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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

Finally, when tears run dry,
we'll be back together again...

I still cant communicate with the old folks. I must try harder! Tiying said I improved today. Hahahah, I managed to understand this ah ma. She was telling us her grandson is in the 3rd year of Nanyang. She mistaken us for being in NYP. Its our turn to do something on Friday. Sing? I'll hide behind and pretend to mouth the lyrics. Heh.

I'm meeting Jess tomorrow! Tom Yam, here we come!!! =D

I'm sorry to Samuel for being such a #%^(%# these few days. SORRY..

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY.
Or else I'll feel like sleeping all day.
=/

No cycling yesterday but we decided what to make for Christmas already. =)

Oh yes, THANK YOU AH KHAR for bringing my clothes home. Hahaha.

At least we didnt waste time. Just busking in the company of each other. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE 8TH! Sleepover and vcd/dvd watching and late night suppers and secret sharing and PRESENT MAKING. Mass prodution. Hahaha. We'll be Santa's elves on the 8th. I'm FREAKING EXCITED. =DDDDDD

Something Yiling said yesterday kinda hit me. It goes something like this..
"So happy, it feels like we're in Secondary School again. Like when we 3 always go out together..."

And when school reopens, the cruel vicious cycle will start again. The periods of loneliness, the darkness, the self deluding...

I want this holiday to last a lifetime.

Met up with Jean and Yiling last evening. =))) I really miss outings with them. I felt soooo comfortable with them that I didnt want to go home. We all didnt want to leave. Everything was just so nice, the Christmas decorations, the atmosphere, the company... I felt much relieved to know that we are still as close as ever, cause we haven had much time together this year. We actually could talk non stop at Yoshi for quite sometime. Laughing and laughing, talking about serious stuff, talking about our lives and friends now. We walked alot as well. =/

Outings like this make us learn more about each other once again.

We're going to East Coast Park this Monday!!! YEAH. We'll take more photos then, to keep as memory.


Us~


JEAN. HAHAH. She was so willing to pose ytd.

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I did a meaningful thing today. =) I went down to Ngee Ann poly to help in the Amazing race for the intellectually disabled people. I didnt expect myself to have fun initially. I really had fun. Even though the games were not exactly challenging and fun to me, I still enjoyed myself. Yip, Khar and I were seperated into different groups. I was unsure about that at first but soon as I know it, the games ended already. The volunteers and the people of Y.M.C.A are sooooo nice and friendly. The intellectually disabled people are fun-loving as well. They were happy and smiley all the time la. So energetic.

I gave all my sweets that I won in the game to them.

The person in charge of this organisation was telling us not to be physically close to them and not to give them our phone numbers, unless we want to receive phonecalls in the middle of the night. =/ He's nice.

The boy called Ivan in my group was always lagging behind. He was very curious with everything la. He will just stand in front of posters to admire them, look at other people when they were running around. He is fond of tying his shoelaces as well. Must be damn patient with him or else he will wander off by himself.

I cant wait for 2 Dec's art and crafts lesson. Hehehhe. More FUN!! =)

After this holidays, I'm going to be a really kind and patient person. Heh.

I wanna fill my holidays with SAMUEL, like in the past.
=))

I feel proud for being with Samuel for so long despite education in different schools, which made us further away from each other, which gave us less time to meet up, which shaped our minds and characters into something else, which made the difference between us even more stark, which gave us more things to disagree on, which took away alot of our free time, which opened us to more temptations, which added on to our frustrations, which forced us to depend more on our trust and faith.........







which made me want to be with Samuel even more..




I'm preparing for my 3rd Christmas with Samuel already.





=)) Sometimes I think I should be a guy so I can attract many girls with my beautiful language.

TiMOLE asked me what is " orz " online just a moment ago.
I replied "orh?"
He says "Its a man kowtowing."

Go figure.

He's been typing that a gazillion times and thus, my msn got stuck.

Much More.

Grabbing back the past,
back together as "Us".
Emerging anew,
memories of me, her, you.
Giving more friendship;
love at our fingertips.
Secrets uncovered,
pour out the dirt.
Leaning against,
helping in life's maze.

We'll stick through all,
friends, sisters, MUCH, MUCH more.

Valerie.

Out with Yunting, Siewting and Belinting yesterday. Hahah. Met Belinda at Ngee Ann Poly first. I suffered two mosquito bites there. Belinda claimed that the mosquitoes detect an intruder. =/ Ate cupcorn while waiting for Yunting.

Yunting arrived! Wearing the nice shirt and nice shorts and her nice jacket. (= Headed down to Outram to meet Siewting. We managed to trick Yunting into the joke that Samuel told me. Hahaha. Damn Belinda made me paiseh cause she knew the joke already and still pretend that she dont know. So when I asked her, she knew what was going to happen already. Argh.

Reached Outram and Siew still had 8 more stops to go. Took photos while waiting for her. You'll see them later. =/ Every time Belinda and Yunting take any pic together, you just want to laugh la. They are two different people with different poses and different attitudes. Okay, different.

Siewsiew arrived soon and we headed down to Bugis. Long time since I last met Siew. Her hair is longer now. =D And she had earrings on. =D Hahhaa. Still remember how scared she was to pierce her ears last time.

After searching high and low for that particular steamboat place, Belinda finally brought us there. DINNNER TIME!

We ordered again and again cause it was buffet and you can eat all you want. Yunting and I used the chilli hot soup (which I think was damn hot) while Siew and Belinda used the chicken soup. Yunting and I had like SOOOO much mushroom (all types of mushroom) and chinese cabbage. Siew had alot of fish and Belinda had this fetish for EGGs and prawns. =X We had sotong also. YUM. Okay, we had alot more food la. We sang a birthday song to Belinda there and she was damn paiseh. We emphasised her name when singing the song. Hahaha.

Oh yes, and Siewsiew spoilt Belinda's egg. HAHAHA.

I think Belinda was the biggest eater. She ate the prawns. She ate crabs. And she kept complaining of the lack of sotong. Hah. She must be too happy already.

Left the place feeling pregnant. But Yunting and I were still itching for dessert. Hahah. Headed down to Bugis Junction for a lil' while. Yunting and Belinda were ogling at the watches while Siew and I were staring at the earrings. But I got tempted by a watch later. =/ Yunting and Belinda bought watches. Siew and I bought the skull necklace and Yunting couldnt resist so she bought one too.

We went home BROKE. Hahahah. But it is a truely enjoyable day out. Except the heavy laptops. =/ Next stop, Gelare icecream waffle! =)))))))



You dont need a reason to indulge in FOOOOOOOOOOD. Hahaha.


Monkey. Hahaha.


Spiderwoman. =X


Emo.


A.


B. Spot the difference. =X


Belinda and I =))


Yunting and I =))


SIEW!


=))


Me. Unknowingly.


Steamboat! =D


GOOD FOOOD. =D


Damn full. Hahahha.

This Christmas.

Coated in red,
with the green of Jade.
Sprinkled white,
Starry starry night.
Glittery gold wrappers,
handwritten letters,
sealed with a kiss,
(Dont give this a miss!)
Greetings from far,
top of e tree- the star.
Captivating lights,
brightened up nights.
Enchanting carols,
this velvet red rose.
Snuggle up with the love,
now, set free the ravishing doves.
Bring out the hidden passion-
graceful, gentle fashion.

Ohhhhhh.......

Litespeed change password.

Ohhhh.....

I'm in the CHRISTMAS mood already! =))
Thanks to TiMOLE and his logic of snow being a sweet melancholy thing.
Snow = Christmas.

JEAN, WE MUST MAKE XMAS PRESENTS!! YILING AND YUNTING TOO!! =)))

All I Want For Christmas Is You.
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is You...
All I want for Christmas is you baby...

This song is from the soundtrack of Love Actually. I like this version best. =) A lil girl sang this song in the show. And the lil boy was thrilled when the girl pointed to him when she sang "all I want for xmas is YOUUUU~" =DD Watched it with Yip, few years back. YIP, REMEMBER? Hehehe.

And this soundtrack is a present from SAMUEL EE CHIN ANN, before we were together. =))) So you can imagine how blissful I felt then when he passed the present to me personally, with a Me-To-You card. =DD Heh Heh. LOVE.

I cant wait for Xmas, the season of giving and sharing. A season of LOVE. 4E2 chalet is during Xmas period, so FEEL THE LOVE.

Current fetish. =)))))


pretttty.









I saw a few such bags yesterday at Far East. The small blue bag I love was $69.90 la. So ex. =(

But its stuck in my mind. Argh. I hate it when such things happen. ARGHHH.

The Covenant.
HOT lead actor, HOT lead actress.
Eyeballs with fire then turn black.
Quite cool moves.
But, the ending fight between the good HOT guy and the bad NOT hot guy was quite fake. Hahaha. Quite funny actually. =/
I rate the show 3 stars. ***
Not bad. Makes you miss the good old days of playing Street Fighter.

For girls who are itching to see HOT guys and for guys who want to see HOT actress, watch this show. Eye candies galore~ There was this scene when the guys when to shower or sth, but Samuel covered my eyes. HAHAHA. Oh well, covered his eyes when the lead actress was bathing too. =/

Eh, why so many bathing scenes.

Oh ya! When Samuel and I were going up the escalator, there was the 50+yrs old lady in front of him. She was wearing the translucent top and her black bra was so visible. Its like "must well dont wear the top". I asked Samuel not to look and guess what he said..

"I thought its the pattern of her shirt.."

"Its her bra la!" =/

Okay, something like that, I was rather amused at how innocent my boyfriend is. =P

Oh yes, and he told me a joke later in the day. I am going to tell you (whoever you are) when I meet up with you one day. But I MUST tell Belinda, who always asks me for jokes and I cant tell her any. I am going to leave her speechless!!!

I'm going to meet Siewting, Yunting and Belinda on WEDNESDAY! =) I'm VERY excited. We are going to eat gooooooood fooooooood to celebrate Belinda's birthday. Have not seen Siewting for a looong time already and I am looking forward to Wed!

Didint go out with Jean and Yiling or Yunting today. Yunting and Yiling were busy with their school stuff. I had dental appt in the morn and Jean had church in the evening. I felt that we should go out another day and spend the whole day together. We MUST meet up and have fun soon k. I'll be waiting~~

Going to do serious stuff on Monday. =) Discussing about the Othello production and how are we planning to stage it and heading down to Y.M.C.A to discuss voluntary work stuff. I'm really happy about it. I'm going to do something meaningfull soon!! =) Oh yes, and during the 1st week of Dec, I'll be going to have a job attachment to a particular Senior Citizens' Home. I'm going to do loads of good deeds. =) Help them take blood pressure, talk to them, serve them food, help them with exercise, take the ambulance down to fetch the old folks. =D I'm excited.

Okay, seems like a really long post, hope you had fun reading it.

Requested by my sister to do this quiz.

The Last Person That...

1. Made me smile?
Cant rmb. My sister says: SAMUEL!

2. Saw you cry?
my family. Cause I failed Econs and rant about it at home.

3. Went to the movies with you?
Samuel.

4. You talked on the phone?
Samuel.

Would You Rather?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
Tongue, looks cooler.

2. Be serious or be funny?
Depends on situation. I am a very serious person. =)

3.Drink whole or skim milk?
Actually, I dont like milk all the time, have to depend highly on my mood.

4. Die in a fire or drown?
Drown, with the person I love. Muahahaha.

5. Spend time with ur parents or enemies?
What a silly qn, parents.

6. Vanilla or Chocolate ice cream?
Both =)

About You.

1. What time is it?
5:55pm (this is not about me at all. =/ )

2. What is your name?
Valerie.

3. Nickname(s)?
Vosh. I used to have more. Samuel calls me other names too. Hahahha.

4. What is your birthdate?
27 june 89

5. What do you want right this second?
Tomorrow to come quickly.

6. Where do you want to live?
Somewhere only we know~~~~

7. How many kids do you want?
After taking care of my cousin for a few days, I decided I want MANY MANY MANY. Hahahha.

8. Do you want to get married?
Yes, of course. I've planned it all out. hahahha.

Unique.

1. Can you roll your tongue?
Yes.

Others.

1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
twirl, thats the fun of eating spag.

2. Have you eaten SPAM?
eh, is it something that can be eaten? hahah =/

3. Favourite ice cream?
I like them all. Except mint.

4. How many kinds of cereal do you have?
I would love to have oreo Os but my mum refused to let me eat them.

5. What's ur fav type of soda?
I prefer lemon tea.

6. Do you cook?
If you want me to. =) hahaha.

In The Last Month, Have You..

1. Had a crush?
Always had one one samuel.

2. Bought sth?
Oh yes of course.

3. Sang?
...yea.

4. Been hugged?
=))

5. Felt stupid?
I always feel that way.

6. Missed someone?
of course.

7. Danced crazy?
Nope, haven done that in a while. used to do that when painting with Regi and Yiling for SYF.

8. Gotten your hair cut?
Eh, yes, I think.

9. Cried?
yes.

10. Lied?
Eh, I hope not.

11. Stole anything?
I am stealing your time as you read this.

name 17 peeps that might do this quiz..
Wth, 17 is too many.
Do as you please. =)

I miss my baby cousin....

Went to Mr Mao's house yesterday for 0602 gathering. Quite a number went. =) The whole gathering was all about FOOD FOOD FOOD. Chocolate!! But I would prefer milk chocolate. =P

Spent most of the night with Si Hui and Serene. I can practically murder Si Hui for being so lame all the time. It was funny on the way to the bus stop at night, Si Hui was asking Serene to sing a long with her and Serene was like "I cant be bothered" (In chinese). Ha. Serene and I were laughing and laughing that we walked across the road without even looking out. Si Hui was like "This is a road leh!" We didnt even know la. We could have died. Hahahah.

Okay, I have nothing else to blog about.

I need to cut my finger nails. Who wanna cut for me again? =/

Have been babysitting for the past few days. =) My cousin's soooo cute. Seriously, I kinda miss him now. He's a very nice baby. Watches tv like there's no tomorrow. He's only like 8 months but a tv addict already. He likes lying on me. Hehehe. =)))

I'm going to take care of him again tomorrow. I'm so excited and I feel like ponning school to see more of him. Hahaha. Actually, my Dad thinks its a brilliant idea to pon school also. Ha. He was like "Why go school? Go get MC!" I told him an MC is not really needed and he went "Then why go school??" =/ Okay, he's always tempting me to pon school.

Went over to woodlands after Lit today. I spent the Lit lesson ka-jiaoing Ah Khar. So long never disturb her le, it is TIME. Lit is almost totally useless today. Wasted my effort going to school.

Tomorrow will be another day. Geog and econs. Argh. Boring sh*t.

Drowsy Driving

Bloopers!!! - Drowsy Driving Randomness (preview)

All it takes to have new shoes:

1. $4.50.
2. 6 hours.
3. Acrylic paint.
4. Tissue paper.
5. 2 pairs of old ear studs.

Left shoe: Front.

Left shoe: Right side.

Left shoe: Left side.

Right shoe: Front.

Right shoe: Right side.

Right shoe: Left side.

=DDD I'm so proud of them. My babies.

Who said PW cannot be fun?


beautiful scenery


Seletar country club.


Shiok.


Shiok.


Still very shiok.


There was free hair spray. (Before)


(After)


Idiot. Hahahha.


3 of us, Jeannette wasnt at the toilet.


Ms Handsome. =/


Taken today before our presentation and everyone else was panicky but us. =P

More pics coming up after Matt sends me more. =)

Op was kinda cool. I got a feeling we did quite well. I tihnk we excel most in Q and A. It happens when all of us all crappy. I was damn pleased at myself for crapping after side effects of our device. Ha. Crappers are good are some stuff too. =D

We rock, most of the time. Ha.

I shall blog about yesterday.

I met Adeline (0606) on the bus to bishan mrt station yesterday. Didnt know she lives nearby. Nice to have company all the way to Orchard. =) She was going to PS for her job briefing. Everyone is starting to work. Okay, I met Yunting and Yiling was 1hour 15mins late. Hahaha.

Yiling scared us when she arrived. =/

Off we went to far east. No idea why everytime when we go there, there sure is something for us to be interested in. Yunting tries clothes really slowly. You can ask Yiling about it. =P Oh ya! Yiling is a cheeko peh. hahahaha. She peeped at Yunting. Okay, not intentionally. I couldnt see anything I was too short. =X

Yunting bought alot. I shall try to list them, A dress/top, 2 pairs of shorts, a black+white very unique top, a pink tee, a pair of shoes, a belt. These should be all. She went home with like so many bags in her hand la. Yiling bought a nice pair of skinny jeans, bring out her sexy legs. Hahaha. Yunting and I can never be like her. Yunting says "Commit suicide and reborn lor" and Yiling will think reborn as in reborning the hair. Hahaha.

I bought a pair of shorts and a nice top. Some auntie tried that top before me. How could she. Thankfully she looked bad but her other auntie friend still said she looked "ke ai." The 2 aunties tried so much stuff but they still left the shop empty handed, saying that they will think about it first. The poor shop owner was left to pack the whole counter which was filled with the clothes they tried. The worst thing was that the 2 aunties still walked away with the "I'm-damn-rich-and-these-clothes-are-not-good-enough-for-me" face. Yunting saw it too.

Oh well, they must be too bored.

Poor Yiling wasnt in a good shape to shop yesterday but she still went on shopping. =) Maybe the skinny jeans gave her strength. HAHAH =X

Dinner was nice. Thanks to Yunting's horrendous photography skills, we had a lot of laughter. Especially, the photo with Yiling looking scary. I didnt post that pic. Haha. Too bad you cant see it. Yunting took many many many MANY photos of us. Its like every movement she also want to take. =/ Oh well, it was funny. =D Yiling sacrificed buying her new cam for dessert. I paid for dessert while Yunting paid all the GST.

Went home after dinner. Yiling left us as she took the other train. Poor Yiling. Could really see the pain on her face. Hope shes better already.

LETS GO OUT AGAIN SOON!

=D

I'm waiting patiently for Samuel's holidays to arrive. =)

=)) Shopppppppppping. There were much more hilarious photos but I shall not put them here.


$2 worth of art piece.


distaste for fried onions.


dinnnnner~


mango stuff


laughter.


photographer of the day.














lastly....

Big shot.

Ytd:
dental appt.
simlim with Samuel. =D
dinner with family.

Today:
shopping with Yiling and Yunting. =D

Chinese As was okay. Pass-able, I guess. My Op will be on the 9 Nov. No idea if we will be meeting up to rehearse it again. We've never really rehearse together before. We went for the 1st dry run not very prepared. We entered the 2nd dry run, without changing anything. Ha. My group really know how to sneak through. =)

Thats it. Thanks for tagging. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN!!! =DD
Many happy wishes.
May we not drift any further from now.

Oh well, I miss staying back with Jean after school. I miss talking to Jean at the busstop and missing my bus on purpose. I miss going town with Jean and being stupid at the MRT station when the door was about to close. I miss doing stuff with her at my house, like making soap, then going to j8 to give Yiling the nicest soap we made. We used to tell each other how we will visit each other's blog 1st when we blog hop. Actually Jean is one of the few that wasnt from my class but still make up quite alot of my sec sch memories. Yiling, Jean and I used to be like sisters. Going to eat icecream at serangoon gardens after my class bbq. Our secrets were shared with each other. We would stand up for each other. Oh well, the past was oh-so-perfect.

But of course, people move on. People grow and change time to time. I'm fine, just reminiscing the past. =)

Chinese A's tml. GOOD LUCK TO ALL. =D Get it over and done with!!