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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

The time now is 6.08am. WOAH.

My parents and sister just left for the airport. They're going Taiwan. I'm not going. There are a couple of reasons why.

1. make up lectures.
2. mid yrs.
3. Samuel.

Something like that.

It is so early and there's so many lessons today. Lit. Geog. GP. 2 sucky subjects in a day. OH MAN. After which I guess we must do our geography project. The deadline is tomorrow and nothing concrete is done. But I think everything will be fine. Jun Hao with the stickers, TiYing with the wood, Bao with the record board, and everyone with research results. Just put everything together and we are done.

I had a fabulous time yesterday. =D Didnt exactly spend a lot of money but I still had my share of spending. I bought stuff. =) TiYing bought stuff too. Crapped while shopping. Shop while crapping. Basically, we had fun again. We went to heeren and far east and a bit of Taka. Walked so much that our legs very suan by the end of the day. We took quite a long time at Far East. Entered almost every shop. I enjoyed myself. But if Ah Khar went, it would be better! =D

Right now I cant really think...

I just dread going to school later. Samuel will be having dinner with me later, due to certain reasons. =X

Hope this week without my parents and sister pass quickly. I will miss them. God, please keep them safe. May they return soon. Hope everything goes smoothly for them there. Bless them.

Lessons suck as usual. Nothing interesting to blog about.

After escaping from GP, TiYing, Khar Loo and I went to eat fish slice bee hoon. (direct translation) We were very hungry. After that satisfying meal, I bought 2 agar agars. We then walked to the interchange. While walking, we somehow decided to de-stress. And so, we proceeded to the MRT station and we went to Orchard! =D SHOPPING.

We went to Heeren. We got tempted by a number of stuff but the stuff I was tempted to were different from TiYing and Khar Loo. Ha. But shopping with them was still very fun. =) It is so fun and exciting that we are going to do so again tomorrow! Ha. It was damn funny when TiYing kept walking into shops when we were walking back to the MRT station to go home. I was like "Tomorrow!" Khar Loo went "TiYing ahhhh!" more than once. Hahaha.

We each bought something from Old Chang Kee and walked to Taka.

After walking at Kino for a while, we sat at Macs to have icecream. I had 2 strawberry sundaes while they each ate an icecream cone. We talked and complained about geography. =/ The 2 pieces of paper written by Ah Khar were funny. "Its her! =P" and "Its you! =P" Something like that. So spastic. Hahhaa. But it was all entertaining.

Conclusion of the day: we are very greedy people.

So, tomorrow will be SPENDING MONEY DAY. TiYing will bring her whole bank with her. Hahahaha. But we are meeting in the afternoon so I must study in the morning. =X

2 more weeks to muel's birthday! =D It feels as if its my birthday, I'm actually feeing very excited for it.

Thanks to Yi Ching for saying "yes." when I asked her if I should do my homework just now. Personally, I think this literature question is very tough. =/ You seem to be able to write every single thing about war poetry down but when you look at the question again, you will think that actually there's not much to write. Then you will not know what points you should write and which you shouldnt. Oh well. Perhaps it is just me.

Nonetheless, I'm finishing my super long essay soon. =D

To the people I've yet to link, sorry ar.. Feeling lazy.

I didnt get to stalk TiYing yesterday. What a waste. Couldnt take beautiful photographs for Ah Khar. Hahahaa..

I have rubberbands in my mouth again! DDAMNN. This means that my teeth is hurting me now. This also means I cant eat anything I wish, only soft food. DAMN. Why isnt my braces taken off yet? The dentist is taking such a long time. I guess its because the dentist cant bear to let me go. She wants to see me more. Oh well. She will miss me when my treatment ends.

Muel came over to accompany me for my appointment and for the rest of the day. Some not-so-happy moments but everything was fine again after a short while. =P Luckily the rain didnt spoil the day. Or else I will blame my idol, Storm. HAHAHA.

I'm not over Xmen yet.

And so we had a good time yesterday. =))))

I'll be going to do geography project later. Hope we get some things done. Time is running out.

I must study during this holiday. But there are just too many distractions. Afterall, this IS the June holidays. =D I must enjoy myself too. Self-pamper. Self-love. Reminds me of 12th Night and Ms Ow. and 4E2.

Heard from Belinda that we'll be having a gathering on the 15June. I hope it will be true. I MISS 4E2!

I attempted to change my blogskin but apparently, its still the same. Why, you may ask. Simple reason and people who know me well will know the answer. I'm just plain lazy. I will change my blogskin soon.

I have to go to school tomorrow at 8. DAMN ECONS. Its quite dumb for the teachers to be rushing through now. Irony: They are rushing through now so we can score well for our midyrs, but they will be going through market structures again after the midyrs because we are going too fast now and we might not understand it well. So dumb. Make me wake up so early on the 1st day of the June holidays.

My group's GPP has been approved. =D Good job Jeannette and Syimah. Thanks for chionging. =) Matilda is kinda missing in action though. Oh well. Mr Mao seems quite happy with our GPP. Our survey questions were well done too. No extra comments given. =) I'm glad I did my part.

Mrs Koh was kinda PMS-y today. But geography make up tutorial was actually quite fun. It started off with serious work. Then we started talking nonsense about the amputee who made it up to Mt Everest. Then we side tracked, talked about her husband and her ex-es, what kind of guys we like, her problems and everything not related to geography. Ha.

Chinese lesson was damn good today. Ha. Lao Shi was DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN happy. I could see it in his eyes. He was smiling so sweetly. I took at photo of him. We had the whole lesson free for ourselves. I hope our next chinese teacher will be nice and as cute as him. But I doubt so, 'cause she's a young female teacher. =/

Tiying will be having a wo0ho0 time tomorrow. Ha. I'll stalk them. =D Ah Khar! I try to take many many photos of them then show you. HA.

I've yet to watch X-men III. Damn the weekend price of movie tix.

I'll be having fun again tomorrow. =)
(minus the econs lecture and the dental appointment)

may everyone feel happy, or at least, happier.

I guess some things just happen whether you want it or not, whether you predicted it or not. Part and parcel of life. No one knows what awaits you tomorrow. You cant hide from it. How nice if I'm an X-men...............hahahaaa.. I think if my classmates read this, they'll go mad. I've been singing the X-men song for the whole day already. Ha.

To that sad friend of mine, CHEER UP!! YOU'LL BE FINE SOON. You cant be sad forever yea? We will be supporting you. We will help you brave through this obstacle. No matter what happens in the end, you know that you've got us. We will be there for you. Everyone of us. We dont mind. BE STRONG.

School's fine. Tomorrow is FRIDAY. Last day of school day. =D But there's still make up lessons and holiday homework and midyrs to study for. Oh well. Its still better than normal schooling days. I'll be happy.

I dont want to pack chinese file.

I bought a mug for our chinese teacher. I hope the rest of the class think its okay. Its not an expensive mug. But I cant find others. Hope the mug is fine.

People who read that entry must be thinking that I'm a crazy, aggressive, wild, uncivilised,..person. So, I changed the font smaller. I'm a nice and sweet and very gentle girl k? =/ HAhahaha. Oh well. Stress changes people.

Actually, I'm stressed up but I'm not doing anything about it. This shows that I'm actually not THAT stressed.

Thanks to the people who cared. =D

I think Poly life is better in a way. 'Cause they get to do what they like and are able to see their future. I am like a little raft floating aimlessly at sea now. I might screw up my Promos and get retained for the rest of my life. You never know. My future is vague. Who said I like Econs? or Geog? or GP? No way. I've not much of a choice.

But, Poly students have tons of project. (Nura!! Hope you are coping well k? I know you can excel there =)) In JC, one project work kills all already. I guess perhaps JC students cant work together. I think Jc students are more self centered. This is just my thought. No point proving me wrong.

Okay, off to sink my little raft into the storm of Econs. May I row out of the storm, in one piece.

SOME GUYS SHOULD JUST GO TO HELL. BEING GAY IS BAD ENOUGH. BUT KNOWING THAT ONE'S GAY AND NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT IS TOO MUCH.

*GAY: HIDING FROM THE TRUTH AND WAITING FOR THE GIRL TO HANDLE EVERYTHING.

"something(.......)bad happen today...predicted anyway haha move along..."
SLUT.
IMPROVE YOUR ENGLISH FOR GOODNESS SAKE. STOP THINKING YOU ARE SO ANGMO-ISH WHEN YOU CANNOT EVEN HANDLE BASIC ENGLISH.

I feel happy for her for choosing to live her life the right way. =) Good job, sister. Your life would be much more fufilling now that you kicked the gay away.

ONE ADVICE TO THAT PARTICULAR GAY: GO KNOCK YOURSELF INTO THE WALL. YOU'VE BEEN DITCHED.

This is just an expression of my thoughts. No special attention is needed. But if by chance the gay or the gay's friends reads this, go ahead and tell me how you feel. I'm open to opinions.

Maybe I should have went to a Polytechnic instead. Perhaps, when I'm at a Poly, I'll have a life. In JC, its all about studying, doing homework, going for tests, catching up an catching up and more catching up. Its like a never ending chase. You just go about doing your thing in school everyday. Sometimes in the middle of the day I'll go "eh. What am I doing in school? Why cant I be playing now?" =/ Okay, the bottom line is: I'm a lazy bum.

I have a lot a lot and a lot to catch up for economics and geography. My 2 biggest worries and my H2 subjects. Oh man.....I am so reluctant to do my econs homework. Timothy said that econs is logic. I guess I've not found that logic yet.

Enough of complaints.

I had a good break yesterday. TiYing and I set off early to buy cloth. Heh. How hardworking we are. We had Mac lunch after that. Talking and slacking. =) It felt good. Then we went to Orchard to meet the rest. Jun Hao was early. Bao and Jean were late though. =P Lots of laughter while waiting for them. "Create Talents." Hahaaaa..Jun Hao, TiYing and I sure had a good laugh. TiYing is such a GOOOOD friend indeed. Ha. Its okay if you dont understand. Heh. It was damn funny. The malay lady was nice though. =D

We went Macs to talk about our geog project and thankfully we fixed on the game already. =D Good Job everyone! =D Ha. TiYing and Bao went home, Jun Hao went to Javin's brithday bash (hehee), Jean went for church and I went...........

to meet Samuel. =)

We had dinner at my favourite KFC. Its fast food for the whole day. =/ This KFC really brings back a lot of memories. It used to be damn big. My whole family would always go there for breakfast. We will order a whole lot of food and then skip lunch after that. Samuel and I always go there as well. We went there to study for prelims. I still remember teaching him Math while he taught me the Sciences. Then after Os, we still go there to eat as its in between Yishun and Bishan (where we live). Heh. =D

After that we went walking around and then it was time to go home. 851 to Bishan and Proof! I was home before I knew it. Right................=/

Although it was a short 3hours(+,-), it was good. I felt relived from my school work. Just laughing at stupid nonsense and doing stupid things like waving to the lil kids. The kids just couldnt stop waving at us. Celebrities. Ha.

Okay, long time since I written this here...
I love Samuel(=

HAIR WILL GROW.
I guess its because I've not cut my hair since a long time ago. Thats why I'm not used to my short hair now. ha. What to do. I've got a haircut already. It will grow and when it gets long, I'll get it cut again. Then I'll complain again. So you see, its a cycle. I'm going through the complaining stage now.

I went to get my hair cut with TiYing and Khar Loo. Joanne brought us to Hougang. Tiying is DIFFERENT. KharLoo is slightly different. =/

School's alright. I'm getting tired though. I guess Yuting is right, "You arhhh...CCA hopper!" OH man. I feel like changing CCA again. Ha. Okay, no. There's touch rugby tomorrow and I'm going. Yes I must. Its not about the CCA. Its about my laziness. Heh.

I guess people shouldnt think so much and trust too much on the 6th sense. Sometimes, things should be solved before it gets worse. Problems accumulate and worsen the whole situation. Mm. But it is just human nature, I guess. Life is full of ups and downs. We should all learn to get over some things quickly. We should all take life easily. Then, the world will be a HAPPY place. =D

Oh no. I think my hair is kinda short. Oh no. Oh No No No. I shall not see Samuel until my hair grows. Hahahaa.. I dont want to throw face. AHHHhh..

Damn. I miss 4e2.

I miss laughing loudly with everyone.
I miss singing like no one is listening.
I miss making the teachers (and the principal) angry.
I miss being in the infamous class.
I miss scoring badly for tests with the class.
I miss going to HAUNTED CHALET with everyone.
I miss the bbqs!
I miss having heart-to-heart talks with SeeHwee.
I miss having recess with Audrey, Yunting, SiewHoon and SeeHwee.
I miss calling everyone -Brother- happily, without a fear of anyone getting jealous. (because if they get jealous, my brothers will still side me.)
I miss using the same pencil case as Hong Kit.
I miss hearing Andrew's sorrows.
I miss arguing with Ian.
I miss feeling sister-ly towards Mitchell.
I miss going for Art Club with Regina.
I miss listening to stupid songs Jerald comes up with about Samuel and I.
I miss disturbing SiewTing by sitting on her. (HAHA!)
I miss hugging YiChing.
I miss talking about class outings with SiewHoon.
I miss calling Edward sisterrrrr.
I miss hearing Delin sing "The Circle of Life".
I miss Jessica and Nura during our Emaths extra lessons.
I miss Nicole, Carena and Hazel's loud voices.
I miss Alex calling me sister.
I miss Joseph and his lovesickness.
I miss TingXuan's laughter.
I miss copying HekMing's ting xie and him accompanying me to find Samuel in the morning.
I miss talking to Kaiwen until the next morning. (I cant believe I actually talked to him till the morning)
I miss Steve's cold humour. (HA)
I miss Yonghao's presence.
I miss complaining to Colleen how boring chinese is.
I miss making Belinda angry.
hahahaaa..

Oh no. 4e2 must have a gathering sooooooooon.
I miss you guys so much. =(

4e2 rocks my socks forever.

here we lay again
on two separate beds
riding phone lines
to meet a familiar voice
and pictures drawn from memory
we reflect on miscommunication
and misunderstandings
and missing each other too
much to have had to let go

-Best of me by The Starting Line-

this song is damn nice. It sounds so real to me. =)

Here are some stuff that happened on Friday with jean and Yiling.
It may not sound funny but it WAS funny at that moment of time.

1. Jean and I wanted to go to a library to do our homework. So we walked all the way to Orchard library. Upon reaching Jean said "Wah today library so lil ppl.." and I said "today public holiday ma...." We looked at each other and went "OH YA! today public hol! lib not open!"

2. At Yoshinoya, Jean tried some pink ginger-like thing. It tasted too bad that Jean went spitting violently. HAHAHx.

3. THIS IS THE BEST. At Far East, theres this toilet that is very new. 2 cubicles had special facilities. I looked in and on the toilet bowl it wrote that this toilet bowl can help you wash your butt. Jean and Yiling got so excited they entered the cubicle and peered into the toilet bowl. Jean pressed a button and the toilet bowl went flooded. They went "OHH~" And Jean pressed another button. SUDDENLY! Water squirt out onto Jean and a bit on Yiling. Ha. Toilet bowl water on you. Imagine. They came screaming out of the cubicle frantically. =D I was safe outside the cubicle.

Okay, back to studying geog.

Samuel is sick. =( Get well soon!!!

I went out with Jean and Yiling yesterday. Heh. Many many funny incidents. I will never forget them. I am currently rushing for time so I will write about it soon. I know Jean cant wait to read about what I will blog about. Ha. SO many retarded nonsense la. I love being with them. Hope Yiling feels happier after yesterday. Sorry for being tired though. Damn everything that is making her unhapppy.

I just had a chat with Jiayan. I love talking to her online. Cute. Heh. I was telling her about how i studied for my Os and stuff and she got so excited to start studying. I didnt know I could make studying sound fun.

Okay, I am left with half of the Geog CA thing (it is damn irritating) and phy geog tutorial 4 (I cant be bothered to do it). I studied a lil bit for Monday's test already. I guess I wont study a lot for it. Its DRQ afterall. =D Okay, may the test be not so difficult.

I went Orchard yesterday. I was at Orchard just now for my dental appt. And now I need to go orchard again. Ha. BUSY!

4e2rians. Mrs Ngiam said: Please make yourself free on the Friday of the 2nd week of June. That will be our gathering day. =)

So, this is the long weekend everyone has been looking forward to. But, with a long weekend comes a lot of homework. DAMN. So much geography homework to complete. Oh well, this is JC life, I guess. I msut endure this for just 1 year+. (if I promote this year)

This week was fine. Nothing BIG happened, actually. Its the usual stuff. Khar Loo and TiYing helped the week go faster. Ha. I dont really remember what nonsense did we really do but I know we did a lot of crap. I'm glad to hav them as my friends in this cold JC life. =D Of course, there are more friends. Joanne! Heh and all the usual Mac people. =D Josephine went to Mac with us this week as well. =D Mac again next week k? FOOD.

I failed my math test by 1 mark due to my careless and silly mistakes. ARGH.

I didnt do much homework this week. I shouldnt have. But if I have to go through this week again, I will still choose to slack. Heh. =D

I watched Poseidon with Samuel last night. ( I hope the spelling is right) The show has no plot but has quite a number of thrilling moments. My heart could beat rather fast during the show. Some parts were sad too. Some parts looked kinda fake la. And the lead actor will NEVER die. Ha. I think you should just watch this show with thinking so much. I shall grade the show 3 out of 5 stars. ***

I'm going to meet Jean later to have hard core studying. Ha. I hope. =P

Tml is my 21monthsary with Samuel. Ha. Amazing how long we can actually last. I wonder who expected this. Honestly, when I started being in this relationship, I never knew we will come this far. Heh. I went through all the unnecessary comments and insults and here I am! Seriously, I think my relationship gets the most comments ever. Stuff like I bully Samuel, or I'm not good enough for him are some comments I usually hear. Oh well, its such a norm to me that it doesnt affect me anymore. Okay, now I still do hear such stuff but not as much anymore. Ha. I wonder why am I talking about this now. =/

I had a great time with Samuel yesterday. It felt just like the holidays again. No stress. I didnt even bother if we were wasting time doing nothing. It felt good, like an escape from reality. =) I wanted to shop so badly but when we went to Bugis, I felt that actually, I didnt really need anything. Saving money is my hobby now. =x After thinking about how much I need for food, I decided not to spend money unnecessarily. I didnt even buy that pair of earrings that costs $4.90. I was thinking of the amount of food I can buy with $4.90. Ha.

Topshop sells this damn nice green heels. But they cost $146. HA. I will not even dream of having them. Besides, I'm so tall already, dont need heels. =X -self delusion-

So my yesterday was spent with Samuel. My blog entry may not sound as sweet as Colin and Kero but its still good, at least to me. =)

There's no homework that needs to be handed in this week. I'm so happy. Ha. LOOONG weekend coming again! I'm so excited. =D Actually, I just told Khar Loo I feel guilty slacking. Serious. I keep thinking that I should be busy completing all my homework even though I dont have to hand them in soon.

Okay then, to make myself feel better, I shall do my geography later. =D

I was doing some quiz at some website and they all said I need a partner who will make me laugh. Ha. =D

I had a great day today! =D But I wanted to be with Joanne, Tiying and co. at Hougang Mall. Oh well, I cant be at two places at one time... Its sad that Khar Loo didnt go drama night too.

Lessons were drowning me, chinese test was horrid and I failed Econs. Sounds like a bad day but not really. Khar Loo, Qiao Die, Tiying and I looked at our econs results together. Then Khar Loo and I burst into laughter. We both got 9/25. I wonder why were we so happy. Ha. I seriously dont know why. =P

Jeannette, Syimah and I are done with our 1st GPP. =D I'm so proud of ourselves. Heh. We are DAMN good.

I went over to Zhonghua to meet Andrew, Yuting and Seehwee. Andrew called and I got excited. I really miss all of them so much. 2e3 and 4e2 make my life so much better. I love them all. Ian came over and so did Mitchell. They played soccer while Seehwee and I watched and chatted. All of us miss the good old days so much. Andrew and Mitchell agreed to go for drama night with me. So sweet of them la. They are paying $8 each to accompany me. *grins*

Sat with Mitchell and Andrew during the play. SORRY TIYING! I would love to sit with you guys as well but everything was damn luan at that time. =/

The play was quite good but a bit too short. When it ended, Andrew and I were like "End already ar??" HA.

The night is all about HOT STUFF. =P Mine and his and his. I really enjoy chatting with them. Just like brothers.

We went for supper at Chomp Chomp next. Jean came along. It was a short supper as Andrew and Jean were tired, Mitchell and I were meeting HOT STUFF. =P We took a cab home.

Mitchell then accompanied me to the roof of the carpark where Samuel is, 'cause I wanted to wait for Samuel.

Soon their lesson ended and Alan went home while the rest of us went see Robin eat fishballs. I was desperate for the toilet soon and so I rushed home. The rest were like following me to my block. Kinda guilty for having to walk so fast home. I seriously wanted to spend more time with them and with Samuel, but...nature calls. =/

However, the day didnt seem to end well...............................................
Perhaps I'm just thinking too much.
=(

I am 16 yrs old and I took 13.53min to run my 2.4km. YEAH. =) I improved by 1 min 6sec since the screening test. Samuel must be very proud of me. Its e 5 item test tml and I'm not looking forward to it.

I'm very jealous, I want my boyfriend to run with me too. =x Joanne should know what I'm saying here. Heh Heh.

GP and math tests tml and I'm still slacking here. I'll study tonight. I hope.

I have nothing much to blog about actually.

I am having fun with my classmates. I'm not having fun with lectures and tutorials. I nearly fell asleep during Econs lecture. Damn boring. I think Econs is my worst subject now. Then perhaps, chinese. =/ Eh, maybe not, we see how again after I get back my physical geog test on Friday.

Touch rugby is fun and not very tiring. The girls there are all really nice. But I cant help but agree that NY is a cheena school. It really is. Everyone is just so comfortable speaking chinese all the time. It is just my class that uses English to converse. (I'm so glad.) How nice if I can speak comfortably in Chinese.......

Tml will be yet another day. Thursday..Friday..Saturday! I shall be patient and wait for the arrival of another weekend. By the way, I will be having econs mid yr exam on my birthday! DAMN. >=( I never had tests/ exams on my birthday before. This is just not good. But on a lighter note, Samuel's birthday is coming! HA. 41 more days. Oh yes, its just around the corner. Okay, maybe not. Mmm..When people are in love, they tend to do and think stupid things. I am the perfect example. I write weird stuff in my book that people label as "rou ma". BUT. I'm happy being stupid. HA. See I'm thinking stupid again. Oh well..



I miss Samuel! =D