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Lets slow down
and start going backwards.

Math was better than Lit but not very good.

But there's a particular question I must talk about. THE STUPID CIRCLE QN! I did it wrongly the first time, then when I was checking my work, I thought "Wah, HENG I checked my work! *BEAMS*" Then I drew the circle over and over again to make sure its nice and round. I didnt have compasses with me. THEN THEN THEN...

After the paper, we sat around to check our answers with each other. AND AND AND...

"HAR!? The centre of the circle is not (6,2)!?"
It turned out to be (6,-2). WTH.

The whole world crashed upon me.

There's good news. Yip, this might cheer you up for Lit. Mrs Teo said that so far those she have already marked for Austen, scored either Cs or Bs. So it should be alright. She assured me that mine would be okay. =) But of course, Owen is my main problem..

4 more days to the end of the sh*t. =)
I must study this weekend. I have to study Econs and Geog. Heavy subjects. And there's Lit.
I shall name this weekend: KILLER WEEKEND.

To push that saddening post downwards, I shall blog about nonsense now.

1. I should be studying Math.
2. I cooked today!!! I fried 3 eggs.
3. I ate more than I'm supposed to for lunch.
4. I slept more than I'm supposed to for my nap.
5. Samuel was really sweet to me cause I wasnt happy over Lit.
6. YiChing made me so much better over MSN. Since she's not blogging anymore, I shall blog more about her. Ching rock.
7. Yip, we will pass Lit! WE LOVE OWEN AND AUSTEN.
8. All the best to all for the rest of Promos!
9. TiYing and Khar and I will go out together without our school U, finally.
10. Jean woke me up from my nap thanks to her sms asking "is it insolation or isolation for Pgeog ar?" =/
11. Jean and YiLing and I must go out soon.
12. Not forgetting Belinda and Yunting.
13. 4E2 must make 4E2 chalet go on!
14. I will not retain.
15. Who ever said I will?

=)

I screwed up my Owen paper terribly.
WHY WASNT I THINKING PROPERLY?
WHY DID I DECIDE ON SUCH A DISORGANISED PLAN?

I could have done better.
FU*K.

This is my worst essay ever. I dont even know if I anwered the question. I knew how to do but I just wasnt thinking right. I struggled through the whole essay, felt like giving up halfway. I didnt even know what the sh*t was I writing about.

I really SCREWED IT UP.

Now I just yearn for a pass...

:`(

6 more days.
Lit
Math
Econs
Lit and Geog.

Thats it.

I CAN DO IT.

Gp paper wasnt exactly THAT bad. Chinese paper was boring.

I must ditch the mentality that Lit is unimportant. MUST. Kinda too late to say this now as one of my Lit papers is tomorrow. All the best man. =/

I'm smelling the sweet scent of freedom already. Its approaching. 6 more days. =)

Promos ending soon. I must hang on.
The feeling of cancelling off the GP and Chinese paper off the Timetable really makes me feel GOOD.

But as for today, I must do my math and read P & P.

But I've yet to take my breakfast and lunch is approaching. So I'm thinking about FOOD, to be specific, I'm thinking about KFC now.

Check out about Kentucky Fried Cruelty, it will make you lose your urge for KFC next time.
=/

I'm okay, once again. =)

Tomorrow is the start of Promos, 8 more days and I'll be free. I can do it. I CAN. I CANN!!

I'm kinda scared but I must enter the examination hall confident, and leave it, still as confident. I CAN DO IT.

All the best to everyone taking their Promos. =) SCORE!!!
People at SA taking their Promos too. Audrey and Nicole!! You guys can do it!! Good luck~

Pray for the best. I must be confident, no time for panicking. Confident, yes I am. =/

AHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhh... This emotional struggle.

Oh well, its just another exam. I hope.

Why should I only receive minimal care?

I MISS SAMUEL.
1 week since I last saw him, and still counting.
But I'm going to slip into his school during my school break. =)

I wonder if my relationship is immature. Its like it irks me to see some ppl in love because of the stupid things they do. =/ Not that I'm jealous over their weird/strange/funny signs of affection for each other but its so unnecessary sometimes. Oh well, when people are in love, they tend to be in their own lil' bubble with that other person. But cant they do it in private? I think its worse to display your affection in school. Others might beg to differ but, this is how I feel.

Eh, I'm not referring to any particular couple(s), serious.

What random thoughts.

I've completed my EOM. BYE BYE EOM.

Have you ever came across a bimbotic teacher who goes "lalalalalalaa~" when she's trying to scold you? No? GREAT, I'll tell you about my GP teacher.

She tried acting cute in front of me today. I could have reached out for her hair and ripped her tangled locks out of her head, in that fit of unjust. I could have poked her eyeballs out of those sockets. I could have tripped her easily as her legs are too lengthy and her centre of gravity is too high. I could have threw my eraser into her mouth when she was doing that "lalalalala~" thing. I could have used my metal ruler to slash across her face when she was smiling after the "lalalala~" thing. I could have asked her to shut her gap up

But of course, being nice, I didnt. I merely told her that I'm not in the wrong. But she refused to her my side of the story. She's such an old bag (slang, hahaha) , she walked past others who didnt have their notes too but she decided to pick on me. Wrong move, bitch. I wasnt at school for the past few days so I got every right to tell her I didnt know about the notes. She was absent too and decided to just put notes on e internet. I checked it the day before and I printed out other notes but I didnt see hers. Damn her.

In my moment of anger, I retorted "The GP rep. didnt print it too." and so as she adores the rep, she became speechless and went "lalalalala~" Wtf? And she asked us to go photocopy the notes. She asked those who dont have to step up, and so we did, and when we left the class to go photocopy the notes, she barked again, asking us to come back and only one goes. Then whats the point of asking us to step up???? To walk to the door then back to our seats again!? WTF.

Tiying and I went off. Who cares if she said only one goes.

We took our own sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet time printing the notes, then buying Ribena as we felt thristy. Hahahhaa.

Oh well, she's a moron.

Get lost Bitch,
you cant even teach.
We dont want you,
please give us someone new.
Stop your whining,
we're not giving in.
"Are you all with me?"
Stop repeating.
Would you just focus on our GP,
and stop being deluded about you being pretty.
You are very far from it,
beauty comes from beneath.

So, start behaving,
start thinking,
stop being retarded,
you will not be rewarded.
We are not giving in,
NEVER giving in.


PEACE OUT.

I'm inspired to write a poem. Title: To Finish Studying

I'm gonna win this war,
Geog, Econs, Lit and more.
Just dead subjects,
We'll not be rejects.
We will upgrade,
its never too late.

Retain?
Dont be lame.

We are going to score,
P geog is just about freeze and thaw.
H geog is just fertility,
not forgetting mortality.
Econs is just about productivity,
and maybe, elasticity.
Literature is Othello,
and being in war, feeling low.
Maths is differentiation,
but damn! There's integration.
Gp is just about crapping in a sophisticated way,
Sharma, Sharma, go away.

Promos will soon be gone,
so dont feel torn,
cause as long as you remain strong,
you wont take long,

To finish studying.
Yeah.

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I'm at home! =)
But its because I have rashes! =(

I read 6 chapters of P n P without falling asleep! =)
But I stopped reading because I was falling asleep and I'm still left with 4 chapters! =(

I decided to revise Math today! =)
But because I've not started on it yet! =(

I'm determined to finish Math today! =)
But because I refuse to look at Geog or any other subject! =)

Samuel is home! =)
But he's sleeping! =(


hahahha ok, enough.
Must be the medicine.

Down with the rashes,
covered with scratches.
Doc said its an allegy,
making me lack the energy.
Red lumps, so Itchy,
very very Itchy.
Itchy Itchy still Itchy,
Itchy Itchy and Itchy.

hahhahaha. Poem of the day. =D

Skeptics and True Believers.

Don't be so scared, we will not lead you on like you've been doing for weeks.
So you're selfish, and I'm sorry.
When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast
Nowhere fast, nowhere fast.

Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you,
'cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
And near death, last breath, and barely hanging on.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?

Don't be so scared to take a second for reflection,
to take a leave of absence, see what you're made of.
So I'm selfish, and you're sorry.
When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast.
So who's selfish, and who's sorry?

Someone, somewhere said some things that may have sparked some sympathy,
but don't believe.
Don't believe a word you've heard about me.

Don't be so scared.
It's harder for me.
Don't be so scared.

Don't be so scared, It's harder for me.
Don't be so scared, It's harder for me.
Don't be so scared, It's harder for me.
Don't be so scared.

The Academy Is...

MY POEM. whahahaha.

Miserable, tortured beneath.
Held back by a leash.
Stuck in this situation,
controlled by emotion.
Nowhere to go,
feeling low.

Engulfed by the thoughts of you,
wonder if you feel it too.
Overwhelmed by this love,
I'll spite the raven's heart within the dove.

When will all these come to an end?
The warm touch of your hand,
the gentle whisper in my ear,
Why cant you be near?

Like Mcdonald's without fries,
like a wolf without his lies.
Like Othello without Desdemona,
and Simba without Nala.
I need you to be here,
to take away my fears.

I miss you so,
feeling lonely and cold.
Lacking your presence,
Mourning of your absence.
Dont leave me behind,
I will never be fine.

WHO SAID BLOGS CANNOT BE EDUCATIONAL?
=) My blog is educational.


Imisssamuelterribly.

Divergent Oc: Oc

1. Mid oceanic ridge ( plates diverge, magma rises, cools and solidifies, pillow basalts, chains of mts both sides of spreading centre...)
2. Basaltic Volcanoes (a) (rising magma, cools and solidifies, form vols)
3. Submarine rift valley(b) (normal faulting due to tension, oceanic crust breaks, displace vert downwards, add forces, add normal faults // to original, repeating faulting, stepped faults...)
4. Seamounts and guyots (late stage of development of mid oceanic ridge, marked by old volcanoes...)

Divergent Cc: Cc

1. Continental Rift valley(b) (normal faulting due to tension, tension cracks continental crust, displaces vert downwards, add forces, add normal faults // to original, repeated faulting, stepped faults...)
2. Basaltic volcanoes(a) (magma rises, cools, solidifes...)
3. Rift valley lakes

Convergent Oc:Oc

1. Oceanic trench (c) (older Oc subducts beneath younger Oc, also caused by convection currents, accumulated sediments, shattered> melange)
2. Andesitic submarine volcano (d) (partial melting, basaltic magma rises as less dense, changes chemically into andesitic magma, differentiation and assimilation. Differentiation: magma becomes less silic as basic components of basaltic magma removed as they are denser. Assimilation: basaltic magma contaminated, changes chemically, melting and absorbing newly molten rock of different chemical composition...)
3. Island arcs (e) (combining of volcanoic islands)

Convergent Oc:Cc

1. Oceanic trench (c) (Oc subducts beneath CC as denser and thinner. sediments accumulated, shattered> melange)
2. Andesitic subduction volcano (d) (OC subducts beneath Cc, partial melting, basaltic magma rises through fissures, cools and solidifes, sealing them, accumulate under crust, heat causes melting of overlying silic rich rocks> magmatic underplating, partial melting forms andesitic magma, rises onto Cc...)
3. Volcanic arcs (e)
4. Fold mountains (sediments compressed, crumpled into folds)

I am suqeezing my brain for brain juice now. =/ I n R is extremely disgusting. I did one paragraph of it, then read one method of govt intervention for market failure, then do another paragraph... The cycle went on for quite sometime.

Okay, some random stuff.

Tiying!! Bruce is back! hahahahaha... =) I smell LOVE.

Samuel is going for his class chalet though. He's going to play while I struggle with the preparation for Promos. Feels like he's going on a holiday without me. 1st time that we're not going to the chalet together. hahaha.

8 more days to Promos. YEAH. =/

I'm going to PLAY like who-knows-what after Promos. I MUST. Promos is really killing me. This is worse than Os. Much worse. I think its all because of GEOGRAPHY. Econs is still fine. =D I must read Pride and Prejudice soon, then I'm not so worried for Lit.

I hope I can do the Math revision paper. If I can do it, then I'll feel less worried.

I dont like the feeling of not finishing what I have to do. Like I'm not fully prepared for Promos so I'll have that jumpy feeling until its over. Argh.

Dont worry, I'm not stressed out. I just want to be promoted, I'm sure everyone wants to. I want to score as well as Samuel did. Whahaha.

I'M VERY PROUD OF SAMUEL. =)

yeah, pink font. =/

I got another thing to add about today.

I met Samuel just now. Upon meeting, I gave him a postcard thaking him for his encouragement and he gave me 4 stickers saying "You can do it!", "Reach for your goals", "You are loved!" and "Have faith!" =)

He bought me blue tac and a very cute pencil case later. Hahaa.

=)


My exam pencil case.


Motivational stickers on my pencil case. hahaha.

Today is a very MEMORABLE day. I shall name today: ADVENTURE.

Tiying and I decided to lie to Khar about Mr Mao wanting our address. We came up with that plan after much brainstorming. So, Khar gave us her address and her Aunt's address, not knowing our true motive. Heh Heh Heh. It was tough, especially when Khar didnt want to give her Aunt's address at first. But once we got the address, Tiying and I got SUPER excited while Khar was kept in the dark. =P

So today after school =/ we proceeded to the nearby fruits stall. We took a damn long time choosing fruits. We decided on 3 red apples, 3 green apples and 3 oranges. Heh. We bought biscuits as well.

We were excited as we started on the adventure to Khar's house...

We took 135 to Aljunied as Khar takes that bus home everyday. The chart at the busstop says the 5th busstop is Upp. Aljunied.

Tiying and I were VERY hungry then. She still kept reminding me "Dont eat up the apples ar!" I held on tight to the fruits while Tiying held the biscuits as we counted the number of busstops the bus went pass. (sounds pathetic eh?)

Tiying and I alighted blindly, despite seeing so many industrial buildings. hahaha. 'Cause the last time we went to Khar's house we missed the busstop, so we decided we should alight earlier this time. FYI: Khar is at her Aunt's house today so we had completely no idea how to reach there.

We walked and walked and walked. Feeling super lost, we decided to enter a 7-11 to ask for directions. We were like tourists. The nice Indian lady told us that we can take the bus 100 there, roughly 3 busstops.

Off we went, with this ray of hope...

After alighting, we felt completely lost again. It was drizzling and we had our heavy bags and the biscuits and the fruits. We ended up on this road that was under some construction. The workers were looking at us like "wth are you doing here!?" We quickened our steps and went to a nearby HDB.

Our world crashed upon us. The block number was quite far from Khar's. We decided to go on walking. We went under a flyover like lost sheep. This was our last attempt, if our attempt to find the block fail, we'll take a cab.

Walk, walk, and more walking...

"Who say what adventure!?" Tiying said something like this. hahahha. But it was in a funny tone. I think we were like whining and complaining all the way. "Must feedback to Ah Khar that her house very not fang bian!" hahahahha.

I wonder why Tiying and I actually decided on this trip. We both had poor sense of direction. hahaha.

And FINALLY, reaching a few block of flats. And we went to the lift lobby, hoping that its Khar's block...

YEAH. It was almost Khar's block and the name of the estate was the same as Khar's!! =DD HOPE.

We went on walking, telling each other that we were reaching soon. And we saw it! KHAR'S BLOCK! YEAHHHH. You cannot imagine how happy were we. Its like ultimate relief. It was still drizzling la so we looked damn poor thing. =X

We took the lift up. Our final obstacle: we had to figure out a way to reach Khar's house. Her block is those corridor kind. We made use of the map of the layour of her flat at the lift lobby and we FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY made our way to her house.

"EH!" That was how Khar greeted us. =/ hahahah. But it was really funny.

We stayed at her house for a lil while, eating snacks, talking and waiting for Khar to bathe. Then we accompanied her for lunch then to the polyclinic. We walked super slowly there 'cause Khar was in pain.

Being under the umbrella with Tiying and Khar was... I dont know how to describe this. 1st, our height difference. 2nd, we have to follow Khar's speed. 3rd, we have to stand in the same position as we want Khar's wound to be totally sheltered from the rainwater. hahahha. But it was kinda fun. =/

2nd adventure of mine. THE FIRST TIME I STEPPED INTO A POLYCLINIC. To be very honest, I didnt know polyclinics look like that. hahahha. Tiying called me a "sua gu" and I told Samuel and he called me a mountain tortoise. =/ But, I really never enter a polyclinic before...

Khar went in alone as the nurse didnt really want us to be in there.

Khar came out with teary eyes. =( It must have been DAMN pain. Poor Khary. But she's brave. I bet I would have fainted. I really hope Khar's leg will recover really soon. SPARE HER THE PAIN!!

Tiying and I then sent Khar home, all the way back to her doorstep. Tiying wants to see her Aunt again. I really wonder why. hahahha.

Tiying and I then had our last adventure, finding Aljunied MRT station. It was a rain slightly more than a drizzle. But of course, this adventure is nothing compared to the one that required SUPER observation skills. We are DAMN good. We actually found our way to Khar's house without Khar's help. =D YEAH. VICTORY!

From being labelled MISSION IMPOSSIBLE yesterday, to MISSION (almost) ACCOMPLISHED. hahahha.

DAMN, we'll good.

Wish Khar a speedy recovery. We'll take the pain away from you if we can. Continue being brave k. All this will end soon. And, you better eat ALL the fruits we bought. They went through the adventure with us. hahaha.

KHARY! Must take care. Remember to go to the Clinic to change your dressing everyday. Dont eat seafood and chilli. Dont even touch them. =/ Stay at home and be a good girl ar. Dont worry about school. (School sucks as usual.) Nothing much to catch up also. Hope you will recover soon. I'm sure you will. Lastly, I want to let you know that you are damn brave. My super warrior~ I'm so proud of my niang zi. hahhhaha. =)




Nothing much is happening in life besides my poor Khary. I hate mugging. But I have to. I want all these to end quickly. I'm getting super sick of it.

SCREW PROMOS.

I must blogged about this really amusing thing that happened.

Samuel sent me home after school today and he took the lift up with me to my flat. The lift door opened, out there stood my Mum.

*oh no...

I walked out of the lift, she walked in and the door closed. Inside, stood my boyfriend with my Mum.

hahahahahaaaa.

I bet they had an awkward situation in the lift. And since I live on the 20th storey, the lift must have taken a loooong time to reach the ground floor.

But their conversation went quite well and I find it very amusing.

Doing an online test is so NOT FUN.

I must leave my emo side behind until promos.
I WILL STUDY.
I promise. Intensive studying from Monday onwards.

I'm going out tomorrow. =)

Thanks Aud for making me famous. hahahha.

As I thought about yesterday and all its fun, I became emo all over again. =/ It was DAMN DAMN DAMN fun ytd, at least to me.

Studying at the library with Li Jian and Jean in the morning. Going to Jean's house. Looking through different hairstyles with Jean at Times. Getting excited with Audrey. Admiring Audrey's top and necklace. =P Listening to Audrey's camera story. Seeing the TALLER SiewHoon. Asking SiewHoon if her feet hurts. Watching Jerald jamming up the place. Seeing Jerald so happy that we turned up. Seeing stupid gay YuTing. Hearing YuTing's story. Complaining to Nicole that I have school today. Teasing Carena. Clapping my hands before Samuel does so I can say he's lagging..... I can go on forever. =X

Laughing so much with everyone. There were Audrey, Nicole, Dana, Jean, Carena, Carena's brother, SiewHoon, YuTing, Mitchell (for a lil while), Jackie, Kenny, Samuel and of course the STAR, Jerald. Seriously, what more can I ask. I still had Samuel to fetch me home at midnight. How cool is that. Ha. =)

I think I really dislike Nanyang too much. AUDREY I WANT TO BE CLASSMATES WITH YOU TOO! hahaha. Oh well, at least my results is shining light on me so far.

I PASSED GP PROPERLY FOR THE FIRST TIME. I am happy with 23.5/45, I dont demand as much as some others. Seriously, passing is good enough, for now. My lit was not bad too. =)

SUPER CONGRATS TO AH KHAR FOR TOPPING IN LITERATURE. WOOHOO! She didnt take lit last time and she still managed to break through. Heh. I'm sure Tiying is proud of her too.

The Truth: I cannot walk out from the past.
I'm waiting for the past to come back.
I tried to let got,
but I failed, badly.

1. I'm not weird.
2. I'm not a substitute.
3. I have feelings.
4. I dont read minds.

The only thing that went well today is that Mrs Koh said the answer for one of the geog qn and I got it right. I shall invest my time and emotion on studies. They are the ones I can depend on.

But of course, there is something else to make me feel better.


My beautiful class: 4E2.
It would be better with all around.

I chopped my boyfriend up. Hahahahaa.





But he seems happy about it. =P

DINNER WITH AUD, NIC, JERALD, YUNTING. =)
There were actually much more retarded pics, thanks to Jerald's fantastic photography skills. He's damn obsessed with zooming in until all he can take is the corner of the mouth. Its ok if you dont understand. Ha. =/ It was a whole lot of FUN, FUN and more FUN. We laughed until our stomachs were damn weak la. hahaa. I enjoyed myself. =D
I CANT WAIT FOR THURS!!


Fish and Co. -the glass house-


=)


Thanks to Jerald's great photography skills.


New York Fish and Chips. YUM.


Aud and Jerald.


testing out the timer thing on the cam.


Jerald decided that he wanted the photo for his own.


grp shot =) (look at yunting.) hahaha.


Blurry.


The violent side of Nicole. =P


Passport photo. Heh.


Us taking photos...


While the ah peh sits at a corner.


We made full use of the neoprints machine. =)

and again~


White lights~


purple lights~


Superstar material.


Taken by Yunting.


It be better with Aud around.

The day ended. =)

PHOTOS =)

Teachers' Day Celebration.

BRACES!


Dead.



JEAN: ANTISOCIAL. =)


JEAN: CHEEKO PEH. =)

PAUL 2HILL STYLE.

Our photographer. hehehee.



RSAF open house

With Mr Mao


With Mr Nathan.

Valerie, show the world what you've got.
Now, it is the time to take off.
I want to see you working,
start memorising.
Time is ticking away,
Just a few more days,

Promos will be here.



I AM DETERMINED TO SCORE.
BRING IT ON.

It is only when you score good results then people will start respecting you. I deserve the RESPECT.

I want to promote. I dont want to waste this damn year in NANYANG for nothing. I must get out of this hideous place as soon as possible.

I want to be at the same uni as 4E2rians. I want to be with them again.