Slow down.
Lets slow down
and start going backwards.
Monday, May 30, 2005!
HandWritten on; 9:09 PM
chinese o's is over!!
omg.
it kinda suck..
went to orchard with yl n jean!!! =))
soooo loooong since our last outing..
hehehx..
talked talked talkeddddd...
soo nice..
toked nonsense..
i was soo into pulling red string for them..=P
hahhax..
jean bought a new lil wallet..
yl n i were thrifty..=P
didnt buy anithing..
i need to save..
OH MAN.
i wan e nike bagggggggg..
its oki..
i shall resist temptation..
see i am sooo noble..=)
i`m indeed proud of myself..
didnt bring my phone todae..
felt soooo weird..
i got home and i got like 7 missed calls..
4 new msges..
woah.
i need my phone..
alot.
a whole afternoon w/o is was BAD.
was totallie cut off frm ahem.ahem.
ha.
yea so jean yl n i jux kept toking n toking..
there was dis lady dat suck though..
"dun u have a mother?"
she was giving out leaflets on mammograms..
jean declined e offer..
den she said dat.
how rudeeeeeeee..
met nicole siewho0n n xf at far east..
fate~~ =P
its nice scaring nicole!! muahahaass..
there's sch tml..
why cant we hav like a short break or sth..
mayb like 3 daes off?
woah. dat wuld b sooo coool.
but no.
arghs.
lit play is e oni xciting thing..
hope it`ll turn out gd ba..
hopeeee.
jean is toking nonsense to mi online now..
muahahahaax..
i`m going to blackmail her!!
youburiedmealive. [-#1831] solongandgoodnight says:
y u jealous tt u cnt smell my -censoredd- right??
needlovetolastforever -sammificated- =) says:
i mux post dat in my blog.needlovetolastforever -sammificated- =) says:
HAHAHAHHAxneedlovetolastforever -sammificated- =) says:
blackmail!youburiedmealive. [-#1831] solongandgoodnight says:
ahhhhhhh!! noooooooomuahahahahahaxxx..ehh i did e -censored- portion of cox..
so kind of mi. =P
wanna noe wads e -censored-?
ask mi. i`ll tell u!!!!
Saturday, May 28, 2005!
HandWritten on; 3:36 PM
Jamie Cullum: Everlasting Love`Hearts gone astray, deep in her when they go.I went away just when you needed me so.You won't regret, I'll come back begging you.Won't you forget, welcome love we once knew. Open up your eyes, then you realize.Here I stand with my everlasting love.Need you by my side.Girl to be my pride.Never be deniedeverlasting love....From the very start open up your heartfeel that you've fallen in, Everlasting love....need love to last foreverneed love to last forever need love to last foreverneed love to last forever....I need a love to last forever`~wad a nice song =)
i nva knew perfect10 played dis song..
until i heard it last nite..
omg..soooooo nice
i am waiting by e radio to hear it agn`
my official fav song.
my blueblack is almost gone..
=)))
hehehx..
its jux 2 more daes and i can vomit out all e chinese stuff..
i mux use dis 2 daes to absorb more..
so dat i can puke more stuff out on mon..=/
oki i shall go now..
gone
to
slp.
how ironical.
Friday, May 27, 2005!
HandWritten on; 10:10 PM
i love chinese sooo much dat i'm going to puke~
oki i typed so much jux now..
but it all vanished..
ohhhhh sux.
wasted`
dats too bad..
i`m too lazi 2 retype..
my dae: =))))))
hehehex`
Monday, May 23, 2005!
HandWritten on; 4:32 PM
i`m to0 lazi to move..
too lazi to do my homewrk..
too lazi to continue reading chinese..
too lazi to think abt tml..
jux plain too lazi..
yawns.
yuting jux sent mi sth stupid..
realli.
hahahhahax =X
ate cha kuay tiow n icekachang jux now..
jux to keep mi occupied..
hahhax =P
samuel is playing bball..ball veri fun arh..hurry come back!!!!i`m veri verii veriii veriiii bored.arghs.i`m going to bite ur head off when u come back. =Xsch agn tml..
chinese stuff agn..
ya for our own gd..
i pay alot of attention in e audi lorr..
i will cont to do so dis wk..
i wan to show cailaoshi i can make it de..
ehh..
i mux yan xing yi zhi..
do wad i sae..
but i`m too lazi la =P
thank u yiching for entertaining mi now..
hehehx..
u soo gd can go overseas next yr..
i oso wann =(
i dun like living here..
sooo arghs.
but i mux bring
samuel along =X
yip cnt receive e mms!!
ahhh...
u mux receive!!!
damn funnie..
hahahahx
HOT FUSS.
Sunday, May 22, 2005!
HandWritten on; 11:16 PM
shoppping was great.
went to taka. den to heeren. den to far east..
walk walk walk..
den ate..den walk..den ate agn =X
funnnn dae with sis n mum..
=)
ehh is everyone mugging for chinese now?
hahax..
tell mi u are..
den i will panic and start studying..
correction to ytd's post:
e gucci watch is $1,190/=
nt $190/=
woahh big diff arh..
hehehx..
pppl!! my bdae's cuming!! =P
its like ermx..1mth's++ time..
woah..dats like soo so0n.
cant wait. =X
i`m going to b 16.
wahhh..
samuel mux b happilie eating..
eat more!!
eat till u xplode den u noe..
hahax i`m so meann. =)
i got nth to do now..
e bumbum nt replyin mi..=/
roarrrs.
oh well..
i`m nt cutting my hair tml..
i shall wait till a lata date..
i`ll go sneak out to cut my hair..
muahahaaa~
=P rebel.
sryy yl n jean!!!!
ps u all..
my actions are deeply regreted.
getting chem paper on tues..
perhaps emaths too..
gd luck to mi.
and fellow 4e2rians..
i jux wan a pass and i`m satisfied..
see i`m nt greedie..
mr brightside still rox.
oki now wad?
!
HandWritten on; 2:50 PM
is everyone studying chinese dis wkend?
c0x` i am not..
cant bring myself to..
oh well..
going out so0n..
with sis n mum..
shoppingggg~
see i`m nt going to studie..=X
i miss samuel.i miss samuel.i miss samuel.hahahax..i`ve got no idea why =/=) veri l0ved.i`m soo in love with Mr brightside..damnn nicee..
the killersssssssssss~
jealousy, turning saints into the sea.swimming thru sick lullabieschoking on ur alibisbut its jux the price i paydestiny is calling miopen up my eager eyescox i`m mr brightsidehehex..yupp nice rite?
rite. =P
have been sneezing all dae..
throat kinda sore..
oki no!
i cnt fall ill.
NO WAY.
i feel as if i`m tokin to myself.
hi vosh.
=X
Saturday, May 21, 2005!
HandWritten on; 7:46 PM
=))
being kind n veri nice..
samuel pei mi for my dental appt todae..=)
de dentist chnged e colour bands on my braces..
`at last!!!
she didnt chge it for like a few mths le..
cox i refused to wear my rubberbands =P
i got pinkbands on my braces!!
we went to eat cheesefries aft dat..
i wanted to eat chicken badly..
but my teeth was soo
damn pain..
oki its still
VERIVERI pain.
u cnt imagine.
i fell in love with a
gucci watch..
mm..$190/=
sick price.
hahhax..
actuallie i found alot things i like..
i shall go shopping so0n!!
aft chinese Os mux jio jean n yl out..
shopppppppppping =P
aft walking for a short while..
we left for bugis..
cox i had tuition..
kind samuel pei mi to bugis =)
last lesson of tuition todae!!!
rejoice!!!
but i`ll miss tuition lessons on sat..
cox with tuition..i get to go out..=/
oki i`ll miss my tuitionmates and tcher too`
samuel cldnt wait for mi..
cox my familie wil b fetchg mi..
hahahx..
aft tuition..
familie n i went to j8.
i bought the killers' album!!
timothy!!! jealouss? =P
den we went to eat at din tai fung..
e xiao long bao veri cute =X
hahahx `
yum yum yum..
to0k pics with my sistaa..
hahahx..
waste money agn~
e cast of -yuan lai jiu shi ni- were at j8 too..
they were looking for some single men..
den let dis lady choose..
sth liddat..
left aft a while..
soo dats my dae..
i`ve yet to start studying chinese..
cant find my sec4 handbk..
darns.
`leumasssimi
=P
Friday, May 20, 2005!
HandWritten on; 9:58 PM
happie bdae edward sistaa!!wad an interesting date todae..20.05.2005didnt noe dat till chinying told mi..
woahhh...
yiling sistaaa is back agn!!!
yeahhhhhhhhhh!!!!yiching came back todae as well!!
welcome backkkkkk!!!
i shouted "chinyingg!!" when i saw her..
den i was like -opps-
call wrongly..hehehx..
darn malu`lessons as usual..
physics..i still went to try to get more marks..
mrs ngiam is stubborn..
oh mann..
ms yam asked mi ans qn on e board todae..
she is scarie. =X
but i got it correct aniwae..
easy qn..
chinese ssp..
mi jessica hen had to sit awae frm our klass..
dun like!!!
i wan to sit with e2!!
we are e guai kias in e audi..=P
aft sch..
jean yl mi went to eat dou hua..
nicenice..
so long since we slacked like dat agn`
edward came to deliver jean's stuff..
so he sat with us too..
jean n i like 3 gu 6 po..
tok tok tok..
mon cut hair arhh!!!
rmind mi..=/
ppl dun luff aft i cut my hair horrrr..
yl mux rest moreeeee k..
slpslpslpslpslp!
learn frm mi maaaa...=P
u`ll b betta so0nnn!!
yl to0k bus 81..
jean ed and mi to0k 53..
jean left aft a veri short while agn..
as usual..
toked to edward sistaaaa..
he's going to hav dinner with mum at j8..
wonder if they got go -ding tai feng- to eat nt..=P
to0k 54 and i`m home le..
played with dolls with sis..HAHAHHAx`
we tired to dye dis doll's hair..
but we were unskilled =X
e colour didnt stay on e hair..
oh well..
gd xperience =X
i wan to sign into msn..
but they forcing mi to d/l e latest msn..
how meann..
going dental appt tml..
how boringg..
den tuiiton...
when e rest celebrating edward's bdae..
oh well..
even if i no tuition no appt..
i might nt go =P
sucka's there.
hahahahhx
ANTI!!! =P
we are meanies..
dun mess with us. e ANTI!
oki i`m rotting now..
i miss
censored censored censored censored.HAHAHAHx
Tuesday, May 17, 2005!
HandWritten on; 10:23 PM
oh man. i jux woke up...
no one woke mi..
so i jux slept.
now wad?
if u dun feel like toking..den wads e pt of being there in e 1st place..lo0king at ur pen..learning ur tingxie..when i actuallie purposely missed my bus..cox i tot i wasnt reallie nice leaving u alone b4 dat..tml will b another sucky dae.
chinese aft sch agn..
oh well..
mux start studying chinese le..
but i cant even bring myself to do my homewrk now..
how lazi..
oki wad shuld i do now..
mayb i shuld jux head back to slp..
gastric pain agn..everytime angry with u den got gastric pain..all ur fault.haiyaaa..
how boringgggggggg..
i shall go slp la..
GASTRIC PAIN!!!
Monday, May 16, 2005!
HandWritten on; 6:27 PM
chinese dae..
e audi was DAMN cold.
DAMN.
i am
not happie with my results..
nt happie.
seriouslie not..
now i`m wried for e other subjs..
pray..
hope..
plss...
i`m nt readie to study agn leh..
hahax
how contradicting..
wan gd results but dun wan to studie..
=/
dun wan to do my homewrkk..
ahh..tml start lessons as usual agn..
how mann..
to yiching: pain mux rennnn k? dun wry abt sch..its fine..=X
okii back to rotting.
Sunday, May 15, 2005!
HandWritten on; 10:18 PM
i saw mw os todae!!!!!!!
HAHAHHAHAHHx!!!!!!!
HAHHAHHX!
samuel luff till tummy pain..
i luff till nt breathe properly..
HAHAHHAHHX!
!
HandWritten on; 10:11 AM
Definition of a beautiful dae: todae. =)
hahahahx`
=)))))
waste so much money on transport..
frm here to there to there and to there..
its nice doing nth at all..
dun need to think of anithing..
jux slack. =)
eadotetucosleumas`ekilihehehx..
kellie was everywhere todae..
how small can spore be..
damn small.
ppl realli l0ve to take photos nowadays..
hahahx..
take and take and take..
=P
oki i love todae.
lalallaa~ =))
getting back chinese paper tml..
hope..
pray..
pls..
il0vesamuel!
Friday, May 13, 2005!
HandWritten on; 7:51 PM
tests over!!!!!!!! yeahhhhh~
hope dun get them back so so0n =X
ehh i studied dis time horr..
eh xcept for amaths n lit nva realli put in effort to studie`
hehehx..
dis wk..
damn tiring ba..
and emotionally nt stable oso =X
hahax..
glad dat e weekend is here~
yunting's bdae todae..
happie birthdayblack fri wasnt that bad ba..jean n yl both absent todae..
so shiok sia..
jean still msg mi telling mi she's bored when i was reading my lit aft sch..
damnnn! =P how i wished i culd feel bored at dat time too..
my sisterr sick as well..
getwellrealliso0n!!still got chinese tuition tml..sucky.
still needa go for some Rc dinner..
sis n dad aint going le..
soo oni mi n my mum..
and hopefully my bro..
cant wait for sundae.
hahahahax
its beeen a looooong time. =P
i shall reward myself with 1 wkend of rest..
oh man..
i love myself soo much =P
jean arhh...when will u recover?
we still got mani things to do de..
no time le!!!
leumasevoliaahahahaum
Tuesday, May 10, 2005!
HandWritten on; 7:19 PM
damn do i hate todae.
arghs.
stop being childish la.
i wasnt angry with u at first cox i tot u were harmless..
now..u know how fearful i am..
and u still wan to continue to provoke mi..
stop it..grow up..get it?
ya..small matter..
but no one can control their fears..
scared means scared.
no one takes it seriously..
oki xcept some who understands ba..
how i noe why i so scared..
like i wan to liddat..=/
bigg thankuuuuu to..
seehwee belinda..jean yunting yl..samuel..
hekming..carena..so concerned..hehx..
audrey made mi luff aft e test..=P
hahhax..bump into sh n belinda accidentallie de..
belinda tried to poison mi with mint!!
=P but it was for a gd cause~
oki i am THIS hum ji.=/
blo0die as*`
arghs.
i hate you you you you and most of all YOU*.
cox u make mi hurt e most.
now i realise.....................................
Sunday, May 08, 2005!
HandWritten on; 9:16 PM
Darius -Colourblind.
Feelin'
blue,
while I'm trying to forget
the feeling that I miss you
Feelin'
green,
when the jealousy swells
and it won't go away in dreams
Feelin'
yellow,
I'm confused inside
A little hazy but mellow
when I feel your eyes on me
Feelin' fine,
sublime
When that smile of yours
creeps into my mind
Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the
light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind
Feelin'
red,
when you spend all your time
with your friends and not me instead
Feelin'
black,
when I think about all the things
that I feel I lack
Feelin' jaded,
when it's not gone right
All the colours have faded,
then I feel your eyes on me
Feelin' fine,
Sublime
When that smile of yours
creeps into my mind
[ch0rus]
Blinded by the
light you shine,
the colours fade completely
Blinded by you every time,
I feel your smile defeat me
I'm colour blind
I just can't deny this feeling
[ch0rus]
!
HandWritten on; 9:07 PM
e wkend alwaes pass soo quickly..
den e wkdaes alwaes take so long..
darrn.
jux 5 more tests..
we can make it de!!
rennnnnnnnn..
sat..
tuition..
shopped for presents..
how troublesome..=/
hahax..
but at least i have ppl to buy presents for..
imagine nt having anione to buy for..
how pathetic rite? =/
had a
loooong chat with
ahgong..
jux went on babbling..
hehex..soo rubbishy..=P
i won. yeaah..
hahahx..u wont understand..
its a
loong story..
samuelisdamncute.todae..
HAPPIE MOTHERS' DAE!!HAPPIE
9TH MTHSARY!!
hehehhex..
napped in e afterno0n..
u forget to wake mi!!!!
how dare uuuuuu..=P
dinner was -
shio0k-
pasta. crispy fired chicken drumstick. large whipped potato.
NO VEGE. =P
hehehx. damn niceeeee..
was studying ss when flies invaded my rm..
those flies dat like to buzz ard e light..
i was playing with them =/
sis joined mi..
tore their wings.
my sis even squashed one's thorax.HAHHAx.
sadistic`
samuel is busy todae..
cnt ntertain mi..
so i mux seek own ntertainment..
gdluck for ss tml!!
all of us can make it de.
yeahhh.
loved:)
Friday, May 06, 2005!
HandWritten on; 10:42 PM
yupp..1 wk jux passed jux like DAT.
1 more wk of tests..
ren!
i`m sooo gonna fail my amaths..
jux dun giv mi single digit..
prayssss..
geog..
i shuldnt hav studied at all..
studied industrialisaion..
did agriculture qn instead..
=X i jux bullsh*tted my wae thru..
realli plain crap.
hahahx..
my ans are like soo funnie lor..=/
oki gd luck to mi.
went to e lib with andrew hhk ian b4 e test..
for last min revision..
which obviously wasnt useful..
cox i did agriculture in e end`
we wanted to get samuel but..
he was nowhere to b found..=P
was lufffingg n luffingg..
e porn abt wrld leaders was damn funnie..
hahahhaax..
den ian's mini char siew bun..HAHAHx.
hhk n ian were trying to bounce it..
hhk's hand cnt coordinate..hahahahhax..
den andrew keep askin us to read geog..
in e end he went "side track a while..lets tok abt life aft e Os"
hahahaax..we were like -_-`
ian n andrew were damn dirty..
full of dirrty tots. =/
we were luffing n luffing..
ian even tot e librarian will ask us to leave..
oki we did study oso~
but wads e pt?? =/
went to eat dou hua with jean n yl aft test..
soooo long since we had such a slackish gathering..
tok tok tok..
so long nva tok to them like dat le..=)
yeahh sistaas still rock. hehehx.
so dats my dae..
samuel went to play bball..
so no 853 for mi todae =P
Wednesday, May 04, 2005!
HandWritten on; 9:26 PM
wad a b*tch u are.
jux freaking shut up yea?
u are jux plainly filled with crap.
get l0st.
physics done.
chinese done.
tml's amaths den fri's geog..
and 1 more wk of testss~
ehh actuallie these are jus common tests..
y make them feel like exams?
verii slpy le..
so cant cont studying..
i jux keep falling aslp..
yawwwns.
may i nt make ani careless mistakes tml.
i will not.
i cnt.
oki nth much le..
cant wait for all these to come to an end.
i dun like exams.
especiallie in e halls..
veri distracting.. =/
i saw mrs koh running ard todae..
damn funnie`
hahahahax.
oki nvmmm~
perhaps i shuld jux slp now.
gdnite to all.
passion's still burnin`
HAHAHx.
Sunday, May 01, 2005!
HandWritten on; 10:45 PM
wahh..
perfect10 jux played -true- den now -ransom letter-..
niceeeeeeeeeee.
in e aircon rm now..
shiok~
weather's been sooo darn hot..
cant take it`
decided to amk dis aft..
aft being lazi all morn..
samuel was e 1st person i saw when i reached..=/
hahahahx
lj hs yj cw left so0n aft i arrived..
they left to play po0l..
i cont learning my chinese lorr..
how boring..
was half aslp..=X
samuel was busy doing his physics..
and msging..
and lo0king for boyfrn..
so i was bored.
hahahax. but was alrite aft awhile..
left to lo0k for lj hs yj cw so0n..
sooo mani bags to carry..
hahahx oki i oni carried one =P
den left for e busstop le..
walked in e drizzle todae..
so long nva feel rain le..=/
to0k bus 852 home..
=)
tests all coming le lehhh..
nt enuff time!!
ahhhhh..
oki dun stress myself le..
i`ve actuallie been studying chinese for e past few daes..
i will go mad.
i realli will.
imagine. studying e subj u hate most..
even though u hate it soooo badly..
u jux force urself to study it..
oh man.
how scarie.
hahahahx =X