Valerie
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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

Photos from my trip to Chinatown with Dear on Vesak Day.

Being sick at the wrong time really pisses me off.

I want SINGAPORE FLYER TIX. =(((((
I want to celebrate Ed and Sh's bday properly.
I want to spend my time wisely and not just wasting it slping all day.

ARGH.

But I need to rest. =((
WHY?

I must face up to something weird that is happening to me. No one knows why, what and how. But I know something is going on. I would really like to say what is that something, but seriously, I cant. This makes overcoming it extremely difficult.

Maybe I am really becoming crazy, literally. But I will not let darkness take me away. I will not succumb to my hallucinations and beyond belief imaginations. I will choose not to believe and indulge in them as I myself know what will happen if I fall for them. I must keep my emotions intact, they cannot stray. I need to keep feeling, keep loving, keep believing.

I was living in a nightmare and I'm ready to step out of it.

LET ME GOOOOOOOOOOO!

My Mind is the world and this world is Mine. The devil cant snatch my faith away.

Would someone give me a hug and tell me I'm okay? =(

Currently in the lead, SMU- Business.

As time passes day by day, I feel like my time is running out. No, I'm not dying even though sometimes I feel as if, but like time left for Samuel and I is in its last section of sand in an hourglass, slipping away.

I will be going to Japan in 2wks time, when I'm back, Samuel will be going to China in a month's time. Then its attachment for him and when he's back, I will be gone and submerged into school life.

Ah, oh well. Cherish time now.

Bye Bye NUS Law. I got into NUS business. Erh, how am I feeling? HELL SAD.

HAHAH no laaaa. I'm okay. Who am I to kid, I'm not suited for law. I didnt finish all my Lit texts! How can I spend 4 years reading? Okay, I'm really okay.

But NOW.......

SMU BUSINESS VS NTU COMM STUDIES.

Pros of SMU-Biz:

1. F-ing convenient.
2. Small classes will be better for me, cause I know I am sure to pon/slp during lectures.
3. Its easier to make friends w business people.
4. I get to study and mug.
5. Business is HAWT now.
6. Easier to get a job next time.
7. I get to do alot of internships.
8. I feel that I can excel better here.
9. I can join Uni-Y.
10. I get to go home everyday, chill at town and meet Samuel more regularly.

Pros of NTU-Comm:

1. Its Arty.
2. I get to start Uni-Y! (HAHAHH! And be president! And I can stay at the Hostel forever!)
3. I do funner stuff than studying theories.
4. I can finally use my pent up creativity.
5. Hostel life (I'm not sure if I will like hostel life though.)
6. I can take an elective from ADM.
7. Its a niche course, so I am special.

Cons of SMU-Biz:

1. It seems boring.
2. SMU seems proud.
3. Erh.. I sat beside chinese-speaking people at the tea session today.
4. Do I really like Biz?

Cons of NTU-Comm studies:

1. NTU is F-ing FAR!!
2. What if I get kicked out of Hostel?
3. I need to use computer softwares which I suck at.
4. What if the people are all fun and hyper active?
5. I will gradually lose contact w people outside NTU.
6. Samuel..............................

Hello friends, time to do some work here. HELP ME! Voting begins now.

During the queue:

And I cant to watch Dear's wushu performance tonight. I will try to take good photos. Hahaha.

So I guess laughing at the interviewer's joke is a good thing. I got into SMU Business. But I doubt I will take their offer. But still, I will be going for the Tea session. Hope I meet familiar people.



Driving lesson was a disaster today. Blast that Dickhead instructor I got. Throughout the whole lesson, he just kept scolding me. Yak Yak Yak. Bark Bark Bark. I so wanted to scream and pull his long fingernails out. Yes, he has disgusting long fingernails like a few inches long. I tolerated and kept saying "Okay" in a very calm fashion. I guess that pissed him off too. Hahahah.


But dont worry, Valerie's anger will not be kept in so easily. I've sent a complaint email alr. I even demanded a reply ASAP. I hope they know what bastard instructors they have at their school. Okay, its just ONE ultimate extra large bastard. I feel so much better after puking everything out in the email. And I hate instructors who speak manadarin only. But I didnt complain about that cause its just my chinese standard to be blamed. See, I'm still rational.


Okay think happy thoughts.

Congrats to Khar and Serene who got their uni acceptance alr. You guys deserve it! =D

Yesterday was crazy fun day.

Started off we a funny ang mo interviewer at SMU. My interview was on Light pollution, not light pollution. Go figure. I burst out laughing when my interviewer said that, hope he appreciated that I really laughed right from the bottom of my heart. HAHAHA, in other words, I kinda felt embarrassed for laughing when everyone was so serious. =/

Then, I rushed down to SCAS to check out Y Reading. It was going on really well, everyone was having fun. The corporate group people were nice. Love the brownies. Ha. Thanks to all and special thanks to Yiwei. =) Somehow or another, when I thank people personally, I seem like I dont mean it. I really do!

After which, it was QQ mian for lunch. And the surprise cake for WW!

Manicured at PS next. I got colourful rainbow nails now. Gawd, I'm so in love with them that if I can eat them up, I WILL. They are like candy. =) WW and Khar did their nails too and wonderful Tiying had to help us when we were handicapped with painted nails.

Dinner at Clarke Quay's Manhattan Fish. Then dessert at CoffeeClub. The desserts there are heavenly. Yiliang, Khar, Ty and I share a fondue and a mudd mud pie. All the chocolate and all the laughter made my throat kinda dry today. But it was worth it.

WW got surprised again but the Apple Crumble we secretly ordered for her.

And its home sweet home after a long ride in Yiliang's car. THANK YOU!

The day was really a heartwarming one. Y clique is back in action. Hahaha.

Teabreak.