Friday, October 23, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:29 AM
Dont emo,
dont emo,
dont emo.
AHHH.
Dont emo.
The weekend is actually not very lonely but I feel so lonely inside. Thinking that Samuel is far away, going through training everyday, while I'm here doing my own thing, totally different from his, makes me very sad. Like we are not in sync. His life is his, my life is mine. =(( I miss him so much today.
Dont emo.
I'm crowded by people, but my heart feels all alone.
Dont emo. Dont emo.
I got cramps and I feel so moody and murderous. And I have to wake up early tomorrow (even though I chose to do so to go for Y Outing) but still, I have to wake up early.
Fuck my cramps are killing me.