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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

Worst bus rides ever. Bus 88, I'm never going to take you at night, all alone. Shall not type what happened, you can ask Tiying or Samuel about it. Its more than 1 freaking thing on the bus.



But I'm swinging to the tune of "Thats How You Know" from Enchanted now. Hehehe. =)

I'm so gonna dye my hair, but what colour?
Blue: 2-3x bleaching, colour fades to green in about 3wks time. But I just LOVE the colour.

I'm such a happy person for these 2 days, yesterday and today. I bought like pretty stuff and made myself feel so satisfied with shopping. I think I've found the feeling. =D

Oh besides shopping that makes me so happy, having my boyfriend at my house makes me happy too. I get to look ugly and just keep blabbering nonstop over nothing and no one cares. I can rest and still have fun at the same time. Awesome.

And I LOVE sitting at starbucks with hot coffee and a favourite friend to talk to. =))))

But the drive and motivation are gone and everyday, I wake up thinking of nothing.

Enchanted is an enchanting show. Watch it if you want to feel the love. And after the show, in the 1st time in my life, I want to be a princess. HAHAHAH.

Shopping my life away these few days. But seriously, I didnt buy much stuff. Its like during As, I dream of owning many many things, but when I go shopping, I ended up buying close to nothing. Man are just strange creatures, somethings are better to be dreamt of than to own them.

Okay, thats all. I have a super tight schedule and I'm even busier than I was during As. But I'm having fun. =D Cant wait for YMCA stuff next wk!

So, the end of Jc life has arrived. Finally arrived? No idea, I'm starting to have flashbacks in my head...

Memories of my triangular love with Khar and Tiying and how gay we can actually be. How Tiying and I act like retards just to sit with Khar during lectures and tutorials. And Khar copying notes for us when we slack like crazy. Still rmb how Tiying wrote the stupid note from Secret on the lecture desk. HAHAH. And how Khar can keep laughing for damn long (exceeded 5 mins? HAHAH). Seriously, they made me damn gay, sometimes I dont even believe thats me with them.

Oh and the many times Tiying and I pon lessons, and try our VERY best to make Khar pon too. Still rmb how we robbed Khar of her bag and attempted to run out of school. HAHAHA. Oh and I rmb there was this day Tiying was absent, then Khar and I had to do group work with SOME strange people during GP lesson. (the blue sofa room) Speaking of GP, I will never forget the time when I threw an eraser on Tiying but it hit her #&*% instead, and SOMEONE laughed to himself. HAHAHA.

Okay, must be boring to read this entry, but its really funny to me.

Khar's birthday present was one painful memory. Hahhaa. The puzzle was so damn complicated and so many pieces. But it was all worthwhile, especially when Khar received part of it from the principal. =D

OH!! And that time when Khar was sick, Tiying and I ponned lessons to surprise visit her. We only had her address (after I tricked her) and only knew which bus she took to go home. So, blindly, Tiying and I went there, with fruits and biscuits(?). We walked along roads, asked for directions, crossed under an expressway, and as we were giving up, we found her DAMN flat. OHOH! and I will NEVER forget how Khar react when she saw us. "EH?" and we even imitated her funny reaction for the next few weeks.

And it was thanks to Khar that all of us could join YMCA. =D

And lastly, these two gay people made me super touched on V'day. They really tricked me totally la and worst thing, they told EVERYONE in class but me. Purposely. And they gathered everyone in geog room right in front of me. So gay la. =/ I was soooo shocked when I saw this GIANT sized bouquet of 40roses being passed to me. Firstly I thought it was them trying to make me happy cause Samuel and I werent in good terms. BUT, the slip of paper had a note from Samuel. WAHHHH. (T_T)

And it wasnt over.

We went to PS and they made Samuel lie that he couldnt make it for our date that day. Then, he popped out at Spotlight. =) I must say... This surprise is the BEST one I've ever had. Its like SOOOO sweeeeet la.

THANK YOU TIYING AND KHAR FOR MAKING JC LIFE SO AMAZING. =DDDDD I could have quit school if not for their encouragement and LOVE. I'm so glad we still have YMCA to keep us together. =DDD Khar will always be my niang zi and Tiying will always be my love rival. HAHAHHA. So GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Life's good.

The feeling of kicking one's notes aside and letting my brain rest was absolutely satisfying. In this short break, I managed to....

• meet up with my love (hehehehe) at his school and we went for dinner and donuts at Novena. Apple cinamon was damn sweet, damn nice and so was Dear.

• go to the Salvation Army with Audrey and present-shopping with both Audrey and Siewhoon. Bought a white top for $5 and finally got to drink coffee at Starbucks. Shopping was very tiring, but as Siewhoon said its tiring because we are sincere about Lu's present.

• head down Sentosa to enjoy (or rather, suffer) under the Sun. It was the hottest kind of weather I've ever experienced. Aud, Siewhoon, Lu and I went there for the Flea Mkt, which kinda suck. Then we went to Vivo and then came the surprise when Ed and Yuting appeared with the bday cake for Lu. =D After eating the cake, we ate merlion-ster (6 flavours of icecream) at B&J. Then, having nothing to do, we went to Chinatown for more food. YUM.

• have breakfast with Andrew and learn more stuff about him.

Yup, FOOD GLORIOUS FOOOOOD. My stomach has been extensively pampered these few days. But now, I need to bring my brains back and get ready to prepare for Literature. Sigh~

All I'm left with is Lit. =D

Living and partly living. HAHAHHA. And I can imagine Tiying going "To-day!"

If you are reading this after reading Tiying's summary on the papers, it may be quite different from hers. Geog.. Human geog was unexpectedly much tougher than phy geog. But still, I hope my bullcrap will win Cambridge's heart. Econs, essays were a piece of sh*t to me. Damn sad after that so I decided that I need case studies to help me. So, before the paper, I kept telling myself "You need to cover up the loss. Read the qns carefully, let Cambridge know you know Econs." And so, case studies was quite a breeze.

Lit was good, nothing much to complain about.

However, its a problem with Art subjects. You can check answers with everyone after the paper, but you still dont know who's right and who's wrong. Most people may ans a certain way, but still you might just be the one who breaks the bell-curve with a different ans. Thats the problem, the suspense is killing me.

But when theres hope, theres a chance. Shall not let myself be disheartened. Straight As, baby. =D I'm so caught in my own world.

Oh...Khar and Tiying.....please go to Y camp with me......................HAHAH.

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Paramore's Crushcrushcrush

Tomorrow will be the start again. 4 more days and its partial freedom.

Studying doesnt hurt anymore. It has become a routine and merely a duty I have to fufill.

Lit, Econs, Econs, Hgeog. Seems like it will be all gone very soon. But seriously, I feel that this torment has yet to begin. Wait till I reach the second day of Econs, then the mad rush will commence. How I wish hgeog would follow pgeog closely, then I wouldnt even think that I've lost touch with geog. But now, I really wonder how am I going to puke out 2 essays with the knowledge I have in my brain. =/

Just counting the steps I'm left to the end of this cliff.

15 more days to F-R-E-E-D-O-M!!

So physical geog paper went like that. Its an unexpected paper with unexpectedly weird questions.

Its like I stored everything I need to know about physical and chemical weathering, but biological weathering came out. I memorised all the case studies for every single topic but I didnt get to flaut my knowledge on them at all. And, for DRQS, there was rocks and landforms and mass movements, two most disgusting topics. The questions were just strange and unfamiliar, like channel morphology. And I hate to analyse the essay qns like a GP qn la. Requirement 1, requirement 2...

Oh well, but I'm still glad I studied for Hydro and Plate Tect. HAHAHA. Serene's strategy, but I used it anyway. Bye bye to my heaviest subject and I dont think I will ever, EVER miss studying you. But still, since everyone felt that the paper was SUPER tough, there is still chance. =/

I secretly want to score well for everything. But, seriously, who dont?

Trust me, I may seem super calm now, blogging and having fun at the computer but actually, my heart has ropes strangling it, my brain has explosives tied to it. I seriously need to breathe and calm down. Besides, it is just Physical Geography tomorrow. I can handle it.

I've been getting Cs for it and a B for it during Prelims. Now, see, it shouldnt be a problem to me.

BUT, precisely, thats why I'm panicking right now. The higher you are, the greater you fall. I have so much yet so little in my brain. Can my brain store any more? Is there anything in my brain now? It feels so heavy yet so empty. I have high expectations for Geog and this is killing me.

I feel so conflicted now. I want more time but I want it to just pass quickly.
OH MY GOD. I must get back to studying now. I MUST STUDY AGAIN!

And so GP and Math paper flew by. Gp had a greater impact on me.
Math was not TOO tough but there are still tricky parts of it. Its not an EASY paper. Skipped 6marks of it and when we checked ans after the paper, everyone's answers were different. Ha. Well, just have to wait for the results..

Gp was like a wolf in a sheep's clothing. How do I address "how far.." in the qn? And the compre qns were YUCK. Can easily get all wrong.

Shalt think about it anymore. MOVE FORWARD AND ACE IT! =DDD



HAPPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LULU!
=D