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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

i actually finished typing my entry..
but my internet got disconnected..
soo..
damn.

i want to thank the ppl who cheered me up the other day..
yiching.. (she made me laugh with the "come back a virgin horr" hahahx..you will not understand)
belinda.. (she kept saying she's worse den me (but she's not) hehex )
seehwee.. (kept asking if i`m ok) hahhax..
carena.. (kept saying my results arent dat bad)
nura.. (she smiled at me before she left) =P
yl and jean (talked to me before their art lesson and they were late already)
siewho0n (provided tissue paper)
hekming (acted as george of the jungle, i really really burst into laughter)
and a few others..
thankyou very much..

i would like to thank SAMUEL EE CHIN ANNNNNN..=P
i was so sad and was sitting at the back of the klass alone..
den he came in and sat beside me..
making no noise but he made sure he was there.
and he listened to me pouring my sorrows..=X
w/o telling me that he got even worse den me..
i am a very naughty person and i decided that my tears shuldnt b wiped on the tissue paper but on him instead..=X
and he didnt do anything to stop me..
hahahahx..
i vent all my disappointment on him..
but he didnt do anything to stop me agn..
hehehex..
i did alot of nonsense also..a typical person who have left me alone le..
oh yes..
and he bought me a drink..
although he wasnt feeling very gd either..
he still tried to make me happy..
wad more can i ask for..=P
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

ok all sad ppl dun b sad anymore..
we still can make it!!!!
=)

hiking trip..
i ended up sitting with mr liew on the bus for a while..
he is nice..
but he kept disturbing my slp..
when i was abt to doze off..
he starts a conversation..
but it was fine..
he is nice la..=/

den i went at the back to sit with jerald cox nura told me he was alone too..
listened to his ipod..
and "samuel's" fav song..
hahhhaax..

hopped off e bus and we started doing warm up..
i only did the jumping one..
jump jump jump..
it was time for e hike..
it started off ok..
quite relaxed..
was mostly with yunting n seehwee..
alan and hekming were at the back..

walk walk walk..
i had lousy shoes so the stones were really irritating..
soo hard..
=/ of cox stones are hard.

yunting nearly fell alot of times..
hahahax..
seehwee and i saved her..
it was freaking hot..
sweating like hell..
but thankfullly no mosquito come n disturb us..

rest awhile..
den continued..
and we came to the tree top walk..
i wonder wads so scary abt a shaky yet very firm bridge..
hahahax..
many of us were scared..
but sh yt and i were enjoying the shaky-ness alot..

after that is the worst part of the journey..
the stairs!!!
up den down...
and down..
and down...
never ending..
but thank god we were going down most of e time..

continued walking..
and soon we saw our bus..
yeahh!!!!!!

went back to sch..
munched on hazel's potato chips..
yumyumyum..

got back to sch..
saw samuel..
asked to go lunch..
but i refused..
ppl unhappy..
i unhappy..
but its ok le..

i walked to e busstop with sh..
talkedddd..
loooong time since we had private time together..
hehehehx..

and so0n i reached home..
msged samuel..
and soon i fell aslp..

i woke up suddenly and i felt like eating mee pok dry..
went to da bao..
and i`m back home agn..

wad a day..
mayb i shuld hav gotten an MC..
hahax..
its ok..its over already..

sch will end at 230 frm tml onwards..
but we`ll b having dble recesses..
so nt much diff ba..

i`m so reluctant to start studying agn..
ahhhh..
oki i mus.
i`ll start TML.
=D

samuel is at bishan now..
and so am i..
hehehex..
but we're apart..
soo sad..
=X
hahahhaax..

went to granny's..
played com with my lil cousin..
super mario..
shooting game..
bomberman game..
and many more..
den played with baby..
den another baby..
and another..
carried baby audrey..
hahahaax..
weird calling my own relative audrey =X

played and played..
watched zhen qing..
helen and tangming are going to b together..
joan and xiaoan again..
yupp thats abt today's show..

after shui jiao dinner..
i went downstairs with jonathan, jocelyn, uncle, auntie, and wati..
hehehex..
my relatives la..
played with lanterns..
firewrks..
rubberband skipping rope..
carried jocelyn for a while since she was scared of those firewrks with those loud noise..
den we played catching..
i carried her and run ard..
hahahax..
work out..=X

really gd exercise..
carrying baby after baby..

so difficult to contact yiling..
she must hav switched off her phone agn..
and she must be at her ah ma hse..
hahahax..
predictable..=/
i even fix e time with jean le..
first time we get things done ourselves..
hehhee..

i`m kinda hungry now..
not enough shui jiao-s..
hahahax..

msging samuel jean n hhk now..
jean n hhk speed msgers..
hahahax..
samuel is playing with rockets or duno wad..
hahahax..

indeed e moon is really round.

HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL!!
the moon will be very very round today..
oooo..

after watching the news ytd..
i`ve learnt alot..

an old lady actually died after eating 3 mooncakes in a row in a competition..
ppl..be careful when you eat mooncakes k..
its deadly..
scary.
poor old lady..
she actually got the second prize in the competition..

next..
did you noe that if you did not wash that powder pad girls use when they put on makeup..
haiyaa..i duno wads it called..
that pad actually has more bacteria and germs than a toilet bowl..
ppl who use make up..
careful arh..

and one more thing..
its illegal to write racist stuff in your blog..
den i was like asking my dad..
wad if i write "that *** ****** man was so ****** in the bus just now"
he ask me dun action and write that online..
oki i didnt..

see..watching the news is goood for you..

i`ve been slacking like no one's business since thurs..
its nice.
but sometimes i get kinda guilty for resting..
oki i promise i`ll start studying on tues..
=D

going to my granny's hse lata..
its to celebrate midautumn fest..
my ahma is goign to made loads of shui jiao-s..
niceeeeeee..
i cant wait to eat.

going out with jean n yl tml..
yeahh..
its been a REAL long time since i went out with them..
i cant wait..
hahahx..
as jean said "so xciting.."
yes indeeeeeed. =D

wonder if i shuld go for the hike on tues..

msging jean now..
i was msging her last night also..
hahahax..
talking abt burning down bishan park..
skirts..
the outing tml..
relatives..
hugging mums..
hugging me. =P
hahahax..
yea..
there'll b MORE to talk abt tml..
yiling will be there!!
WOOHOO.
i love them like hell.
oh no i`m getting influenced by jean..
lesbian. =X

heheee..

haiyaa..
my nose is killing me..
fluid just keep flowing out..
waste tissue paper..
arghs..

ppl going to bishan park lata..
CAREFUL!
jean the menace will b there..
muahahaaaa~

title: A Tadpole's Promise

A tadpole and a caterpiller were in love. The tadpole called the caterpiller his colourful rainbow and the caterpiller called him her shiny black pearl. The caterpiller asked the tadpole to promise her something. He promised. He promised never to change.

The next time they met, the tadpole grew two legs. "You promised me you wont change,"the caterpiller said. "I didnt want these legs, all I want is my colourful rainbow." And so the caterpiller decided to forgive her shiny black pearl.

The next time they met again, the tadpole grew two hands. "You promised never to change and you broke your promise again." "I didnt want those hands, all I want is my colourful rainbow." The caterpiller then said "I`ll give you one last chance," and she had forgiven him once more.

They met again and the tadpole lost its tail. "You broke your promise again and you broke my heart." And the tadpole said, "All I want is my colourful rainbow..." "But you are not my shiny black pearl anymore." And the caterpiller went away.

The tadpole was very sad. All he thought of was his colourful rainbow.

The caterpiller then went to sleep. When it woke up, everything changed. She became a butterfly. She decided that she should forgive her shiny black pearl and so she went to look for him.

When she went to the pond again, she decided to ask a frog where her black shiny pearl was. But before she could finish her sentence, the frog ate her up...

And there the black shiny pearl sat, thinking where his colourful rainbow went.

-The End-

chemistry is overrr!!!
mcq was better den paper 2..
but e bromine qn arhhh..
not fair..
no displacement ma..

i didnt have enough time for e last 2 qn..
i was left with like 10 mins and i was starting e 2nd last qn..
and so i panicked..
its like e 1st time i had really not enough time..
so i jux rushed thru e 2 qns..
especially e last qn..
i didnt even read e qn..
"draw energy profile diagram"
okioki draw..so i jus drew blindly..
w/o reading draw for wad..and w/o using a ruler..
hahahax..
if i get marks for that..
i`ll be laughing my head off..=/

its just emaths paper 2 tml!!
wo0ho0ooo!!
den fri, sat, sun, mon> school-less!
=D
so excitinggg!!
may emaths paper 2 be nice to do.

i just ate some cheesy bread and i smell of cheese now..
arghs..
nice to eat but not nice to smell..
can someone buy the yam paste bread?
i wan to try to see how it taste like..
yam paste is disgusting enough..
wonder how yam paste bread wuld taste like..
mmmm..yuck.

saw my aunt and cousin at e busstop just now..
i was shocked.
and so was my best fren..
hahahax..
yaa.. i was with my best fren..
=P

wad shuld i do after this?
slp? too early for a nap..
eat? lunch isnt bought yet..
study? erm...

decided not to study after sch with samuel..
i was feeling too lazy..
and i told my mum i`ll b back abit later only..
SORRY SAMUEL.
but nvm he's with some other guys at amk now..
or else i`ll b feeling v.guilty..

thats it..
i just cant wait for tml to end..
=D

i forget to say sth..
THANK YOU SAMUEL!!!
f-y-i: he blessed me with 1mark from the physics paper as he forced me to memorise the defin. of -half-life-.

i should be studying my heart and soul out now..
but..
i`m slacking..
oh man..
oki no..i`m resting..
resting IS impt..
excuses..
okok.
i`ll go study after this..
i promise..=D

having tuition at amk with yiching lata..
1st outdoor tuition..
but i`ll nt b distractive..
or distracted..

its chem tml..
den emaths..
den prelims wuld b over..
i honestly doubt that my results can make it this prelims..
may god bless..
really.
let my results make it for e 1st 3mths..

physics was nt dat gd..
especially e mcq..
i was practically forcing myself to continue doing e paper..
may paper 2 be good..
i dun wan to fail anithing this prelims..
i mean its like THE PRELIMS.
i`m not supposed to fail anymore..
no one should..
oh well..
i`m scared.
freaking scared.

but emaths paper 1 was quite nice to do..
abit boring but it was nice..
i actually panicked at e start of it..
i kinda forget how to multiply fractions..
like wads 1/2 x 1/2
but i figured out that 1/4 wuld b e ans..
phew~

prelims is almost over..
dont think abt wads done..
even if my prelim results arent gd..
i must continue studying..
ahhh..
i must.
-dun bother i`m trying to motivate myself-

i`ll give myself e fri, sat and sun off after e prelims..
harr..3 days only?
sun going to ah ma's hse for "mooncake" festival..
i think i have artclub stuff on sat..
harrr..i`m left with fri to go out..
which is like -_- (pathetic)
oki 2weekends off!
how abt 3?
4 wuld b good.

oki i`m blabbering nonsense..
back to chemistry!!!!!!!

its friday already!
argh.
i wake up too late..
usually i wake up at 6..and now i`m waking up at10..
see 4hrs wasted per day..
w0ah.
conclusion by samuel n i =P

i dun wan to go back to sch..
see those teachers..
those exam papers..
eew.

i`ve nt started revising emaths..
oh no.
i`ve not completed revising physics..
cham...
oki i mus finish physics by today.
and start emaths tml..
oh no..wad abt chem!?
*drops dead*

oki i`m go study NOW.

jean said this:

◆ who are you to tell me if its black or white? says:
i dooooo cherish *herrrr..

*her referring to...........
muahahaaaa!!

yeah i`m starting to study le!!
come on..praise me..=P
cox i went out ytd..
hehehe..

went to watch..
-Red Eye-:
the woman stabbed e psycho man with a pen..
damn disgusting..
she actually stabbed it into e man's adam's apple..
hahahax..
yuck rite? rite.
nth else abt e show le..

ohyaa!
there was this part when everyone was watching e show very closely..
as the killer was in the woman's hse..
den e woman opened e door and there he was!
the killer with a knife in his hand..
*the audience screamsss*
hahahax..
oki really..some ppl screamed..
i tot it was rather amusing..=X

den we left for dinner..
samuel n i was in e train..
very packed..
den e train jerked..
and e indian woman flattened samuel..
hahahax..
oki i`m writing this just to make samuel paiseh..=X

dinner was at e same place..
amk kfc`
besides, its newly renovated so its realli clean..
i like~

i didnt exactly play e whole day away..
i did chem after dinner..
and so did samuel..
i tried my best not to distract him le..=/

oh yes!
there was this lil boy that made laugh in utter amusement..
he said to his mum: "MA!! can i smack your *u*u *ird?"
go figure.
he said that sooooo loudly..
e tot of it makes mi want to laugh already..

to0k 162 home soon..
i was a gd girl ytd..
reached home before it was late..

i had a gd time ytd..
i mean a really gd time..
=D
slept very well..
erm..excluding the goldfish nightmare..
i dreamt that my sister squashed my goldfish..
disgusting..
the goldfish started swimming out of e tank..
it was like swimming in air..
den my sister went to squash it like a fly..
yuck.

jean!! i went out ytd~
hahahha...
even though i tot i didnt feel like going out..

i will kick my bad habit of losing my temper..

i`m blogging again!!
thanks to yiching's great suggestion..
i`ve got something to do now!! =D

i tried to do chinese high phy paper..
omg.
i cannot do alot alot alot..
and i`m just at mcq..
ya still at mcq after doing it for like more den 3 hrs..
hahahax..
oki i get distracted easily..
=P

yiching is so nice to talk to me once i popped online..
hahahax..
i`ve got absolutely nth to do now..
oki perhaps i have..
but i dun feel like studying at all..
arghssss..

i`m home alone right now..
de radio is at volume 11..
usually its like 5 and my mum will complain that its too loud..
muahaaa~

they've gone for my niece's bbq bdae party..
before they went i was like "wad are u guys going to bbq? water arh? HHAHAH~"
den my mum went "ya lor..still wan to swim..swim in e bbq pit arh?"
hehehex..
oki fits e cold weather today perfectly..
rite? =P

zen qing will start in 1hr and 15mins time..
i`m so xcited.
hahahax..
this is wad happens when you got nth more fun to do..
ytd's zen qing ended with xiao an going to helen's hse to get a document signed..
but joanne opened e door instead of helen..
and xiao an went "joanne? when did you return from thailand?"
oki translate it urself..
wonder wad will happen today..

yiching and i are blogging to improve our lit and eng..
hahahax..
see its not a waste of time to blog..
next time if you wan to use the com..
jus tell ur mum you need to improve your eng n lit..
=X
oki i`m bored.

i`m not sure if samuel is still at josephine's hse..
haven msged him for the whole day..
he didnt too..
oh well..
he mux b having alot of fun..

e old feeling is back agn..
e feeling of i`m-not-good-enough..
mayb its true..
haiyaa..
oki when you are bored you tend to think too much..
its tough especially when both of you have completely different interests and characters..
haiyaaa..
oki i`ll stop thinking..

mmm..what else can i blog abt..

oki..
wad shall i eat for dinner lata?
anyone wan to jio me out for dinner?
hahahax..
my mum left a pot of spag for me..
but i ate that for breakfast, lunch..
mayb i`ll eat that for dinner too..

power 98 is playing a nice song..
-scars- by papa roach..
its nice..
but e song does not really relate to me..
-i tear my heart open, i sew myself shut-
ya thats my msn nick..

mmm..wads next?

i miss jean!
hahhahahx...
really really..
and i seriously wonder why..
i didnt repli her though..
she was drenched by e rain..
hahahax..
rain jinx! =P
see its not me..

i dun wan to end this blog entry..
or else i would have nth to do..

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rainy weather..
good to drown myself in self pity..
*groansssssssss

oki i`m done.
thanks yiching for suggesting this blog ntry..
hahahahax..=)

actualli i blogged a really long entry ytd..
but when i clicked -publish post- my interent got disconnected..
so everything's gone..

mmm..
i`ve forgotten what happened for e last few days le..
ehh went to e lib on fri agn..
hahaa..
slack-ed..
i`m a major distraction..
i started reading crappy bks..
-11 ways for girls to have fun-
hahha..

slacked ytd away..
went to j8 for a while with my mum..
j8 is smallll and boring..
i spent e rest of my day tv-ing and painting..
hehex..
its been a long time since i painted..
but it was really fun..

watched - i want a famous face- last night..
e girls are sick..
their boobs so huge le but they want them to b BIGGER..
den they go through so much pain..
one of them end up having tooo big boobs that e duno what mag rejected her to b e cover girl..
sth lidat..
wasnt really focus on the show..
everything censored so nt much content =X

i will continue to slack today..
all i`m waiting for today is zen qing at 4.30..
hahahhax..=X
i dont feel like doing anything else..
family going for bbq lata..
i`m giving it a miss..
xcuse: i need to study
hahahax..

i feel like going out..
but i dont feel like going out..
oh man..
i`m lazy to leave e hse..
but i feel like leaving e hse..
i wan to go out but i`m lazy to get dressed..
so do i wan to go out?
=/

msging jean now..
letting time fade away..
*yawns*

its raining now..
samuel is at josephine's hse..

its been an hr and i`ve done 6phy mcq qns..
i`m so proud of myself..=)

i`m rotting..
time is passing so slowly..

rot.
rot.
rot.