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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

I am falling in love again. hahahhaa. =D

Thought of the day: You need brains to mug.

I'm starting to be able to ignore things I dont like to hear and only open my ears to what I want. This will make life easier and happier for me. I just be whoever I want to be. Who cares if I'm not as fat as others. Who cares if people think all I can do is mug. I'm proud of who I am and what I can do.

True friends will know who I am and will accept it and not make unnecessary comments. I'm glad to have such friends.

Anyway, it seems to be everyone' s bad day today. The day started with me being super moody. I didnt give a damn to whatever everyone was saying. I heard them actually, but I just pretended to be deaf. I wasnt in the mood. Things got better when Ti Ying started to tell Ah Khar and I what she bought. It was funny how we guessed what t***** p**** was. hahahha.

Jean had a rough day too. She looked scary. =/ I tried to help but she was shutting herself up. But she's okay already.

Jiayan is a really nice friend. =) She even rmbs Samuel and my anniversary. hahahha. She seems to be stuck in the same bad situation with me all the time. So everytime I talk to her online, we'll end up going "YAA!!", "I understand...." hahahha. =) How many friends go through the exact same thing as you? =)))) JIAYOU for prelims and Os!!!

Okay, I must search for racial riots now. My PW group is lagging. This week is torture week. I will make it through!!!

Next week is HAPPY WEEK, as I told JY. hahaha.
Tues: Flag day cum national day celebrations cum 2nd anniversary! (Samuel allows me to go to his school to for flag day.
Wed: HOL! Going out with him. =)
Thurs: HOL!
Fri: Skip school! Take off braces! And maybe, shopppppping with JEAN!

=) I cant wait for HAPPY WEEK.

Met Yi Ling and Jean yesterday for a short while. Jean had church and I had to go to my ah ma house after that. Yi Ling: WORK HARDER!! ALL As!! =D Honeydew Sago at the Marina Sq food court is nice........

Suddenly! I missing shopping with Ah Khar and Ti Ying. =/ Shopping with them can make me laugh until dont know what. We are so not serious most of the time. Temptation always makes us go mad, be it temptation for food or for other stuff.

The dentist said that my teeth are in good position. 11 August!! Come quickly!! I want nice white sparkling teeth. =D This is so exciting. I can skip school on the 11 Aug. Ha. So I'll have a looooooong holiday. 8(Tues) , 9(Wed) , 10(Thurs) , 11 (Fri) , 12 (Sat) , 13th (Sun) August. I might as well not come on the 7th Aug. =D Hope there wont be much homework or else I'll struggle to keep up with the damn fast pace.

I really wonder, where do all the food go? All that I consume seems to disappear. Like my gullet is an escape route to another place. Whatever slides through it will go somewhere else. My stomach gets a bit of food only, 'cause after a while, I start to get hungry again. If I'm not lazy, perhaps I'll eat more meals than now. I just ate nasi lemak less than an hour ago and now I'm craving for the spaghetti that my Mum is cooking now. It can be frustrating.....

I am going to mug later. HA. Come to AMK library to witness the mugger in action.

Read this and the past feelings came back to me:

"...........pu tian tong qing de anniversary..... 3 more weeks!!........."
An abstract from what Samuel said before.

12 more days to our 2nd anniversary. =)
I shall remain positive about this relationship.

Muggers dont have boyfriends. hahahahhahaaa..

Tomorrow is Friday.

I am known as Cao Mugger now. But I really do not mug. I just do my homework and try to keep awake during tutorials and talk during lectures as well. Oh man. But I dont mind being called a Cao Mugger if I do well in my Promos. =/ Wait till then then call me that name can?

It would be damn embarrassing if I dont do well in my Promos. Shara and Javin think that I have a whole study system in my house that helps me memorise stuff. I wonder how told them what. That person must be exaggerating la.

Okay, tomorrow is Friday. Friday. Friday.

I'm bored.

Today is window shopppping day. =D Oh man, I'm still thinking of the nice pwetttttty clothes at that shop at Bugis Street.

I'm not a mugger, I slack whenever I can. We are slackers who love to eat and shop. But its mostly Ah Khar and I who get attracted to stuff. Heh. =D Bugis, here I come soooooooon.

I have geography homework again. I dont like.

Geography grouping thing is tough. 4-5 people per group, how?

There's a flasher at Bishan. He flashed at my ex-neighbour's daughter. MEAN cheeko peh. If I'm going to meet him, I wonder how will I react. I might be scarred for life. =/ I might start hating guys. I must start carrying a weapon in my bag. I must put a nut-cracker in my bag.

I went shopppppppppppppping today. I am still feeling excited over it. TiYing and I tried many means to get Ah Khar to pon chinese with us. Ha. Ti Ying was the best. She did the hard approach and the soft approach. I didnt have to do much. I just stole Ah Khar's bag away and run away with it. Ti Ying was like "Valerie! RUNN!!" and I ran as fast as I could. But it was too hot so I stopped at the shelter. Ha.

YEAH. Okay, first and last time of ponning lessons. Mmm. Heh. But it was damn fun today.

WE BOUGHT STUFF! =D Whats shopping without buying stuff? I bought a shirt after feeling so xing ku to decided if I should buy it. Ah Khar was struggling as well. Only Ti Ying, she was shaking her head when she saw how much we were fighting with ourselves. Ti Ying bought quite a number of stuff. Heh.

DAMN. I want to go shopppping again. I want the green robot earring! ARGH. hahahha. Ti Ying! Dont shake your head. Ah Khar, think about your beaded necklace~ =D Shopping, anybody?

Jean, we must get Yi Ling and we'll go shop! hahahha.

I'm addicted. Save me.

New Urban male guys are WOAH. The big size, small eyes one was WOAH. Ah Khar and Ti Ying would know who. But he was kinda qianda. Must be bored working there thats why he seemed fasinated with what nonsense J1 girls can talk about. But he was still friendly la. =D

I want to go to this nice nice cafe like place at marina sq. It has nice furnishes and cushiony seats. Its a good place to chill. I wonder if the food is good.

I dont want to do geography essay. But luckily, I have hardworking friends who make me feel like I must do my homework. Ha. =)

4E2rians: We're postponing the bbq to 5th August. Many cannot make it this Sat. Lets hope Alex can make it on the 5th. =)

I just woke up from my nap. Damn, I have gastric pain. It hadnt been a smooth ride for me for the last few days. I hope this week will be much better. But the pain isnt making anything better. I had a super duper stomach ache last night. It was so pain that I was groaning to Samuel on the phone. =/ Sometimes I really wonder, there must be something wrong. No one gets stomach problems as frequently as me. But I told Samuel before, if there's a problem, I'd rather not know about it. I rather tolerate the pain and enjoy my life as much as I can.

Sounds as if I'm dying. NO, no, no.

I recieved SUPER SUPER good news from Mr Mao Mao Mao Mao Mao =/ today. Its something I've never heard since Primary 1. My level position was actually beautiful. I still remember getting 4th in the level in Primary 1. I was so damn happy la. This time, I'm happier. But I would be even happier if I worked hard. Honestly, things that are harder to get are nicer to own. I shall not brag anymore here. I cannot be complacent. I hope I can score well for Promos. =) I feel different. Its like the more I'm not enjoying myself, the better my results are. I must be enjoying myself so damn much in my upper sec years. Ha. I nearly topped the bottom of my class then. Now, I no longer yearn for only a pass in some subjects, I want EXCELLENCE. I shall push myself further. But, I'll not start today. =X I got gastric pain k....

I have to do the geography essay by Thurs, I have to do Maths tutorial by asap. I think I'm lagging in Maths. Cannot cannot. I'm depending on Math as my H1 subject as my GP really super cannot make it. Ms Sharma really cannot make it too. We were busy laughing at her during lecture today. Ha. CHUCKY! =/

I'm bringing Daisy Duck, Mickey and Minnie tomorrow. Daisy is going to get married to Jeannette's Donald Duck. FINALLY. Poor Daisy, she has been unattached for a long time already. It is TIME~ hahahahhahaa.

Okay, I wanna go shopppppppppppping.

I feel bad procrastinating. This will be my last time. (I doubt so.) 60+ days to Promos. I'm supposed to feel the heat but I dont. My whole mind is shopping and playing all day and bbqs and 080806!! =D I need to calm down.....

So much anger last few days. Shall not let my anger take over me. I'm alright again.

Went to the dentist today. Ran in the SUPER SUPER big rain. Damn cold at the dentist. I have to put 3 rubberbands in my mouth now. I dont like it. But I shall tolerate as the day is approaching. I am really going to take off my braces soon. There is a fixed date meant for me to take my braces off already. =)

Samuel is at his class bbq now. I want a class gathering too. I hope the one at Siew Ting's house will be successful. 4E2 never had failed bbqs. I hope the 0602 one will come soon too. =D

I need to do my Econs essay soon. I feel like doing it actually but econs essay needs a lot of thinking. I'm lazy to think.

Feeling very tireddddddddd......

My Mum is having a mood swing now. What a nice timing. I am going nuts over my EOM now and she's scolding and nagging like dont know what. Everything became MY fault. EVEN the dishes. What the fuck.

Today was a day filled with excitement. FUN. FUN. FUN. =D Lets do it again soon!! I dont how to describe the day. It was busy, chaotic, sweaty, tiring, pretty, filled with love. Heh. =DDDD.

I've recovered. I shall not bother about this matter anymore. But of course, I will not let HER put me down. I still have loads to talk about her. I have a lot of pranks and insults up my sleeve. Hehehe. I'm nice to the majority but I can be evil to irritating people. I'm relieved to see that friends that I made this year are not shocked by my scorn. I was kinda afraid that they might start to feel that I have a bad attitude and drift away. Sorry if I scared all of you. I'm still the same old VOSH(y), (It depends on which you prefer. =/) Dont worry, I wont be so fierce without a good reason. =D

I went lomantic with Jean yesterday. We watched P of the C!! PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN- the dead man's chest. ITS DAMN GOOOD. I dont agree that its not as nice as the first one. There's humour, action, 2 super-duper eye candies, and LOVE. Oh ya, and beautiful sceneries. Breath-taking. I must watch it again!!! I'll rate it *****. 5 stars! Eh, girls watching this show, bring tissue. I fear your nose might start bleeding. HA. You might just drown in your drool. SIZZLING HOT. =/ Ohhhh.. No wonder the theatre wasnt cold...

Its time to pia. I need to complete EOM! I have to do a econs essay.

Oh ya, my grp's lit project will be hung up at the library! Check it out soon.

I have dental appointment tomorrow. I'm lazy to go.

EOM time.

I'm sad and mad at the same time.

Sad:
Alex is leaving. =`( He's going overseas to study. He was my classmate once I entered Zhonghua, to the time I left Zhonghua. He's been like a brother to me. Laughin at the back of the class, singing songs, talking nonsense. AHHH. I'm really sad. But, I should be happy for him 'cause he got the scholarship. I will really miss him. Hope to have a class gathering before he leaves next month. Its tough 'cause everyone is starting to get busy with homework, tests, projects. I'm sad. Super hai.... But I am happy for him.

MAD:
I'm so mad I think I might put her name in here. I went to the library today with Ah Khar to look for TiYing after chinese. Being nice, I went over to say hi to her and the rest. To my surprise, she decided to drop a bomb on me.

She said, without a proper reason, "lucky here no strong wind, or else you will be blown away. hahahha~" One word: FUCK. And so, being the super super nice me, I replied her "if got strong wind then good for you, you so fat/big, sure wont fly away de, hahahhahahahahahahaha~" It was like a stab into her heart. If she trys to be funny with me again, I'll be leaving her crawling on the floor, crying or help. TRY ME.

I'm not trying to be difficult with her. She's the one testing my patience. This is not the first time she is trying to put me down. I'm not someone who can be bullied so easily. But I bet she's jealous 'cause she cant eat fried food for all she wants and not grow fat. I mean, not grow fatter. Come on, eat all the junk food for all you want, no one cares. Just keep eating until you explode. The world will be a more peaceful place after your explosion.

I'll be waiting for you to find trouble with me again. I can take you on anytime. =) I may be small, but trust me, I am more powerful than you. You may be able to flatten me with your blubber but I have more than what your blubber can give you. Bring it on sucker. Let me show you, I'm not a person you can trifle with. Weakling. You're just a pile of unwanted material to me. FATS. FUCKER.

That shit colour font suits her perfectly.
DAMN. She suck.

Seriously, one who dares to insult me must be daring enough to face the challenge of my mouth. If not, just FUCK OFF.

I LOVE MS SERENE OW!

*winks at Serene.
I know you are reading.

Seriously, I miss her like WOAH.
I miss her dirty jokes, and after telling the joke she'll still pretend not to laugh and pretend that she's nt dirty at all.

I miss her sacarsm. 4e2rians can be DAMN sacarstic. Dont offend us or we'll get the whole class to shoot you with verbal vomit. (Mm, actually our gatherings are full of sacarsm as well. I think if an outsider joins us, he/she will leave halfway.)

I miss having literature lessons outdoors! Because we felt hot in the classroom. We were sitting on part of the track. Other class students were running and we were blocking their way but Ms Ow was damn funny. She was laughing-shouting at them asking them about why were they running here and ordering them to run somewhere else. We felt damn dau pai la. =D Protected by Ms Ow.

I miss Ms Ow's stupid promises to motivate us. Like running around the neighbourhood in only her * if we scored well for Lit in our Os.

I miss going back to school before Os to seek her for help. We all be at the study corner and she'll be patient and go through stuff with us although she always said that she wont go through again.

Ms Ow is one of the bestest teacher ever. We used to dislike her lesson 'cause she can be quite strict and she'll know if you are daydreaming and not copying down notes. But, thanks to her, 4e2rians did well in Lit. =D

MS OW, let me express my love for you here.
Seriously, I hope you are reading this.

Cucullus non facit monochum. Something like that. Because of Ms Ow pronouncing it in e damn not pro way, making fun of the way we read, thats why I can remember quotes like this. I cannot remember Dulce's full title till now.

Dear Ow,
I miss having you as my Lit teacher. You made me fall in love with Lit. You gave me the courage to take Lit now. I will not fail you. I MUST WORK HARDER FOR MY UNSEEN. =X But no worries, thanks to you, I scored very well for my essay.

Loves,
Valerie.

I'M DONE!

I know there are people out there cheering for me right now. Heh. =D
This is the best z(h)uowen plot I've ever come up with.

I will read it out to Samuel later.
YEAH.

ZUOWEN KILLS BRAIN CELLS.

I'm not exactly in the mood to blog today but oh well, who cares. I shall still blog loud and proud.

ZUOWEN SUCKS ZUOWEN SUCKS ZUOWEN SUCKS. I'm so glad to have Samuel, Yi Ching and Timole to share this load. But nonetheless, ZUOWEN STILL SUCKS ZUOWEN STILL SUCKS ZUOWEN SUCKS FOREVER.

Tomorrow is another day.

BBQ might be cancelled or postponed.

But Friday is still on.

Might be getting back the last paper tml. GP compre. I hope I pass.
I still dislike Sharma.
But GP lecture was qutie entertaining, especially that woman who was sitting on a man whom I though was a sheep at first.

I miss Samuel and I cant find him that often anymore.
'cause he wants me to study.
So irritating. HA. But its still sweet stuff. =P
I like~

ZUOWEN KILLS MY BRAIN CELLS.

I've recovered. I cant wait for Thursday: o6o2's 1st bbq and Friday: Ah Khar and TiYing day. =D

I realised that Ah Khar and Ti Ying have been playing BIG roles in my life in NY. Despite how disgusting NY is to me, time seems to pass really quickly. Its July already! Crapping and talking non-sense with them really filled up my days in NY. Despite playing so much, we still study (I think). During Midyears, everytime we msged, our last word to each other would be "Jiayou!!" Then after Midyears, we went shopping together despite our obvious difference. They will learn what I like. Oh ya! And that time!!....

I was shopping with them when I saw the prettttty blouse-like-dress. I was thinking if I should buy it and the two of them kept discouraging me. I went back the next day with Ti Ying to buy it in the end. Ti Ying was still discouraging me. Then, one fine day after my birthday, we went back to the same shop and they told me why. They were thinking of buying that for me on my birthday. So sweet right? Hahahaha. Till now, I can still laugh at the fact that they could think of this kind of idea.

I wonder what brought the 3 of us together. Especially Ti Ying, I knew Ah Khar since orientation but as for Ti Ying, I really wonder why. =P But I'm happy for have such great friends.

And its so nice to know that your two gooooood friends have no CCA as well. HAHAHA. =X Our testimonial will look horrendous. Okay, no. We'll get a CCA soon. And it'll be so much fun 'cause we'll be in the same CCA!

There are a whole lot of things to talk about the two super obasangs. But I'll leave the rest for next time. =D

Ny is less ugly with them. Of course, there are others who make NY a lil more beautiful. There's DORY who is really sweet and nice all the time. There's my all-time favourite, Jean. There's 0602 and so many ZHSSrians. =D I'm kinda looking forward to school tomorrow.

Okay, enough thanksgiving.

GET WELL SOON YICHING!!

"HAR?!" the word of the (yester) day =/

That was what Ah Khar first said when we told her the flower was for her. Ha!

Ah Khar was touched by TiYing and my lil' act of kindness and concern. Heh. To Ah Khar: grow the sunflower well horrr...Next year when we go to your house, make sure its still alive. We dont want to see it decomposed already. Heh.

Even though I was feeling sick, I see Ah Khar and TiYing then I really feel much better already. Laugh until cannot take it. Especially the tap and the "Wah, KL so lomantic ar!" hahahahaha. Laugh until buay ta han. =/ And the ah soh, just to save her face, she decided to make me lose face. She was holding the flower when people started asking who it belonged to, and she said "valerie's!" and Yip went "Samuel give de arr..." with that cheeky grin.

Anyway, because of the chinese test, I had to drag myself to school yesterday. So, I went to school just for one lesson. It felt terrible. I think I was first to finish the test. I couldnt be bothered with it actually. Just get it done and I'm off to sleep. I struggled as the lesson continued. I didnt want to look sick so I had to put on a brave front and fight with myself till the end of the lesson. I decided to not go for literature lesson at the end of the day as I really couldnt take it.

Oh ya, when I was flagging for a cab to take me to school, there was this stupid old woman who cut my queue. She took advantage of the fact that she's old to take advantage of me! How dare her. It was raining and I was in the rain with the flower, flagging for a cab desperately. And when a cab was slowly down to stop for me, this old woman decided to stand in front of me and pretend to flag. So the cab stopped, and the old woman hurried into it, leaving me there. DAMN. I'm going to get her the next time. =/

Back to the main topic.

I went home to sleep. But the constuction going on downstairs kept waking me up. I woke up feeling like SH*T. I think what Jerald used to call me would fit me perfectly: Wobbly. So, I decided that maybe watching tv would make me feel better. I watched MTV after MTV, waiting for someone to come home to save me. (I was home alone.)

My Mum came home first and gave me an orange pill that subsided by fever.

I went to see a doctor in the evening. Samuel went with me as he was going to have wushu nearby. The doctor was shocked at how red my throat was. She looked into my mouth and exclaimed "Woah, very red lehh. Is it very pain??" It was 2 days ago, but it's much better already. She took my temperature and said I was having a fever, I told her I took the orange pill a while ago and she went "Wah. Then just now must be much higher." Oh well, I AM SICK.

Samuel sent me home and gave me a BIG hug. Ha. =/ I was quite ugly yesterday, my hair was all over my face, my shorts were so old and out of shape. Come to think of it, why did I even agree to let Samuel see me? When you are sick, you dont really think well.

It was very tough sleeping last night. I would fall asleep then wake up suddenly because of something I was thinking about in my dreams. The first thing I was thinking about was if Samuel's wushu lesson has ended. Then it was if Samuel was home already. And the rest were just some thoughts and nightmares.

I am much better already. Dont worry about me. My family is going SHOPPING later and they are leaving me home alone. AH. Nevermind, I'll do my homework later.

My ears are clogged up with air. Its quite irritating. Its okay if both ears are blocked, if only one is, I'll have this cannot-balance feeling.

Okay, thats it. I'm okay and I cant wait for next Friday!! =D

Samuel wont teach me magic. But its ok.... =P I'm going to disturb him later for not being in action for the whole day.

I have nothing to blog about actually.

My fingers hurt from helping my sister fold stars. She cant fold them properly so it very tough to press her stars into shape. My dad pressed one and he was like "damn difficult" and my Mum couldnt do it. And so, my Mum decides that I should do them all. Wth. My fingers really hurt la. I didnt know folding stars could be a torture.

I hate doing housework.

Class photo was kinda fun today. But it was not really the feel-like-doing-what-then-do-what kind. Perhaps the photo will then turn out better like that. I hope so!! Heh, 0602 loves funny poses. Its like the story kind of photos. =D

4E2 has a different way of taking photos though. We just do what we like and we wont look like we are seperated into groups. We take the photo as a whole. Thats cool about 4e2 pictures. =D Oh noooo. I'm 4E2-sick again!

What else....

Ah Khar is a lao ah ma. Whahahahaa~

I went home with Dory today. =) Long time since I took 156/53 with someone. Heh.

Timole passed his literature.

I AM BORED.
I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL.

I cant wait for next thursday and friday and saturday and sunday. =/

Talking to Ah Khar and Ti Ying is fun. We were talking in the library today and we got so carried away. Especially.... Ah Khar's super big bread and the 3, 6, 9 KTV thing. Hahahaha. =/ We cannot stop talking, then laughing at stupid stupid nonsense.

Okay, I'm kinda bored already at the thought of: THERE'S SHARMA'S LESSON TOMORROW. DAMN.

Eh, if you not someone who agrees with self praise, please dont read the following.

I passed Econs. It is possible! I got 58 for it. I actually did so well for a subject I've not taken before. I could actually pass it nicely. Good job, Valerie. Keep it up. I'm hoping for nice GP results now. I passed the rest of my subjects already. How nice if this is the Promos. =/

Next thing I have to do is to PUT SHARMA DOWN. 0602 F1's WE MUST SHOW SHARMA OUR TRUE COLOURS!! =D

CT time was fun today. It was full of rubbish with Jo, Dory, Jean and Bao. Ha. YEAH We are having a BBQ next week!! FINALLY, a class gathering thing. =D At least there's something to look forward to now. So sweet that everyone didnt decide to have it on the 8 August. =D hahhaa. I have a BIG thing going on on that day.

Okay, I met Timole today at Causeway Point. Concidence. He was withdrawing money. He is a poor fellow. Girls, he might seem rich but apparently I'm wealthier than him. Whahaaha~ Okay I shall say THANK YOU to Timole for being SO NICE today. He walked around and talked to me while I ate my hotdog bun. Why does everyone think he's shy? I still think he's far from it. =/ If you would love to read Timole's side of the story, please feel free to visit his blog.

Samuel came shortly. We walked around the mall and soon we left for Ang Mo Kio. I couldnt help but keep telling Samuel about my results. Hope he's not sick of it. Oh yes, SAMUEL IS PROUD OF ME. =D I was feeling kinda restless and tired after a while. It happens whenever I go all the way to Woodlands. Argh. But, Samuel, being nice and sweet, sent me home. =)

Tomorrow will be another day. Boring... =/

I must start preparing for THE day.

Damn, I'm addicted to doing MAGIC. hahahaa. Thanks to the PINK deck of poker cards, I'm learning tricks to cheat lil kids. The 1st kid to be cheated is.... my sister. =/ She was so amazed. Now I understand the immense satisfaction in Samuel whenever he tricks me. But I'm nice and so I taught my sister the few tricks I know. We are off to bluff my Mum soon. Whahaaa..

There's photo taking tomorrow. I wonder if it will be as fun as 4e2 photos... But I'm sure 0602 photo will turn out good. =D

I got 66/100 for my chinese midyrs, if I didnt remember my Oral marks wrongly. Motivation for me to fall in love with Chinese. 4E2 should know how I used to struggle with Chinese and how Cai Lao Shi would make the few of us go for Chinese remedial. We used to wait at the staircase near the classroom and decide "should go or not?? can pon?" Ha. But I'm glad to have Cai as my ex chinese teacher. =D

Oh ya! I'm so glad we didnt have to change our current chinese teacher. This means....we can continue sleeping in class!!!

Okay, thats all for today. Today was quite a fun day. I was kinda loony during math lesson. It was too cold. But, I made people laugh. =/ At least I did something beneficial~

For those who didnt do that well for midyrs, dont worry k? Afterall its just only 15% added to the Promos (for ny students). Continue to work hard yea? I'm sure all of us can do it!!! =D We will all be promoted at the end of this year.

Actually, my promos is coming in about 2mths+ time. SIAO. Mad Rush. I'm still in extreme holiday mood. I've not studied for my chinese test tomorrow. HA, and I just said I am motivated to love chinese. =/

I'm thankful to have Samuel telling me "I believe in you. You can do it." before, during and after my exams. Ha. Naggy but very nice~

Its so sweet seeing friends being happy for me. =D
I'm still missing 4E2. But I'm liking 0602 peeps too. =D
I start school late tomorrow. =D
I got a pretty present from Yun Ting just now. =D
I woke up to Samuel's voice just now. =D
I'm falling in love all over again. =)

DAMN. I'm such a happy person. hahahhaa.

Pardon me, I've not written enough about yesterday. You can skip the following 'cause I know it can be quite boring. =/

Samuel bought popcorn yesterday at the esplanade. As I was searching for TiYing, Samuel was feeding me with popcorn. Ha. He was like talking to himself, "eh, this one quite sweet." Then he'll feed me with it. He will leave the popcorn with seeds for himself.

Who can resist a guy who only picks the sweet and seedless popcorn to feed you?
Hahahahaa..

I know why I was so happy yesterday. I got to be myself and be loved at the same time. I was allowed to spit popcorn seeds on the floor right in front of Samuel and still laugh hysterically about it. He fed me with a popcorn that has a seed accidentally.

DAMN. I'm getting so girly here. =X Ha.

I bet you people didnt know how sweet Samuel is. =)

HAPPY 23TH MTHSARY to Samuel and I. =D

Just 1 more month to.........=D

I had a very happy day today. Surprisingly, shopping wasnt the best part of the date. I didnt buy anything, amazingly. Samuel bought stuff. He bought a deck of PINK poker cards for me. I never knew poker cards could be so pretttty. DAMN NICE. I FREAKING LIKE IT. Very chio. He promised to teach me magic tricks soon. =) Then, I can go around cheating people. Heh.

Dental appointment was scary. Maybe I'll have a nightmare of it tonight. It was pain. pain pain pain. pain. pain. I was about to grab the dentist hand to stop her from hurting me but the 2 nurses and the dentist, herself were screaming "dont!! wait waitt!!!" I was in so much pain that I wasnt lying straight on the chair. I was kicking my legs in mid-air. Okay, not that bad. But it was fu*king pain.

TiYing and her Ahem were at a lomantic place so Samuel and I went over to catch them in action. However, there were so many people there and it was getting dark so we met up instead. HEH. I saw Ahem at last. After all the talks about him, I met the REAL ahem. HA. For the sake of TiYing's privacy, I'll leave his name as Ahem. He's okay. He seems like a good person. He looks our age. HEH. Ti Ying must be floating in happiness when she reads this. =D All the best to them~ =D I cant believe she msged Ah Khar immediately after she left us. So excited. Haahhaha.

I wonder what did they do after that. winks. =P

Samuel and I then went for dinner at the rooftop food court. Ha. I like going places where we went before, brings back memories. We were still recalling why were we there the last time. It was after our exam last year. We were wearing our school uniform. =)

Then we went for a walk. Ha. Lomantic walk. =/ I enjoy doing stupid things with Samuel, like running across roads and racing down stairs and arm-wrestling in a different way. Ha. I want to continue playing silly things with Samuel. =)

We took the train home and I kinda fell asleep unknowingly. Luckily, this time I didnt drool on Samuel's shirt. HA. Cant believe I did that before. =/

We met Mitchell on the way home. He was quite blur.

Okay, thats it.

I love Samuel. =) Happy mthsary to us.

I had so much fun yesterday at the bbq. Even though a few of us couldnt make it, the bbq was still a SUCCESS. =D THANK YOU YICHING. THANK YOU EVERY 4E2RIAN. THANK YOU SIEWHOON. =D

It started off with Me waiting for Siewhoon at Serangoon Interchange. But SeeHwee arrived the earliest, then Belinda and SiewTing. We went to buy tidbits and continue waiting for a few more. Audrey, Nicole, Regina, Ed, Joseph and Yu Ting came soon. We hopped on bus 315 and reached YiChing's house shortly.

Jerald and TX were there already. We reached there and we staretd eating. Everyone was commenting on how organised this bbq was and that this is the first bbq with PROPER food. Heh. =D Hotdogs were damn nice.

We then gathered around to chat and catch up with each other's life. Belinda always kena suan by me. Poor thing. Heh. Andrew was not any better. Everyone was suanning him. But he's okay with it. He enjoys disturbing me as well. =/ I put Hong Kit's shoe in the middle of the road yesterday. Heh. =P Jerald made silly songs of Samuel and I again. I'm used to it though. I can somehow predict what he's going to sing next.

A few of us played silly hand clapping games. Its not exactly a game. It was just full of stupid rhymes and A LOT of laughter.

I had a good time yesterday, despite how sticky and sweaty I was.

The photos we took yesterday must be damn unique. Everyone was like all over the place and Yi Ching's bro just went "3,2,1!" We were not ready but he just took the picture anyway. Heh. Thats good, 'cause we'll never stop moving. We're too active.

I enjoyed everyone's company yesterday. Andrew's sanitary cap. Hong Kit's story of the needle and the infected bladder. Ian's small hotdog joke that hai me got attacked by Andrew. Mitchell the flasher. YuTing organising chalet. Jerald and his guitar and stupid snake-fights with me. Edward and Joseph in yellow shirts. Delin sitting around. SeeHwee's BIG hug. Belinda's lame questions. Colleen and JUDO!! Regina in NY uniform too. =/ Sharon with her black belt drawings. Hen in short shorts. Audrey's nice SA uniform. Nicole with her makeup. SiewTing's shoes with bad shoelaces. Sylvonne and her one contact lens and her BIRTHDAY. Nura's nice laptop. Siew Hoon and her latecoming. Mrs Ngiam with her funny pose. (Hope Jerald will send everyone that photo. Heh)

AND TING XUAN AND YICHING! =D

I seriously hope I didnt miss out anyone. If I did, please tell me.

I LOVE 4E2. AHHHH. WE WILL CONTINUE TO BE UNITED FOREVER. =D 4E2RIANS: FRIENDS FOR LIFE.

BYE BYE MID YRS! =D
HELLO BAD RESULTS!

I made stupid ridiculous math careless mistakes today. I cant blame myself for not studying hard enough, I just have to blame myself for not focusing while doing the math paper today. =/

Chinese listening was alright. The stories were so nice, that they put me to sleep. I was dozing off when they repeat the stories for the second time. Before listening, Ah Khar and I were very HIGH already. We were laughing and laughing. Heh. Then after the paper, we blasted off to the toilets. Almost-burst-bladders.

We met up with Ti Ying and Joanne and we left for Orchard. We caught Scary Movie 4. Yes, its down right lame but as the midyrs are over, we entered the theatre very HAPPY and left the theatre even HAPPIER. Ha. I think the President in the movie was funny, especially the old leather coat thing, with buttons. This season of Scary movie is full of butts. Oh ya, the blue berry boy from Ju-on is freakiiiiiiiiing cute. =D Gothic. The black stuff around his eyes. hehehe.

We went walking around Heeren after that. I am SOOO tempted to do serious shopping. I want to buy so many many many many many things. Freak. I'm addicted to shopping. Ha, how very unhealthy.

We took neoprints today. First time taking neoprints with 0602 peeps. =D My very first time. Heh. There were many ridiculous shots again. I think I look good, retarded. =/ Heh.

I had fun today. And I'm damn reluctant to go to school tomorrow. Can I pon? Can I pon school for the rest of my life? =/ Timothy taught me a way to pon school. His bro is in NY and he pons school very often. I must master the skills of ponning. =D I dont want PE tomorrow. Argh.

• I want shopping.
• I promise not to be angry with Samuel anymore.
• I want a happy relationship.

Yi Ching!! Reply me k? =D

Its weird how I blog more when I'm having my exams. When I go blog hopping, I realised that many are not blogging so much anymore. Midyrs~ Mine will be over tomorrow, and I'm damn excited. DAMN.

I'm going to have a whole lot of fun this week.

4E2RIANS!!! This Thursday evening: Yi Ching's house. BBQ. (Its a bit last min ar?) Yi Ching and Ting Xuan are leaving this friday, so lets give them a class gathering. =D Hope majority of the class will be there. I know its tough to have all of you there 'cause its afterall a weekday night and there's school the next day.

I can never get enough of 4E2. Its like the people are all very enthu and willing to help. Like when I seek Yu Ting for help to inform the guys, he agreed immediately and informed them straight away. =D Siew Hoon too! She was like " Okay, I inform the first half of the class and you inform the 2nd half, then we can tell them about the yr end chalet as well!" =D Heh. We're all excited people.

TOMORROW. 1st group outing I will be going with some girls from 0602. I've only been out with TiYing and Ah Khar and Jean before only. Hope it'll be a blast tomorrow. =D I wonder who's going and where are we actually going. HA. But who cares, I must be out tomorrow. =D

This coming weekend, I'm going SHOPPING with SAMUEL. I must buy a lot a lot of new stuff. I must spend money. (I wonder why girls get so happy about spending money.) I MUST pamper myself for being such a good girl for the past few days. Eh....

But, before all that can happen, I must go through math paper and chinese listening. DAMN chinese listening. I just hope I will be able to focus on what the radio has to say and not fall asleep. I hate it when the radio repeats itself all over again. So you have to hear the boring chinese stories twice. I'll get super impatient.

Okay, I shall go look at my math notes now.

I took the neoprints from Yiling's blog. =P I had a great time on Friday. I must blog about it.

After lit exam, Jean n I made our way to Zhonghua. Its been a long time since we last walked together, happily chatting. I saw many many 4e2rians at Zhonghua. Its really heartwarming again to see 4e2rians coming together without planning it. Everyone just gathered together at the back of the hall durign the performance. YICHING and TINGXUAN were there too. Rare visitors~ =D I got to hug YiChing after so many overseas conversation with her online. Its weird how we get even closer when she went overseas. She has become the person whom I confide in most of the time. =D Cheers to you, YiChing.

After bouncing around with Jean (hehehee), we started taking photos. =) Check out the photos at YiChing's blog. I have a group picture under my profile. I LOVE 4E2. I really miss the past we shared together.

Jean and I then left for school again for our chinese oral. We left with many good wishes. Its very ncie to hear 4e2rians shouting "GOOD LUCK!!!" and cai lao shi wished me good luck too. =) I was damn reluctant to leave. DAMN reluctant.

Oral was alright. The qn was manageable but the teacher dont seem to understand me. I really hope what Jean saw was right, about the teacher nodding while giving me my marks. =/ Its like the only ray of hope I have.

After Oral, Jean and I slacked at the 58 busstop while waiting for YiLing's arrival. Long time since we 3 slacked together. We did stupid stuff but in e end we still manage to reach Orchard. For the details, pls refer to Yi Ling's blog. When we 3 are chatting, we are oblivious to the surroundings. hahaha.

We went shopppping. Jean and I got pretty tired after a while. But it was still an enjoyable day. We took pics~ Some shots were quite ridiculous but we really had fun. =D

LETS GO OUT AGAIN!! =D
4E2!! LETS GATHER AGAIN!! =D

I am feeling bad now. SUPER bad. I'm feeling guily for what I've done. Its because of my guilt that I confessed to him. Perhaps I shouldnt have confessed, 'cause when I did, he got angry. I've no right to throw my usual tantrum and get mad at him. Its indeed my fault this time. I dont think before I speak. I need to let things process through my brain before I open my mouth. I'm sorry. I'm feeling weird now. Its usually me getting angry at him but this time round, things are different. I feel guilt piling on me. I dont know how to make things better so for the time being, I should just not make things worse. I cannot do anything now. My mind isnt with me. I'm sorry. I didnt know it will turn out like that...