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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

Why indulge in SEX now when you can do all you want in the 2nd half of your life? Strange how sex has evolved into something that is done for mere entertainment. Where did the idea of "Sex is beautiful between husband and wife" (quote From Mr David Wong, my sec sch tcher) go?

Oh well, blame it on modernisation. Man are moving too fast, wait for morals to catch up!

I'm so sick of school. Its the point of time again when I feel that I am an island of my own in Nanyang. I am just too different for myself.

CANT WAIT TO SEE AUDREY TOMORROW! =D

Oh bring back,
Bring back,
Oh bring back my Saturday to me~

Will you swim the currents,
will you scale new heights..
HAHAHHA.

I'm inspired to write a national day song for Singapore soon. Just find rhyming words and the song will be pieced together. =P

ANGST ANGST ANGST.

I CANT BELIEVE I'M IN THIS REMEDIAL CLASS FOR ECONS!! THE HOMEWORK IS STUPID!! I'VE DRAWN THE STUPID PC CURVE 5 &#^(%##*&!() TIMES ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DONT NEED REMEDIAL FOR DRAWING!

I WILL DO IT. I will do all my homework. I will start remembering case studies. I will night study. I will MUGGGG my guts and intestines out.

I MUST DO IT.

People who concern about my interview with Shine, its over le. Its okay, I'm handling it fine. Hahahaha. I just like to have hope in my life.

I like to have things to look forward to.
I cant wait for this Saturday again.
I cant wait for 080807.
I cant wait to do my econs homework!!!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD



Pls ignore my ramblings.

The interview was cool. The judges were fun people. BUTTT!!!!! I got a feeling I'm no longer in. No email received, maybe, yet. Oh well, it was a good experience. I should be thankful but, I'm a modern modern MODERN man. Never contented, never satisfied. =P At least I'm honest. I keep thinking I could have done better during the interview, could have stopped using the word "like", could have been more calm, could have elaborated more, could have smiled more, could have told them I was from nyjc and not just ny, could have doen so much so much more. Hehehe. Told you, I'm a modern man.

And lastly, I still love hanging around my study gang.

I dont wanna do econs. ARGH.

HELLO VIRTUAL WORLD!

I'm anxious-excited for tomorrow's SHINE interview. Donkey years since I've been in an oral examination. And I'm going to be interviewed before Ah Khar! Oh mannnnn...but still thankful that they still accepted us although we replied them so late. =)

School is getting more and more and more and more draining, disgusting, and still disgusting. I hate every Econs tutorial. Mr Nadwani is so flustered and all over the place. I dont like it! ARGH.

Okay, actually I have nothing to blog about.

SUPER aunties~


Aud and I


Sylvonne, I and Ed.


Ting Xuan, who changed so much, and I


MRS NGIAM!


Siewhoon, Yiching, I


Nura, Siewhoon, I


Smelly Andrew.


3 happy girls and 2 emo kids.


And and I, with LOVE (literally).


The legend of 4E2.

HELLO WORLD.

Midyrs review: Disappointed for some subjects and happy for the others. Nothing else to be said. No point living in the midyears already, move on to Mock prelims. Yes, MOCK prelims. In other words, NO REST. Mock prelims, prelims, Alevels. Can time just stop here?

Y-reading was fun yesterday, but knowing that it might be the last time I'll be there, made me really sad. (Stupid As!) I will miss the beneficiaries, especially those that wont co-operate unless I read the stories to them. =/ They are just so sweeeet la. I will miss the other volunteers that made the whole process so much more enriching and fun. Despite the awkwardness yesterday, it was still realllly fun conversing in hokkien with them. =/ And thanks to the people who added another celebration for my birthday. And thanks to Tiying who excliamed "Samuel loves you!", after the celebration, everyone was asking "Who's Samuel?" Hahahah.

I am so going to add all the volunteers on msn. =)

Met up with Aud and the others soon and we settled down at Ben and Jerry's. Discussion on the SARS qn was intense. Hahahaha. After receiving Jean's smses on the flea mkt, Aud and I couldnt tolerate the itch and all of us ended up digging through treasures at the flea.

I BOUGHT AN ARMANI EXCHANGE BLAZER FOR $12~~ Amazing but so true. The tag is still there la. BRAND NEW. I BOUGHT A BLACK VINTAGE BAG FOR $4~~ and a DRESS FOR ABOUT $3. =DDDD BEST FLEA MKT EVER.

4E2's Fish and Co dinner at the glass house was great as well. Photos and more photos. But there were people asking "You and Samuel still tgt right?" Ha. YES! Its going to be a long 3yrs of togetherness sooooooon!

I love yesterday and I know I will hate tomorrow onwards. Hello misery!

Answer the call. Hahahha.
Thank you to Joanne, Tiying and Ah Khar for surprising me yesterday. Hahaha. Hiliarious. Suspicious people outside my house.

Beneath the laughter and the joy, lies a broken heart and an empty soul. I am defeated and I dont know what am I supposed to do now. Still trembling in shock, still struck by the sudden outburst. Immense hurt and heartache.

Sometimes people should think before they speak. Stress should not be vent on others. Jc life is not as fucking easy as you think it is. Dont be paranoid, cause when we think we will fail, we seriously fucking think we will. Dont compare. Each has their difficulties and if you are not exposed to my pains, dont assume there isnt any. Who doesnt want to score, who likes failing? Trust me, you will crumble and disintegrate if you are in a JC now. You are just not strong enough. Dump the idea in your head that everyone should set pity on you. Build on your character, you wont go far like that.




Appreciate the good around you.
Samuel is tired and cannot accompany me so I shall not be bitchy about it.
=)

I miss Samuel, but he might not have realised~
Oh too bad too bad,
too bad for me.

Sing with me!
bittersweetnes,
I am only reserved for special occasions.
Leave me alone on usual days.
Let me sink into this dry loneliness.
OH OH OH,
oh~~~

I'll crash the beer bottle in my head,
I'll bang into the concrete wall,
I'll slip myself into the pool,
then cook myself for dinner.

Oh~
This is the pain no one will feel,
its just old me isolated at the edge.
Stuck in the un-untie-able knot,
I'll just drink my sorrow away!!!

Okay, what a beautiful song I made. Hahahahha. Trust me, I'm not drunk. =/

WICKED SWEEEEEET.
Its my birthday all over again! =) Even though there were hints here and there for a few wks, I was still pleasantly surprised.

The day started off with a make over hairdo for Siewhoon at compass point. I must say, Siewhoon is now smokin' hot. Hehehehe. I'll have my haircut there next time. =D Next, we proceeded to Ngee Ann City to see some cosplay thing. People were like dressed up in costumes in the freaking hot weather. Despite their cool costumes, we agreed that they should just shut up and look cool and not do their rubbishy skits on stage. =/

Next, we went to bugis to meet Ed and Yuting. Proceeded to Haji Lane and to PITCHBLACK! DAMNNNNN COOOOOOOL place. AHHHH, ROCK GOT NO REASON, ROCK GOT NO RHYME!!! Ordered yummy snacks and drinks and we just chilled. Then Then Then!!!!!!

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~" Edward appeared with a BIG choco cake. AHHHH!!! Caught me offguard.

Then came the really pretttttty present.

Then the preeettttty card. (seriously, everyone wants an Edward card. Hahahah)

And the movie "School of Rock" started. =)))))

The BEAUTIFUL day of BEAUTIFUL friendship ended. We'll meet on Sat again though. Hehehe. And I wrote like motivational stuff for them but I forgot to bring them out today.

A SUPER DUPER DUPER BIGGGG thankyou to all of them. Thank you for taking time out straight after midyrs to pull together a nice surprise for me. Much appreciated!! And I really LOVE the card and everything!! Even though you guys wrote the card mostly right in front of me, I still freaking love it alot. =D Ahhh let me just busk in the birthday spirit all over again~~

Salvation Army is realllly coooool. It has nice handbags for vintage lovers. =) even though the area of it is like smaller than 1 storey of Far East, Jean and I took like 2hours to comb the area. I bought a bag for $14 and Jean got hers at $16. Oh, and the people are damn nice there. They give you discount immediately. Hahahhaa.

I should have gotten that nice straw-bag, that costs $10 before discount. =( AHHH, REGRETS!

I've been tagged to list down 10 random facts about me.
(its wrong to be blogging before my econs paper. but I dont care.)

1. I want to earn BIG BUCKS in the future.
2. I keep thinking I have not enough bags, shoes, clothes...
3. I love painting on shoes.
4. I tend to hate the world once in a while.
5. I can be happy today but depressed tomorrow.
6. I keep a diary, but I seem to be writing about the same thing everyday.
7. I have a giant pimple on my nose.
8. I cannot grow any fatter so stop asking me stupid things like "why you so thinnnnnn?" Ask yourself why is your brain so small.
9. I have teenage angst.
10. Samuel knows me the best. =)

Okay, people who need something to kill time, DO THIS.

I am drowsy. OVERDOSE of literature on a dull Monday morning makes me sick. Wilfred Owen, T. S Eliot, Filtzgerald, please bless me with your brilliant minds tomorrow during my lit paper. It would be much appreciated.

I cant wait for Wednesday to be gone.