch..

samuel den called me..
i wonder what did we talked abt..=/
i forgot everything le..
hahahax..
its ok because it must have been nice..
i slept very soundly..

woke up at 1030 todae..
i wonder why my mum dun allow mi to slp longer than that..
i took breakfast while watching -i bet u will- on mtv..
den i swept e floor..
and read my bk -pig tales-
its kinda dirrty but it quite different frm e usual bks i read so far as well..
its plot is funny..

den i read -LIME- which my sista bought a few days ago..
she's out todae..
shoppin with her friends..

i think i`ll go to slp now..
samuel is out playing ball..
no one to ntertain me..
yl nt replying le..
oh well..

anyone wan to go out?
pls ask me.
hahahax..

i wonder..
who will read this..

Sunday, November 20, 2005!
HandWritten on; 10:36 PM

its e hols..
but it doesnt feel like it..

feels weird blogging..

went out with samuel ytd..=)
oki i`ll be nice and spare u de details..
its been a long time since i last went out..
i felt like a mountain tortoise ytd..
hehex..

i might be going overseas..
but seriously..
i dun wan to..
ha.
sounds dumb eh?

oki i shall b enthu abt it..
but not yet.

sounds funny..
i feel like i`m talking to myself..
i feel psychotic..
wonder how i alwaese blog last time..